Finally got down to study yesterday...finished reading the lecture notes at least...but not the textbook...sneaked out for a shopping trip in the neighbourhood with Dini...haha...haven been going shopping with her for quite a long time! so sorry gotta make her walk such a long distance when she was complaining that her legs are aching...haha...seems like this few days when i m out shoppin ppl ard me kip complaining abt leg ache...haha...think my leg shud b seasoned to walking le la...hee...1st time ever stepped into SK to look at their display...suddenly felt that I'm such a rich ger...haha...but too bad not i buy things la...I must admit the stuff they have are quite nice..! Jie, if u r reading this ar...u better agree hor...hahaha...

Had a good talk yesterday too! about lots of stuff...and get to share some "insights"...haha...there are some things that i never ever thought of before...until yesterdae...hmm...shall not blog here now...better get back to my law 1st...n my breakfast!! haha...(-.-)''' n some one finally replied me not to my qn but askin abt directions...I M NOT A BUS GUIDE LA!!! okie...relax...


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Ended my post @ 11:17:00 AM

Oh No! Wad is wrong with me! haha...can't stop myself from blogging nowadays...anyway I'm so not happY! Cos my Dad bluff me!!! never get to go out at night!!! qi si ren le...and i dun have the mood nor energy to study for law...I must do it tmr! study and get good results! 1 hr 10 Qn!!!! Here I come...!

ConCentrate ConCentrate ConCentrate!! this is wad I need...Focus and Concentrate...hai...seems so tough now especially after having so much fun! haha...this is bad news...Anyone? Tell me wad to do!! suddenly felt so lost...and started eating a lot of junk food...Yeah...how bad can anything get...luckily i haven't get my hands on the ice cream...I wan No Ice cream therapy!!! maybe Junk Food Therapy...No NO!!! cannot...I want to go ecp to cycle!!! I wana Go sentosa!! Okay...I hereby declare that Wing here is going Crazy...Bonkers...that's the word...total Insanity rulZ my world...EviL lAughter...

CaN't stand myself sometimes...yeah...great place to fa xie...wondering wad is wrong with the mobile network these days...or is it my phone?? ppl dun seem to b able to get my msg thru...! Qi Qi Qi..!Must learn to keep my cool...yeah...that is the requirement of the faculty talk marshall...5 hrs! I will get over it...!!! For the sake of fun...muz ren!!!!!!

Sigining off....


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Ended my post @ 10:12:00 PM

Had been quite a good day since morning...woke up by the alarm when i didn't wan i to ring...but no choice...gotta get up to meet Ah Ji...shud have eaten my breakfast b4 i do anything (okie of cos after washing up..) but suddenly I have made this habit of switching on my computer to check my mails n IVLE...for any new updates...and not to mention to sign in my msn with high hopes of seeing people that shouldn't be there...haha...dumb me...anyway...weirdly jiaming was online! haha...wonder if he has to be in camp at all...can see him online almost every single day...must be playing maple la...sad sia...maple i cannot download after i reformatted my comp...seems to have some problems with my server or wad...darn...just hate technical stuff (other than my sound system and lighting board perhaps...haha...)

Checked exchange and got a good news!! I could'nt believe it initially that's y I read it twice...I've got into the campus open house team as a faculty talk marshall! well hopefully I can psycho some ppl there especially my friendS...then after my shift hopefully can go out with them...hmm..but ya...high hopes are usually tough to be fulfilled...later if end up that on that day I see someone with some ppl whom I dun wish that it happened...then that's it...spoil my whole day...but still...maybe it will be able to convince me to forget this whole episode again...no chats on msn no replies on my phone as yet...grr...hate this feeling...maybe i shall just switch off my brain and sensitvity cells and ya...just kip enough brain cells for my studies...that's all...hee...Anyway...to all who are reading this entry...

