YeaH...my mind is having its malfunction todaY...have a feeling I am not myselF...don't ask me y or wad happened...cuz I m not sure of it either...actually i shud feel happy...cuz i went out for the whole day with my family...to compass point and chinatown..okie la...main objective of the day is to go temple...anyway...enjoyed myself walking ard Singapore...not the whole Singapore but well some parts of it that i don't frequent...

I'm not in the mood to read the readings that i m supposed to...nor do the tut that are due on monday...haha...guilty...kip feelin guilty yet never do anything abt it...how to shou shi xin qing...i m not sure...so let's see...wad r my problems? sch is one...and a very biG one! 6 modules...! crazy...think i shud not think abt that for a moment...shud b able to managed...(i hope...n pray...) just don't understand where my heart is everytime my lessons are on...haha...always daydream...suddenly just drift away....yeah...i noe i mentioned this before...and once again...I duno y...

Wad else is next? okie...my mind is just too messed up rite now...some spring cleaning is needed to be done...haha...see...i'm back to my i duno wad i m doin/thinkin/wad else is happening stage...and that probably spells trouble...haha...to my frens...and of course...to me...

Let me ask u this...(whoever is reading it...) is my luck not good...my ren yuan not good...or uni ppl r villians? haha...no doubt there are some angelic ppl ard as well la...but as compared to the villians...they are too insignificant...villians dominate in this worlD...i'm just some helpless little...kitten...? haha...yeah...suddenly the world seems a total darkness to me...hmm...think i m starting to be more afraid of the dark...not literally...but sometimes i don't want nite to come so fast...although i love the peacefulness at nite...but that is when i m not having a hell in my day (such as sch life...) If i m having so much fun and enjoyment in the day...i truly don't want the day to end so quickly...y does good times have to last for onli a short while? hai...I don't look forward to school now as i do Like in Pr/Sec/Jc...My world is surrounded by villians! Oh no...Villians attack!! Help!! I nd to run for refuGe! the onli place is to stay at home...safe and sound...mayb back to look for my sec sch/JC frens/tchers...for advise on how to tackle the villians...as well as lookin for backup at home...but...all I'm told to do is to heck...yesh..i m doin that...but somehow...life becomes so miserable when the tot of having to return to the "villianS-dominated world" dawns upon me...hai...all fighting for their own rights and for their interests onli...hai hai hai...wad else can i do? but run,heck,hide n sigh?

Now then i know darkness is so frightening...even fright nite i oso not that scared of darkness...haha...

That is not the only frightening thinG...with the advancement in technology...and of course age...more anD more "virus" will b developed to eat up ur brain and mind and even soul? haha...okie not that scary n exaggerated...not soul la...but ya...your whole brain system will be dominated by the "virus" and sometimes even to the extent that you suffer insomnia at nite...haha...terrible the world is now..."virus" that can eat up ur feelings...frenship...etc etc...

Yeah...this blog entry really speaks for itself...as to y i m super not myself...I din noe i m so good with wads that called? metaphors or personification..haha..wadever it is...i din noe i m good in lit...haha..hated lit since that evil devil taught me lit (mayb to brain wash me?!? haha..) in sec sch...haha..sad life huh...hai...din do much today other than not being myself...and blog...and...ya nothing else...

Oh ya...I owe an apology to Ling! hee...for failing to turn up online for the "story telling competition"...haha...and not coming bac today to continue with it...sorry! i shall find a day to tell u my story k? And ya..let me win the top prize for that competition k...haha...till the nx entry...

----> Stories about villians and attacks...to be continueD...

Current Song Playing: Pieces of Me - Ashley Simpson (hmm...did i get the artiste rite? heck...heh...)



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Ended my post @ 11:05:00 PM

See I have so no happenings in my life that i resort to blogging about my tutorials...and maybe tuition as well...ya...and i have some things on my mind that is left unsettled...and i think for the moment i Won't go bother abt it...I'm not sure if i'll say the same a few days later though..yeah..must know by now...i m a fickle minded girl! oH no..that is so not good...heh...

