Bac again..wasn't that much of a gd day for me well..at least for an hr..haha..somehow i seem to be more on the happy-go-lucky side now with the hols and all..Tot tuition had finally resumed, but i was wrong..went to ring the door bell so many times but futile efforts..i stood there expectin the door to open..(starin hard at the wooden door n metal grille) but tt din happen..rang the kid..nobody picked up..so tot of callin my fren to ask her where the heck her bro has went..wow..wat did i get in the end? "u wait ar..i try to get my bro for u.." wait?? hai..stood right outside her house like an idiot lor..n she is busy with her bakery..hmm..not really blamin her for that..well she cant control where her bro wana go oso ma..but still..tot she would hav been more helpful..ya..cant blame her la..she is not in a gd mood herself too..problems with her dear i think..That dino..hai..really one big MCP..cannot stand it..i wonder y she can stand him..given her character especially..haha..weird..as she always claimed..her soft spots are "u n that MCP lo.." haha..should i b glad tt she can tahan my childishness?? haha..Okie..so the day isnt that bad afterall..i mean her bro finally sms me to apologise..haha..din imagine he would apologise lor..but sad case la..(hmm..long time never use this word liao wor..thanx to my av senior..wonder where he is rite now..hope he is doin fine..waitin for ord liao i think..) he told me he din do well for the mid yrs..n worse the subjects tt i m tutoring...hai..on one hand my cousin is producing results, on the other..hai..wonder whether is it my fault or wad leh..felt quite guilty..din manage to help him thru his mid yrs..hope he'd buck up soon sia..shall start on revisions n clearin doubts liao (shockingly his doubts are like most of the upper sec work..er..cant say shocked la..cuz i was lydat too when i'm in sec sch..oopS..only "woke up" after prelims..)
Okie..enough abt that..on my way home at northpoint..saw 2 andersonians sec 2 gers..sittin in yoshi chattin away..and then one ger kip lookin at me..n i looked bac..tot she looked familiar..gave a smile then i walked off..after a dist apart then i remembered who she is..! haha..the 2/2 ger mavis..v talkative n kana bullied by the guys..er..i think it's the other way round..haha..was quite happie tt she still remembered me..or rather found vaguely familiar..haha..tt's enough for me la..considerin i only did relief teachin for her class for one day..4 periods..haha..
Seem to b eatin a lot these days n more cheerful la at least..no more "so-much" worries like durin the term..yep yep..muz learn to let go.."Forgetting is an art. It's different from escaping reality. Four things to do to forget: Face it; Accept it; Overcome it; and finally Let go..." quoted frm Di Wu Zheng..frm Westside story..(see..we r learnin even while watchin n goin crazy over a tv serial..hehe..) But well..it's rather true leh..once u manage to go past ur own barrier, bring yourself to face the be it problem or wat..accept it as in acceptin it as ur fate.."Everything in life is fated.." Overcome the fear, problem, challenge "the Biggest challenge in life is yourself.." and yeah...nirvana..Let go..forgive n forget..woah..so much for my own philosophy..hehe..mayb i can write a book on tt..(juz tt it'll b one full of grammatical n spellin errors..hehe..)
shall stop here liao..gonna catch my meteor garden 2..tv serials really get me thinkin leh..hope tmr will turn out to b a better daY! Juz like wat the "poem" b4 this entry was abt..shall always "xiang qian kan..n not dwell on the past..since it's already gone.." -->Journey to the west..hehe..till then! May tmr b a happy day for all of u out there!! =)


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Ended my post @ 10:42:00 PM

There are two days in every week
about which we should not worry,
two days which should be kept free
from fear and apprehension.

One of these days is Yesterday
with all its mistakes and cares,
its faults and blunders,
its aches and pains.

Yesterday has passed forever
beyond our control.
All the money in the world
cannot bring back Yesterday.

We cannot undo a single act
we performed;
We cannot erase a single word
we said.

Yesterday is gone forever.

The other day we should not
worry about is Tomorrow
with all its possible adversities,
its burdens, its large promise,
and its poor performance;
Tomorrow is also beyond
our immediate control.