Campus Open House - NUS
Date: 12 March 2005
Venue: NUS Campus grounds (specifically SRC & MPSH)
Time: 9am - 7 pm (specifically come at before 2pm to find me! =P)

Yeah as if those who need to come will read this...Anyway Looking forward to that day...hope it will be a fun experience...! And if ever things goes well...maybe i can jio ppl out to watch Hitch together! yeah...wishful thinking on my side maybe...this story has been going on for years! but there seems to be not much development from there...pathetic...

Finally went Kbox at AMK with Ah Ji only...it was great...get to relax and get all crazy...got this "waiter" not bad looking la...but only caught a few glimpse of him..haha...sang lots of songs...until at the end of the session I think we all got tired or sth...tone down the madness level...but ya..had a good chat with Ah Ji after so long...since the sem starts la...haha...finally got to meet up..other than tt day at my house la...din hav much chance to talk to them...

By right I'm supposed to go home la...by right...but in the end...i became a notti ger and went to orchard...oops...after asking ah ji's opinion i went ahead again...cuz wanted to take the JE platform that escalator...but...in the end the orchard train came first...so...there i was...hmm...it was quite good...cuz at least i get to complain again...whahaha...okie la...once i get high and crazy...I'm really one crazy girl...so thanx to all who listen to my fei hua today...pot n plants...hahaha...shall try to tone down now...still waiting for that turtle to reply...!! bish bish...hmm..dun think he has my blog add la...so not that bad...hee...

Walked from Orchard to PS...when we are about to leave...I think the food court caught fire or sth...the whole place was so so smoky...and this triggered a thought in my mind regarding the qn Prof Chin posted pertaining to crisis in a building...haha...can't imagine what will I do if i m faced with such situation and if i m the property manager...haha...first time ever that i saw such stuff...and i dun wish to see it again la of course...anyway left with all the good memories in my mind...but well...memories can never be replayed again in reality...so what shall I do? *shrugz* unless I will be able to attain that discipline I have in J2...concentrate on my studies...and forgot everything...haha...not everything la...must remember my notes...hehe...

Haiz...still waiting for the sms...quick reply me!! Give me some good news...!!! arbor i will get down to pester u again!! whahaha...okie...that's all for now...hope for more happenings at night...er...but well nd to study law!!!! oh no..*GuilT* hahaha...okie okie...shall go liao...eat my lunch 1st...later!!


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Ended my post @ 5:47:00 PM

lalalala...it's the holidays!!!!!!! n i'm enjoying it...well...cuz i din read much of my law yet...tmr go read...muz score for law test!!! ytd did the asset proj...n i m so glad that we finished it! though it's at a sacrifice of my slp...but still i tink ytd was the earliest sleepin time for me!

shall tok abt today anyway...studied a bit of the proprietary estoppel today n i got all qn marks floating ard in my room...haiz...understood only a small part...mayb shud go to wrl to source a bit of info...one day shud do tt...n ask someone to go with me!! haha...tough job...left the books n set off to orchard! to watch movie with my parents! haha...racing stripes...horse number 12! my fave number...haha..went early to buy the tix n off shoppin ard for food n stuff...ate at picnic n saw a bunch of pioneers...hopin to see someone else but ya...wait long long..haha..mayb in my dreams...anywayz...had potato salad at long last...missed it a lot!! long time never had tt liaoz...then went to serach for my mum's traditional coffee...walk till my leg goin to break sia...went far east then super ulu...haha..cuz we went to the level that i never go b4 if it were a shoppin trip with my frens...got those ulu clinic...reminded me of those hk serial...shenzhen's clinic...wahahah...okie...crapZ...headed for lucky plaza to the memorable 6th storey (-.-)''' haha...then there got one food court...machiam like malaysia leh...all malays...oops...this is no discrimination ar...i mean i hav malay frens as well wad...then the milo not nice one...i tink their condense milk foc de...put so much!!!! tian dao yao ming! anyway...tried to swallow it fast cuz eyes are starin at me like i m some alien frm outer space...super weird...dun wan tis kind of attention sia...