Okie...i m liking my b/g midi lots n lots everytime i listen to it! v soothing...anyone noe where else can i d/l nice midis? Let me know...n for ur info..those who cant get to hear this midi..it's "everything i do, i do it for u..." i think the midi sounds much better than the sonG...hee..Wad do ya think?

YeaH...i just finished my dinner rite now...mee pok dry with minced meat...haha..y m i eating my dinner so "early"? hmm...dun think that is a mystery...haha...tt explains my gastric problem n buldging tummy? haha...nd some exercising...a joG every sat morning 7am? any takerS? haha...yishun stadium? or better...the pond perimeter oppsite my house! haha...soubt my stamina is any better now...gone down the drain since J2...proudly trained by zeeDah...Ally...Genyi, always "pushin" me behinD n who else...hmm...duno...mayb the whole class? haha...or the fortress? always encouraging...motivating...and i noe one more credit goes to...*drumrolls* He-wHo-sHall-Not-b-nAmEd...hehe...especially if he is having break n i m having pe..haha....that is the past la...but it's so fun n memorable! How i miss Jc liFe! Okie...mayb i'll b going bac to pj nx monday...since it's teachers' day on wed...n i cant go bac on tues...wun b free till 9 pm? haha...wed...sch hol la...haha..so gd...i still nd to study till 6pm!! hai...life in uni..terrible!! y cant my life b any better? the "fun" element is definitely missing out in uni...where is my bball session!! no pe lessons...! although my bball is anyhow whack...aiya...to me anything oso anyhow whack de la...haha..no difference...everything not pro...see ppl so pro...feel so paiseh...haha...sing song at kbox oso anyhow kill chickens...no wonder they all died...so poor thing...oopS...er...wad else...haha...yeah...my escapE avenue--->my bloG! haha...n yeaH..divert all the energy into playin rather than studying...die die oso dun wana study..hai...duno y...pathetic!! muz pour cold ice water on me...mayb then i will wake up...haha...

Oops...realised sth...i shudn't juz mention abt JC..my sec sch life is also memorabLe! all the while stand outside toilet during recess...haha...eye waSh la...haha...n now we r known as the "stand outside the toilet" clique...(-.-)''' din noe ppl noticed us in sec sch..haha...but now...no more eye washing leh...especially i m the sole person i noe in my faC...other than those i noe frm camp..but well they dun seem to know me...haha...mayb cuz as lester n brenda said...me changed image...again??!?? haha...yeah...now waD...little sch ger look...!!! hai...horrible...tt is not wad i wan!!! and i cant change anything about it...if it looks real horrible...tell me pls! haha...but well...i oso cant do anything to it le la...let it be...yeah...i m so so self conscious...not a good sign...hehe...kk...shant tink abt anything...but studies...Grr....

Uni life seems so empty to me..yet i duno why...mayb it's cuz of frens...mayb cuz i never go cheong? haha...wad weird theory is that...think it's juz frens n fun n the sports/activities i used to hav bac in sec sch/jc...i wana play badminton!! swimmin...er...yesh...i go there swim my leisure swim..haha..speakin of which...my tan skin colour is goin bac to it's usual fairness again! wah...so fast! so let's see...uni i m left with just my self entertainment and my escapism...haha...bad bad bad...i wana buy a good amplifier/equaliser etc etc...good sound system basically...put at home..blast the music...on air con...yeah...enjoyment!! n destressin...escape for a while at least...juz like my uncle...i LoVe his sound system!!!!!! besT siA...haha...