Tomorrow's sun will rise,
either in splendor or
behind a mask of clouds,
but it will rise.
Until it does,
we have no stake in Tomorrow,
for it is yet to be born.

This leaves only one day,

Any person can fight the battle
of just one day.
It is when you and I add the burdens
Of those two awful eternities
Yesterday and Tomorrow
that we break down.

It is not the experience of Today
that drives a person mad,
it is the remorse or bitterness
of something which happened Yesterday
and the dread of what Tomorrow may bring.

Let us, therefore, live but one day at a time.


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Ended my post @ 1:06:00 AM

Juz caught the 1st episode of "Be somebody" What can I say? Im simply awed by their uniform and commands..Told my mum and she asked me to go sign on...haha..me? in Navy? Unimaginable..Doubt i have what it takes to be in Navy..Police force perhaps..but still..Seems like I m always so impressed with the uniforms..I duno how to put it..(m not gd with words..) not only is it smart..but imagine that..protecting your country? wow..great responsibility..and the satisfaction u get..

Oh well..perhaps they show the tv serial just to attract more ppl to join the Navy..but it is really cool to be in the team!! Nvm..i shall continue dreamin on about Navy n Air force ...... ^_^

Suddenly remembered sth..Wad is it like to grad? I mean really completed Uni and the studies..I've tried to imagine about it..n i feel rather lost..juz like life after the A's i think..Just that after A's it's still studies..when u grad..it's to the final phase of life..er..not really la..juz that it is when the real workin life starts..can't imagine that..okie..1stly..to find a job is one big problem..the other one is life becomes so monotonous..everyday muz see superior's face and learn how to "tackle" their mood oso..even more chim than the tchers..OoPs..haha..but it's true wad..Aye..duno why suddenly tot of tt..Give me the shivers..haha..anywayz..shant worry abt it now..still got 6 sems b4 i nd to think of tt [thx to my fren who is countin down to grad..dun understand y..] haha..That's all for now..shall get back to my Dream.. =P


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Ended my post @ 10:43:00 PM

WoaH..haben been comin online since...last wk? haha..i think so..the last time i came was when my results are out..hmm..speakin of which..this sem deprove quite a bit..but m glad tt things dun really turn out as bad as i tot it did..but still everyone seems to improve but me!! hai..mayb i deserve it..sem 2 was quite terrible in a sense tt i dun hav the heart to study..only to play..duno why..n the 2 modules that i spent so much time in studyin din turn out to b my best subjectS..!! Hai..wish nx yr wld b better..okie..resolution for yr 2..muz pay more attention and put in more effort...! (haha..seems to make this resolution every sem..but it doesnt seem to work! *GuiLty*

Okie..tt's enuff for resultS..Finally finished readin Harry Potter and the Order of the phoeniX..nice story! cant have enough of it! FinisheD Philosopher's stone also..now waitin for the other 3 books..if ever things are that fun in real life..i mean so much adventures to anticipate every term..thou it seems a bit scary..the Dark Side n Voldemort..but still this makes school more fun ma..haha..thou there's also exams to worry abt..anywayZ..tt can onli happen in stories not real life..had fun too n the most memorable school times should b in..er..sec sch n jc i think..n pr sch too! Oh well..it's fun in all other than Uni i think..haha..the ppl there not that fun to b with..true frens are few in uni..merely acquaintance..the onli frens still worth relyin on are still sec sch n jc frenS..

Hmm..there's nth new this wk..oh ya! visited the buddha relic @ Expo..saw Ben frm channel U there and he looks better in person than on TV..haha..quite friendly oso..anyway..the sand picture was really spectacular..to think that they put in so much effort in makin it and destroyin it in 10 min! v ke xi..but still the moral here is not to b too obssessed n possessive in things we do..must learn to let go..(easier said than done if u ask me..but still..muz try la..haha..)

not much thoughts this week oso..guess will end here..till then! =)


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Ended my post @ 2:28:00 PM

Met up with the clique at long last..haha..yesh the S4..but only 3/4 of the clique turn up..Thou it's just for a lunch at walking ard taka for a short afternoon..it's still quite a gd day..considering how long have we not met up and catch up other than online chatting sometime..Saw wuite a few frens there too..frm sec sch..Suat they all..the engine ppl if i m not wrong..Ask Ally to help me buy a set of clothes..paiseh leh ally..sorry for the troub..n thanx a lot =)

Aiya..the stupid hip hop change timing liao la..duno continue anot..awaiting for jie's response ba..hee..still got so many things i wana learn..but all nd vitamin M..sianZ..