Anyway...headed for taka next...to buy my facial cleanser...saw tt rojak aunty frm ok no problem!!! haha...she changed a lot liao...more pretty...haha...for ur info tt is the artiste who was married to some duno wad in panama...not some hawker aunty...haha...then tt promoter super dao one...see we no money isit...den dun wan attend to us...bish bish..wad kind of service is tt sia...watson somemore...haiyo..nx time i go yishun buy can liao...went to perlini's after tt...bought a bracelet at long last! to replace my 2 broken ones..*sobZ* why nobody give me one!!! haha..okie...dream on...saw the dangling ear rings..their design all so nice...but i no ear hole la...haha..told my mum when she ask me to go pierce that i'll pierce if somebody give me a set of ear rings...haha...specifically somebody...but yeah...continue dreaming...haha..tt is a super nice dream to have huh...haha...bought the bracelet which is a new arrival pdt...simple n quite nice...n i tot got bell one...but my mum sae dun hav...mayb it's the same as the sleigh bells in polar express...haha...as long as u still believe in it...u will hear it...hee...then the sales person who served me ar...is a guy la...den super gu niang leh...cannot tahan...shant criticize...but the ger staff all v polite...relative to the watson one...

finally watch movie...haha...super lame super farnie..! a few characters frm the movie...
Pelican: a hitman name goose but always missed its target...
Tucker: Pony but a race horse trainer...(introduced himself as duck when the pelican came to the farm and also asked the goat to shuddup: I'm the coach, u r the goat..!)
Stripes: Hero of the movie! a zebra believing itself to b a race horse...

okie la still got alot...now i'm suffocated by the smoke...shall continue bloggin tmr...hee..tata...~

Dreaming on...
Quote of the Day: Ignore wad is the past, just aim, focus, and race ahead to the finish line...to achieve ur dream...


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Ended my post @ 11:02:00 PM

Now i finally realised the importance of friendship...at least to me it is important...no wonder I have been leading such a pathetic life since I entered NUS until things changed a little right now...it's all the company, fun and laughter that friends bring to you...and I don't know how will I be able to survive without friends...I think I will probably die or end up in some terrible recluse or depression state...But I'm thankful that I'm not...at least I still get to enjoy some good friendship at this stage...things may change in a few years down the road...but it's at this very moment that I treasure...if things really change...it'll not be within my control...so I shan't dwell on it but just accept it...and be glad that the happy days came before...

Enough of my weird thoughts...now for some update...Finally it's the long awaited mid sem break...sadly it ends on thu...dumb system...but at least there is a break...i need it...to catch up with my study n readings n projects...all 4 coming at once! shall handle them one by one...

Yesterday Some of my bestest friends came over...I must admit that it is fun!! altough we just hang around playing some mahjong and talking...but I seldom get to enjoy this feeling in uni...There's only a few things that I'm sorry and sad about...firstly...didn't realised that time passes so fast and ended up I didn't accompany Ah Ji they all...Secondly...Andy they all were talking about going aust in dec...and suddenly changed plan to Jun...I wanted to go...and the rest were like so on...felt like a spoilspot...Asked my Dad & Mum for permission but as expected...the answer was negative...yeah..i admit the cost is high...and I don't have the sufficient funds to go as well...but still very bu gan yuan...it will be a great time to go on tour with them...but...Dad said I can only go next yr or on yr 4...but by then...Andy will b in army then duno if he can take leave so easily liao...bu si xin...but wad to do...not green light frm parents = no-no...but at least Dad said I can go tour with my friends in Jun to somewhere near n relatively cheap...like cruise! but then again..I doubt Dini they all will want to go...*sob* I wana go Australia!!! I wana go Perth!!! hai...all i can do is say...shall persuade them to go somewhere else ba...hope they are willing to...