kk...shall continue my complain nx entry...now for my tutorials...(realised i haven talk anything abt o wk n er...ndP! haha...lateR...) Late for my 1st tut!!okie...nothing's new...i've been late for...er...almost evErything! okie...i shall try to wake up early...try...keyword here...anyway...lucky did my reckie yesterday...arbor wun noe where the heck the tutorial room is at..glad to have found a grp for the tutorial...onli one guy...and the rest...i duno them...they duno me...yeah...best...haha...supposed to meet some day to discuss the grp assignment...but...i dun tink i hav time unless monday...sianZ...i nd to study de ma...?! anyway...the tutor is a crappy guy...think quite young la...earn quite a lot sia...muz b...n still studyin...chinese major...biang...no wonder his chi n eng so good...as in the way he speaks...best!! can b dj...v biao zhun! pei fu pei fu...Hong Li Min!! haha...oopS...advertise his name here...nvm la..haha...super lame guy...n lenient...henG la...my grades all up to him liao leh....muz brush up my chinese...not v good...going downhill le...haha...nth is good la...mayb pr sch maths? ahha...but the eng they use...v confusing leh...playin with worDs...still rem pr sch...if eng not gd the rest forget it! hai...hopeless...tt's how i survived my pr 6 life? haha...remedials everyday after catching...haha...me, shan, kaichou...n some other siao ppl...haha...cheena...hai...really cannot make it...pei fu dini still goin to teach cheena...haha...well...1st grp assignment...to translate zhang a-wei lyricS! too chim liao sia...shall try...n they still sae basic translation is an easy module...hai...not true one...bluff me take!! haha...okie cant blame anyone...my fault...haha...but well...enjoyin it...other than the stress level...so now everyone is finding me so super siao...haha...bo bian...PR of hougang chalet...haha...

Hmm...my thoughts are always somewhere else when i m at lecture...hai...duno where i went...or rather..where my mind went...mayb playin water captain's ball at sentosa...haha...or erm...juz somewhere...near? haha...daydreamin...

Es tutorial...had another one today...okie...had fun with it thou i got locked outside..my matric card doesnt seem to b workin...cant open the CR door...nd to almost force the door open till josephine open it for me...so paiseh...Lucky the tutor never scold...but muz b scoldin in her mind la...haha...i can understand...oopsS...so sorry...no choice ma...i running frm arts...another tutorial b4 that...dist so far...the fun part abt today is onli the misunderstandin of language frm across the cultures...all singlish n some dialects on our part...but yeah..still finding ppl to join for the es grp proj...sian..not another project...got phobia of projs...cuz muz spend time meeting up n er...may not get gd ppl to work with..hmm...nvm...

Yeah...shall end off 1st...muz go ZzZ if not late for tmr morning lect again...and btw...sorrie suat!! hehe...about today...late for lunch...cuz that Dear junior of minE...duno MiA to where...never come meet me at the place n time...!! grr...sorrie woR!! to think of it...i've got my punishment...not yueh fei "tattooin" but...photocopyin the whole book of yueh fei is not an easy task...my fingers breaking soon...and...tmr still gotta zap the 2nd halF...thanx for ur company thou! hee..cya!!

Current Song Playing: Jiang Nan - JJ Lin Jun Jie --->Some1 still owe me his photo!!



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Ended my post @ 11:16:00 PM

Yeah...Cant say i had an eventful day...but had my 1st ES tut....it was fun to hear others talking...n presenting...and the tutor is v nice...all smiles...n er...okie...it might be true that "xiao li chang dao" haha...but then...hope she is not...yeah...im the last person in the class to present...horrible...shivering my way to the front and gave a speech...about myself...(-.-)''' tot i was in the same tut grp as linting...n lester...then tot at least got company...haha...in the end...all diff grp!! grr...haha...i tink i took less than 2 min to deliver the speech abt myself...yeah..not outspoken enuff...and to think of it...i duno "er" le how many times...haha...so conclusion..i've been a clown for a few min toDay....haah....aiyo...quite horrible...apart frm the way i look rite now....ppl are sayin that i dun look yr 2 again...haha....okie tt is not horrible...tt is good...to look younger than u actually r...but then...ppl will complain abt my childishness soon la...haha...speaking of which...i wana watch Garfield the movie!! any takeRs? haha...