Went back PJ after tt for The past n present thing..with the intention to take the cert frm Riduwan..but he not ard..only saw Blood Pressure Tan in AV room..the weather darn hot yesterday lo! Saw Yanto n Zida n Dini..playin for their respective teams..Heng never see the transition element Zn..haha..Oops..Ming Pin n Lex oso there..Lex become toner liao since he entered army..As for the other one..er..still the same scrawny guy la..

Wah..yesterday took 190 here n there..haha..frm orchard bac sch..to cck bac to orchard again..never took bus so many times sia..anyway..tt's not the point..haha..saw this v nice jigsaw at PS..! BUT..super exp..hai..everytime lydat one..nice things all cost a lot..By the time reach AMK..quite late liao..tot will kana scolding..haha..but heng la..Dad they all haben reach plus think yesterday he good mood..so i wAs sAveD!! haha..*phEw*

Been reading Harry Potter since last wk..enchanting tales of witches n wizards..all the magic n charms..Read till the extent i was sooo absorbed into the setting..sometimes i dun even noe where i m loR! haha..have the feeling as if i m in hogwarts..Fighting together with DA against Lord Voldemort..haha..how ridiculous can i get..but it's true..! haha..too into the story liao..Now i'm still half way thru the Order..hai..slow reader is lydat oneZ..haha..

OkieZ..till the nx time..i shall go back to London..oh no i mean HogWarts..haha..with the Exciting match of Quidditch..=P


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Ended my post @ 2:16:00 PM

.::It is juZ a simplE 4 lEttEr worD..n yet it is so difficult to comprehenD..StaRts witH a 'L' that means LiFe..and Ends with an 'E' that meanS EterNiTy..::.

This is just some of thoSe thoughtS tt have been PoPpIn by for quite a long time..yEt The answer simPly refuse to come out..

If that is the real definition of the alphabets the word contains..then wun it mean Luv exists in Life n forever till eternity...? oH well..tt is probably my own definition..but seriously..havin lived so long (abt 19 + yrs)..this word is the most complicatin n confusin word i've ever encountered..there's luv between family n frens..as well as those in relationships..somehow i think the link between frens n relationships is quite hard to differentiate..Perhaps the only factor is chemistrY..buT well..when do u know if u hav chemistry with the other person? hmm..seems like i hav weird thinkin n a complicatin mind now..haha..tt's me perhaps..ever so crazy n insane(aren't they the same worD?) to think so much abt life..haha..Anyway for me..it seems that i m not able to differentiate thinGs..n sometimes i'd rather hav frenships than to b involved in relationships..Someone once told me "To b involved in relationships may mean that one hav to sacrifice all the freedom one may hav had..and if things doesn't go the way u want it to b..as the relationship comes to an end..u might even lose a fren u once treasure most.." How true that is..i m not v sure..but it does make some sense though..

It's ironic thou..since it is meant to be sweet n leave u with gd memories tt are supposed to b with u thru life n to eternity..y would there b so much sacrifice then?

Okie..i've once more reached the state of not being able to understand myself..hmm..but here's one last thing to ponder on..How true is this.."One hav to know the other well enough b4 they can commit themselves into a relationship.." Hmm..there are cases where gd frens end up together yet they feel that they are better off as frens than couples..and there are also cases where they dun really understand each other and ended up not keeping any contact once they realised they cannot b together at all..

Alright..think i shant think too much..considerin it's time for the stars to greet goodnight..mayb someone can enlighten me on this.. =) (if u noe what i have been writing for the past paragraphs which is so disorganised..bits n pieces all ard..)

-We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly-


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Ended my post @ 12:14:00 AM

Had this little talk with my fren earlier abt faults..not those as in faults n folds..but as in the shortcomings tt ppl hav..hmm..in this world, i think there isn't a thing known as perfection..(i m not here to write a gp essay la..dun worry..) i mean who is perfect? n dun hav any shortcomings? M i rite to make tt sentence?

All we know is to complain n complain abt others and never reflect it upon oneself..haha..im kind of sayin myself..but anyway..as frens we should b able to accept one another's shortcomings..and if one day u ever hear ppl complainin abt u..u should not get angry..but rather try to do some reflection..n if possible..try to change..well i know this is easy to say..but difficult to be done..Who will remain so super calm if they hear ppl taliking so-called bad about them? If it were me..i doubt i can keep my cool..haha..but anyway..hope i will try to change as well..so frens..if there's anything u wana complain abt me..juz do so k..haha..if not pls tolerate with me..hee..sometimes i juz don't realise what i m doin..(k..i know one super bad thing abt me is being late most of the time..sorry guys...hee...i'll try to b early..)

Sigh..sometimes when we are complainin abt our gd frens..i'd feel a bit guilty la..but then again..we complain because we need an avenue to let go of our frustration..it is not gd to keep everything inside ourselves one ma..hee..

To think of it..it is really quite weird..cuz i hav this bunch of gd frens n best frens..all of us hav quite diff character n we all hav sth tt we dislike abt one another..(okie not all..but most..u noe who i m talkin abt..hee..) and yes, we would complain abt one another, can i say behind their backs? *shrUgs* but we still managed to hang out and maintain our frenship quite well..weird huh..i dun really know how we managed to do that..perhaps it's all to do with this word of tolerance "ren" in chinese..

Oh well..it seems that whatever i've been blabberin about over here is not really of much relevance to my title..haha..but who cares? hee..since this is a blog..i can tok watever i feel to even if it doesnt makes much sense..oopS..hee..anyway..signing off now..see ya all soon..

P.S.: to all my frens or juz anyone out there..remember to juz tolerate one another's shortcomings, or perhaps let the other party noe what his or her shortcoming is and i m sure the friendship will last as long as a lifetime ;)


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Ended my post @ 3:34:00 PM

it's crowded everywhere...esp the restaurants...wonderin why la...i mean i noe it's mother's day la..but then ar..why muz celebrate onli on mother's day leh? givin mothers a treat on this commercialised date...n ppl look sooo happy juz queuein up to eat tt not v nice food...haha...quite farnie leh...hee...anywayz...din really celebrate la...looks more like children's day for us..my bro is the one njoyin the day..haha...only went causeway pt to shop shop eat at food court..n play at timezone..haha...think my mum got aching legs instead of enjoyin herself lor...haha...
oh ya..bought a cd today..super cheap! cant believe it...for $9.90 onli...haha..wkend offer...sho happy...but still it's 10 bucks off my wallet la...nvm...nan de happy...muz pamper myself sometime..=P
hmm...the big pj gatherin is coming up this sat...duno wana go anot leh..feel like goin then play the games with the class...missed those days so much...but it seems like the class not many ppl free leh...then alot not goin...haiz....all busy liaoz...ME WAN PLAY!!! esp floorball n bball...which we all always played bac in j2...after PE...haha...those were the days...now....diff story liao i think..hehe..the gers all turn to so pretty n feminine...think i may b the onli one who is still so super...er...so i say childish or wad...haha...still duno how to b feminine la...haha...super chu lu...hai...tt's me la...shall see what's the class response on this event ba...
FOC...everyone's tokin abt it...haiz...duno i shud join not leh...it might b fun to b a councilor at the camp..but then again...frens like not joinin leh...den a bit sian diao lydat...heck...shant think abt it...if got anyone wana join then jio me hor..haha...
shall end here la..bro naggin at me for usin the comp!!! *Bish*