I tot i have managed to escape frm Language since JC...Now..?? I m taking this ES module...core somemore....that requires the speaking of English and nothing more!! cham liao this time...no singlish nor chinese...nor dialects...pure English...! with gd sentence structure and all...!!!! hai...i dun even noe wat verbs are!!! haha....that's the end of me! Don't know how i m going to survive thru this module and this semester...I DUN WANA STUDY LIAO!! Who says life is a breeze in uni...i think life is hell over here leh!! haha..mayb it's juz me...but then..all the readings are thick enuff to flatten me into pancake!! (yummy delicious hotcakeS!) haha...er...so is it that i have slack too much? play too much? or is it that i m too bothered by some other thinGs in life that i dun wana study? maybe i shud consider goin into NIE after i grad frm RE...if ever i can grad...at least a honourS...haha...tough luck...tough competition out there huh? dun understand why is this a survival of the fittest world!!! super unfair...yesh...tt is life...remember PjA once told me...nothing in life is fair...haha...yeah...i still rem his worDs till noW...haha..thanks a lot for ur guidance huh..haha...another thinG...I m taking basic translation and other cheena stuFF!! okie...Great...I m really done for this sem...pessimistic sia me...haha...can only see the 'O' in zero but not in opportunity...haha...Well...suicidal sem...shall try to understanD...but then....see books liao i wana sleep!!!!!!!!!!! haiz....terrible...wonder where i got all my motivations from in J2 especially...for the rest of the study life...i tink i din do much...haha...but play all day long...

Yeah...studies aside....my questions are still unsolved...haha...shall try not to think abt it...haha...everyday i m tellin myself the same thing! okie....Frens are the best ppl to have on earth other than ur family...okie..shall go ZzZ liao...hope i will bring some good news about life n sch n wadever else!!! NiteZ!

Current Song Playing: Qi Li Xiang - Jay Chou

---> Anyone going for the Ex-Andersonian gathering at School Hall on 4 Sept? esp to those 2/4'98 & 4/5 of the millenium cohorT...hehe...let me know k...if not go os sianZ...u all go then i go...yeah...typical of me...



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Ended my post @ 12:16:00 AM

yeah..that is indeed horrible..ya..i know stress is wad u give urself...does it totally arise from sch work? I'm not sure..but it seems that i m going to run again! oh dear! haha..maybe i have been playing too much and not catching up with school..haha...but well..go lecture don't understand a word the lecturer is talking about..and feel like dozing away automatically...haha...jialat...my heart is not there obviously..somewhere..playing...at sentosa maybe...haha...or mayb kbox? haha...

Celebrated a jiaming's bday at kbox...for the very first time...haa...somehow now then we noe his bday falls on 22 aug...wad a failure man...haha..all of us have been frens since..er....duno when la...now den know his bday...but not bad la...get to celebrate at last...couldn't decide where to go...so nx time we shall juz go coffeeshop stone and rot la..haha...oopS...went kbox...okie...it may b my idea...haha...told u i wana play liao ma...but ya...so paiseh nobody wana sing...then i sinG...kill duno how many chickens...haha...thanx to the 3 of u ar...haha...can tahan my horrible singing...hehe...but well...i enjoyed myself totally...look forward to the nx meeting up ba..and we shall play shi zi lu kou...haha..yeah...going out is always such a destressing thing for me...yesterday think the second half of the nite then fun la...at least the rest got sing liao...and yar...drag them go eat douhua! haha...rochor beancurd...but walk till sweating la...super hot...walk so far...went bac ps eat dinner after that...re-lived the times of playing daytona..haha...realised my skills super lousy liao leh!!! hai...muz go polish up someday...hahah...yeah...it was fun....oh ya! went to play with this nail tattoo machine yesterday...$1 for one fingernail...expensive sia...haha..and now then realised how super tiny my nails are leh...the "tattoos" ah...too big la...draw till my finger oso got...haiyo..nx time go "deco" on my own..if onli i have the time la..haha..the most is put base coat...and mayb buy some pastel colours to paint my nails...haha...nx time then say...

There goes the fun thou...now it's back to sch...seeing those discussions on the forum is hell leh! the ppl like all super genius...ya..i admit i m dumb...haha...readings dun understand a thing...lectures dun understand...dun feel like doing tutorials...okie...i need to go woodlands library settle down to studY! anyone wana accompany mE?? haha..."a date to the library..." bidding available Now...! hee...juz nD a motivation to stuDy...and do my tutorials...if not all day think of going out and play play play....hai...no end to it leh...haha...

Ya...i admit there are other things bothering me other than studies...but well...i shall see if i can settle it now...haha...think things thru...complain a bit here and there...but i know it's useless...tried before la...so...see if my mind still can push it bac further...since it's overflowing again...tt is y it kana bounce bac again...after duno how long...i hate this sia...duno how to stop...suddenly feel so vulnerable? haha...duno is that the word...but ya...vulnerable to all kinds of influences...and mind games? psychoin...? haha...chim chim...shall study psychology nx sem ar...haha...at least maybe i can psycho myself...learn to handle things...now that i m reaching the biG 2!!! okie not so soon...ahha...about 4 more months to go...okie..lesser than that...muz admit la..this kind of things..haha...but well...age is juz a number ma...not much meaning to it unless u insert meaning in them...okie...crap...duno wad i m blabbering about...haha...in a whirl now...(okie since when is my mind not in a whirl...haha...all my unorganised essays/blogs/diary entries...horrible...) Sooner or later i m going to be in my crazy mode again...haha...i m already in la...anyway...always so siao one...really duno how my mind works...

kk...shall not think too much...muz understand my socio/geog/ch/cl/prof comm/valutation readings and text...wad a chore!!! ---> I'm super lazy now leh...hoW? haha..

Current song playing: Hui Du Shu--JJ Lin Jun Jie



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Ended my post @ 10:25:00 PM

After the blog 2 days aGo...finally i were able to find all my courage to solve the problem i m facing...well i tink that is the 1st time i ever find such courage..if not the typical me would be running and running...far away frm reality...and all will snowball...until one day it explodes...BoOM! that's it...i'm done for...can cry for duno how many days and be depressed for how many months and be isolated frm the outside world...haha...okie..it may sound exaggerated...but...i can sae it is quite typical of me...probably a bit sadistic...pessimistic...psychotic...wadever..sometimes my mind doesnt function well...so now u all noe what kind of person i m like...haha...BeWaRe...! okie no...not that bad la...but...when i m really in that mood...u all prob wun get to see me or tok to me...

Anyway...back to my story...ya...after talking things thru...i feel much better...i really can sae it's a big load off my minD...n shoulDer...it's a great feeling...n i m thankful for that...and ya...it is thru this that i learnt somethinG...Friendship is not just about accepting and compromising...It's all about trust...and the ability to b frank to one another...openess...able to talk things out...esp when u have problems...and u feel that something is not rite or u r unhappy with sth...well..friendship is juz another relationship...even for relastionship..i think this is the best way to maintain it...other than external FactorS...

But well not entirely u unhappy then muz sae...if not may end up havin this kind of confessions everydaY...haha...there muz oso b compromise...as the sayin goes..."ren yi shi feng ping lang jing, tui yi bu hai kuo tian kong"...hee...Yep...I m learning new things everyday...quite glaD...

And ya...thanX suat! hee...for accompanyin me walk the whole orchard...haha...to find shoes,bags,clothes...and yeah..met a crazy salesgirl...haha...and i enjoyed talking outside bossini...haha...lookin at the boy play with the spoilt hanD...haha..n temptin to drink pao pao cha...haha...yeah...it's really good...! Hope to have another kind of this dae sometime...!

Once again...my thanx to all my frens in liFe...listen to my aimless talks...weird thoughts...and sharing with me...ur opinions and stories...solvin them with me...grateful for all that...It is really impt to haV frenS...if not..i cant imagine wad the whole is like...mayb i experienced it in Yr1...at least no frens in NUS...horrible feelin of loneliness...haha...okie...shall stop this crap again..

As for life...i m still on the "life is full of uncertainties" theory...things that happen in life are always unexpectEd...but well...I've been thru all kind of weird thingS so far...and i think i m expecting more...Yeah...and that's y i m living my life to the fullest now...haha..play to the fullest for that matter...but ya..i will put in more effort in studyin also...no more play after nx wk...must concentrate...Mayb a few hours of relaxation will do me good oso...so...weekend if u all r free...mayb we can go to the beach for picnic or sth...haha...ling...too bad we dun hav volcanoes here...if not we can go take a scenic walk...er..is there such a worD? haha...anyway..ya..it'd b great to appreciate the nature out of ur busy schedule...n lifeless life...haha...