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Ended my post @ 9:20:00 PM

hmm...been away for quite sometime now...but my blog is not dead! dun understand why the songs and the pics dun wana come out...think it's time to change my template...hee...
since holidays started, life has been more relaxed but...still on going with tuition...and it's a everyday thing...! so can u imagine! Maths and physics...consecutively...woah...even thou i m not the one goin for the exams but i can feel the stress level lor...but i m thankful for one thing...that is i still remember my sec 4 work...haha...arbor i duno how to survive thru the tuition...with the bombarding questions...but well, i hafta say the lesson is still quite fun la...erm...esp is like that guy's sis brought her BF home then ar...so much noises coming frm the bedroom =X and the both of us cant help laughin n wonderin wad the heck are they doing! ain't they supposed to b like fixin the comp or sth....er....*CEnsoRed* heh...
oh well, got an experience for a tcher's life...and aint i glad...haha...i din go NIE...*PhEw* arbor cant imagine being a tcher for the rest of my life...will die lehz...haha...the classes were quite cute la...v fun although they dun really listen to me...but who cares rite...haha..even made a few more frens there...enjoyed teachin them...erm...if i did teach at all...heh...
u never noe wad the ppl are goin to do lor...they took out knives and the lighter n started playin as if no one is there...fightin ground ar...a bit dangerous la..they tot they are some samurai or some players in counter strike...shootin and slashin...really bth...haha...but free show la...really entertained...so i guess my hols is quite well spent so far...hee...
oh ya...speakin of which...went to bukit timah hill that time...(dun ask me y...juz feel like goin to some nature reserve for a walk...haha...tt's me la...someone who luv nature...air more fresh n more relaxing wad...) din see any monkeys there leh...all went into hiding sia...haha...it's either they are scared of me or cuz it's raining...(er...the 2nd reason seems more like it la...heh) only saw a squirrel n a toopid chameleon (how to spell tt worD!) juz dash out of no where...xia si wo...tot was wad...never see traffic one tt dumb reptile...oopS...but well...it was a great time...althou walk till leg pain la...cuz up n down the duno how many hundred flight of steps...by the end of the day my leg turn jelly lor...still need to cross a overhead bridge b4 i can take a bus home...
mayb i shud start with my sports "routine" soon...since i m like no longer employed...hee...we shall see... =>


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Ended my post @ 6:49:00 PM

after wad seem like a thousand yrs of stress and studyin..the 1st yr of uni life is finally over..! now awaiting for the terrible horrible horrendous exam results to b out...18 may...! arH...!!! make sure i m not at home to check my results...mei nian jian results...cant imagine wat kind of horrible grades i'll get this sem..
just choosen by course..real estate..hope wun regret..hate to make choices sia..out of onli 2 options...bldg/real est..oso so diff to choose! hai...seriously i've been thinkin...after the tragic accidents that occur so recently..the highway and the aye construction site accident..will anyone still opt for bldg? it seems so unsafe liao..hai..anyway..condolences to those family of the victims...really v ke lian..both heros...so kind hearted n responsible..muz save their subordinates b4 they think of their own safety...*salutE* y hao ren mei hao bao one? haiz...

on a different note altogether...while studyin for exams some incidents happened...was studyin together with my bro..he was usin my study desk then i hafta use my bed as table with me sittin on the floor...suddenly i duno wat happen the bed juz collapseD! from a bed to a coffin...biang..really xia si wo can! forgot which paper i was studyin for..but it's really terrible..tot i cld get a new bed...but..my dad managed to get the bed fixed...

speakin of the exams....i onli managed to finish 2 out of 5 papers lor! how bad can things get?? quite unexpected la...can finish my finance..as for econs...biang...really puke can...all the options so tricky...bldg i study so much...but still...dun even noe wad they tryin to ask! hai...technical terms...grr...*FainT* okie...shall not dwell on my exams liao since now is the hols...

hmm...think my update shall stop here...need to go search for job liao lo...although now my time is quite well spent...haha...with tuition and tuition and tuition...hai...4 days a week sia! bo bian la..who ask them to hav mid yr rite after my exams...okie..till then...

Happy HolidaYs!!


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Ended my post @ 10:00:00 PM