Yep...2 lessons learnt...1) Frens...trust n openess....2) Life...Ren sheng wu chang...treasure n cherish every moment u haVe...

Till the next entry! (finally my mood is improving! thanX!)




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Ended my post @ 12:29:00 AM

Yeah..i know this has been stagnant for 2 weeks plus..sorry..this is all due to my busy schedule..haha..not busy entirely..but sometimes juz too tired to blog..and 3 days ago..i blogged..but juz a press of a button accidentally..everything is gone!! cant undo..Grr..and tt is all my updates on o wk n ndp..! nvm..shall update again this sat..and i shud learn frm wad suat told me to..write in microsoft words 1st..! grr..

Right now i shall have my complains about the problems that have been so-called troubling me for god knows how long..Can anyone tell me wad frens are? and more importantly wad best frens mean to u?!? Maybe i m gettin all the definitions wrong..ya..that is probably y I am creating so much trouble for myself..that is all so possible..since my understanding of the english language is so so so so so HORRIBLE..that i cant even understand my readings frm socio and chinese trad..wonder how did i managed to step on the campus of NUS in the first place..yeah..start to feel the stress and all the caps falling..even without joining any ccas..haha..okie..side track too much again..

Well..so a long period of friendship doesnt mean anything..just means.."oH..we r getting so old..I've known u for almost a decade..yet i don't even noe wad ur character is like..much less ur likes and dislikes.." Hmm..for one thing i have to agree..a long time friend doesnt mean u really understand him or her well..since..."People change..." so wad counts as being a gd fren or best fren? freq contacts? maybe not..amidst the busy lifestyle all of us are leading in this society..so wad really counts? I m not sure about it myself..for one, i believe I'm not playing my role as a fren/gd fren/best fren...yeah..life is full of uncertainties..uncertain about my existence..if at all..uncertain abt frenship..uncertain abt sch..uncertain abt almost everything..hai..yeah..i think too much..haha..but ya..tt is the problem with me sometimes..esp i m not in the right mood..

But at least good friends will meet up to catch up abt life..updates and all..or m i wrong abt that..although u would feel that we have totally nothing to talk abt cuz super long never meet up with each pther..like for years..haha..but it all ended quite well..able to crap..and that is really destressing..for once i m enjoying my uni life..all thanks to the meet up i have with 8 yrs old of friendship..haha..u know who u r..hee..And some even 12 yrs..n i m glad that we still maintain contact..despite our lost in contact since we entered jc..

Hai..maybe someone shud enlighten me on this fren issue..or maybe i shud juz forget all abt the frenship for now and be more concern about my readings..hai..horrible..haha..when he or she remembers my existence as a friend not just a mere acquaintance..then I'll let him/her noe wad we really feel..even though there are times when we r told to tell them if they have changed..yeah..tt is another problem..define change..all of us change as i said earlier..hai..wad a headache life can be..who says life is a bed of roses? It is certainly not..well..probably i just got pricked by its thorns more often..

Oh well..shall prepare to leave for school now..till the nx entry..probably in the weekend..see ya..
Friends Forever..(yeah..doubting the meaning of this again..) Nevertheless..Hope Life is a smooth sailing journey for all my friends out there =)



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Ended my post @ 10:51:00 AM

After about 4 years..we finally met up! Still remembered that we keep wanting to meet up after we grad frm sec sch..and now..we r already in our second yr of uni life..One thing that I am thankful of..none of us changed..well..at least we can clique as well..v comfortable talkin to them again..had AJ ice n sugar cane juice..Actually think the day din start well again for me..cuz duno y so "heng" met that idiot (ar ji..u shud noe who..) I din realised until miao suddenly called out his name..grr..

Anyway, bac to the happy stuff..I'm glad that we met at amk..our old hangout place..yeah..i think i m one who kip holdin on to the past..not gd i noe..but ya..tryin to let go of things..learnin to..yeah..hope i can succeed in that..i realised sth and felt a bit bad..cuz most of the time we r tokin abt nus stuff..engin orientation..den i chup a bit of my o camp..den ning seems lost..sorrie ning..! after stel left we went on to k box..go see see onli...then ended up at jubilee that bubble tea shop..continue talkin n eating n drinkin..haha..spent a lot on tt..talked abt engin fright nite n ccas! haha..speakin of which..i haven send out the emails! nvm..send later..went to popular after miao left..n wrote our names on the test write paper..haha..yeah..! haven have so much fun and laughter since i entered uni..hope to see ya all soon k! Another good news..S4 may be having a weekly meeting when sch starts..look forward to that! Cheers to All!! hee..

Okie..now to O wk..was late n got "scoldin" frm ryan..haha..idiot leh!! i sae hi to ppl always slow rxn one..they all ignore me de!! bish bish..nx time dun sae hi liao..initially was grp with kenny..but change to jess n cheryl..but size snatch cheryl frm me..haha..nvm..but after jess went off..i m left on my own!! grr..this grp okie la..can talk but not as high..as zaibal..hai..or is it i look too sian..mayb ar..nvm thu i shud change..wear my specs n i wun look so sian..see how things goes ba..

BiangZ!! i really dun hav the uni look or wad!! my freshie as me i in which yr..then i sae yr 2..they say dun look like..then i sae look like sec 4 ar..then they sae..ya ar..make sense..biangZZ!!!! ppl wear t shirt dun look like sec 4..den i wear t shirt look so young..win liao..in tt grp i dun look like their ogl..more like a freshie..pengZ..nvm lo..look young gd..then b genius lor..sec 4 dun study study uni..haha...

okie la..tink i stop here liao..my Burning Flames 2 start liao..till the nx entry..!! Look forward to flag day n thu ba!

Counting Down to Beginning of Yr 2: 8 days and still counting...




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Ended my post @ 10:09:00 PM

The day started off quite badly..well..for one..that i haven't recover from my sickness..i think it may be due to exhaustion..Not having sufficient sleep everyday..duno why suffering frm insomnia or sth..can't sleep even how tired I am..must lie there for like 2-3 hrs then can sleep..pathetiC!! hope this won't continue..arbor i duno wad to do when sch reopens..After breakfast..I think i wasted it..haha..cuz duno y juz puke everything out..hai..terrible feeling..went ahead to the stadium thou..but I was terribly late..

Okie..I wore the obiang uniform out frm my house and like everyone are staring at me like as if they saw an alien! hai..see how obiang the uniform can get..but i admit..the top is okie..juz the bottom is a bit too big for me..a lot of extra cloth sia! survived my way with stares around me to Kallang..and realised that i m not the onli one who is late..haha..there are ppl even later than me..walk in the drizzle (no wonder i wun recover..haha..) and met this NYP ger..yr3 in Nursing!

Saw ting ting and natalie 1st n they guide me to where jiayuan n cheryl are..n there is nobody who wana take my attendance!!!!! Grr..kip pushing me to one another..sianZ..so din take my attendance in the end..lunch was mixed vege rice..but i din eat..juz drank water..nd that sia..deployed to our respective areas..and we headed to the free movement area..east entrance..

There's a bit of change in a sense that not enough manpower came down..but still jiayuan and I managed to siam and b bac to our free movement area while leaving cheryl with serene at one of the lanes..seriously i prefer the free movement area..cuz it's more slack..haha..juz entertain the crowds n guide them the way..so far..other than hao lian singaporeans..i din see any trouble makers..as yet..i bet on the actual day itself more will come..more trouble that is..

Saw alot of frens yesterday! not a lot la..but a considerable few..haha..n there's the kids central one min of fame champ..forgot her name..so quite!!! look so grown up on tv but in actual fac she's young n small..haha..met fenghong...was talkin abt his company..and ya..he got me a bun cuz i said i hav no lunch..haha..sick cannot eat anything they provide la..and not to mention Zn..grr..always appear outta nowhere and ya those who noe him may noe wad he'd do..met pearlyn xu oso..n ruikun!! haha..couldn't recognise him! cuz he is not that tan anymore!!! weird leh..ppl go in ns more tan this guy get lighter skin color..wonder if he did some whitening or wad..haha..but yeah..had a lot of catching up to do! haha..ppl usher..but i was chatting with ruikun..weird leh..din hav much to tok to him abt in jc..now..v tan de lai..haha..told me scary stories abt the sec sch gers frm combined choir..haha..i'll rem that..gers have their tactics with guys that made even the ns guys siam..haha..think i'll hear more frm him on actual dae..hehe..n yep..thanx to him that i finally noe wad is going on inside the stadium..pathetic..get involved in ndp yet duno the programme..haha..we were once interrupted by fireworks..i xia dao la..haha..it was cd's performance..n i wana watch!! the flyin fox n stuff..hai..nvm..wait for telecast ba..

Think there are really a lot of ppl at the north sector such that they ran out of fun packs to giv out at our entrance! have to move the crowd to the other entrance and u can see the whole stream of ppl strolling their way thru..even when the parade started..n not to mention..grand stand ppl..grr..some quite hao liao de..cuz they got the best seatS...

Oh ya..some interesting stuff happened..this guy name francis, journalist in NP..interviewed me with a recorder..abt Singapore and NDP..the qns he asked..r like wad i encountered in my politics module..! thank goodness for that..if not i wun noe how to answer..esp he is like so ang moh..haha..n there were ppl who complimented our uniform..(-,-)" n took photos with us..haha..n ppl who kip droppin things at our spot..(i think tt spot is cursed fer droppin things..haha..) n met touristS! frm korea or japan..cant figure out frm their accent..n i couldnt understand them as well..haha..and the PROs..tot they were super fierce..but in actual fact..they are the nicest ppl ard! haha..

Dinner time finally came..n cheryl came down to join us..walk until v the..er..duno how to describe..but duno y..i couldnt stand her yesterday..mayb too tired or sth..n she realised i was hostile towards her..that's wad her exact words are..juz told her she think too much la..hai..i think i quite fake when i said tt..duno if she realised not..mayb i was tt annoyin last time..that i juz din notice..hmm..dear frens..muz let me noe if i get on ur nerves okie? haha..she was tellin me abt the rag the prev nite..abt her motorbike ride with martin n her aloy..hai..

It all ended with the fireworks! nice..! more than that in the NE show..it's like they are showering over us! got UFO,stars,flower,heart shape..all sorts..! n i kind see the sparks falling on to the trees..woah..dangerous sia..n well the crowd is hell..all were rushing out of the stadium b4 the fireworks ended..siao one! we din even hav space to move bac to the concourse area..poor police officers..crowd control is really tough..! they cant convinced the crowd to stand bac..n b4 they knew it..the police tape was already torn off n the ppl juz gush out of the stadium..haiyo..think we shall hide at the 19 or 16 ft sector to view the fireworks..

We were told by Edwin to usher the crowd out but by Benjamin that we r supposed to look busy..so we went..but in the end i went up to the seats n rest..think i v anti the 2 of them de opinion..hai..tt's y i tink i m gettin on ppl's nerve oso..so sorry..but i juz wana rest ma..n feel the atmosphere within..if not it doesnt seem like u r at the ndp..but were finally scared off by the army guy..oops..tot he wana complain to our officer or sth..haha..for slackin ard..

The debrief was short n sweet..such that we can leave the stadium at about 2045..! tt's y i managed to get a ride home frm uncle..met Zn at the foot of east entrance..went to the MRT with him n cheryl n Jiayuan..finally i hit him bac..with my bottle..but doesnt seem to have any effect..grr..met meh meh n aunt they all at the after pa traffic light..i seem to walk faster than them! haha..they were stuck at the overhead bridge while we crossed the road to get to pa..got Zn to bring cheryl to the mrt stn..cant beileve it..21 yrs old..mrt stn right in front of her..n she scared she will get lost..?!? how pampered can she get??

Reached home at 2205..earliest sia frm NDP so far..haha..went for my dinner after tt at N4..watched tv..then ZzZ..

Counting Down to Beginning of Yr 2: 10 days...and counting...
Looking Forward to Nation's Big Day: 9 more days to go!
Awaiting's 5566 arrival at Marina Promenade: 8 more days!
Cool Play Concert with A-Wei & Wil: 7 more days!




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Ended my post @ 9:12:00 AM