19 Feb 2005 is an unforgettable day...all the fun...all the interesting happenings...and nice things someone did...or say...haha...oh well..it is already history...hope there will still be a next yr...of fun, laughter and happiness...Gotta get on with my project and get on with life...some things are impossible...but still I'm unable to get over it...when I though I have already did...


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Ended my post @ 12:18:00 PM

Yep..thanx for the information ally that i can change my blog add...so here i m with a new blog add...this is to prevent some unwanted ppl to gain access to my blog..hee..but dun worry...this add will be announced to all my bestest pals! hee..dumb name la i noe...but when i tink of a better name then i update u all again...hee...

Bright and early got awoken by my bro's fren's call...grr...tot it was my dad...xia yi tiao...but well since i m up might as well la...need to do some household chores...then awaiting for all the VIPs to come in the afternoon or evening..haha...later goin to buy some ingredients oso...wah...so many things to do...

Yesterday's interview..i can't say it din go well..but well...my on the spot response isn't that good...i can blabber lotsa rubbish but it doesn't seem to be to the point...doubt will get recruited...too many ppl went for interview...din expect it..hope for good news next week still...it will b fun if i can be involved in the campus open house..can meet lotsa ppl...can take this opportunity to find my frens there...haha...remember ar...12 03 2005 NUS campus open house..! muz be there okie! hee..but a v classic thing happen ytd...(not that i met some shuai guy who came n tok to me or wad...i wish...haha...) this was wad happened...miao n i filled in the form handed bac to the person..was told to wait for 15-30 min...then for wad seem to be forever...many ppl came n went...passed the interview n left...while the both of us were still standin there like woodblocks lydat...haha...so we decided to ask the person when the heck is our turn...n it was their fault!! haha..no la...but they were too busy that they forgot to give us an allocated time...so after we went to ask them...they gave us our turn...together with 2 other girls whom i find familiar but they dun remember me...so sad...i tink alvin n zhihua oso lydat la...forgot that we were in the same grp or mayb i changed a lot? haha...cant be...anyway...liyun n furong asked me after the interview which yr i was in...haha..shocked...not really la...but i told them same yr lor...same law tut even in yr 1...it was such a comical scene...shud have seen it...ask miao for that...haha..well that's good anyway...met another 2 frens in school n i m beginning to feel better...more accepted in school...at least noe more ppl n feel more comfortable to be in school...more sense of belonging...yeah...n that's when i'm goin to leave the school for a sem...anyway...loved this sem a lot! cuz know a lot of new frenS! hee...okie..dumb me...but i m easily satisfied...hee...

went to the com lab to rot after miao left...came out n saw charmaine n nurul...sat down n nurul knew where i will be going to nx sem! haha..charmaine must have told her...n she commented "u not sick of ling wei ar?" haha...i was quite lost initially...but then...i understood...yeah...since the sem is over why not start everything new...it will b a brand new start for me so let the bygones b bygones..(that applies for some cases la...for some i m still tryin to get over...) hee...nurul tot i was such a kind hearted ger by that comment...hmm...*ponders* m i such a kind hearted ger? *shrugs*

the tut ytd was great too! n the best of all it rained ytd...haha...finally...n the lt was freezing cold..luckily got jacket...but imagine this...i cant even stand the coldness of the air con...then the winter...? nvm...i will buy lotsa jacket to insulate myself...hahahaha...mr simon koh suggested that we go down on site for our next tutorial! n even said that we could go visit his office!!!! rare chance..must find a day ask charmaine to go together! hee...

hmm...wonder y i change my blog add? i gave my blog add accidentally to someone...n now i dun wan him/her to know nor to read my blog...at least this will give me the space to blog freely without restrictions...i really wonder why the truth was not made known to me before i make such a stupid blunder...time n time again i have yet to learn my lesson...felt so dumb...such a fool...i'm goin to learn smart this time...shall not repeat my mistake...i hope...but sometimes...ur mind n ur mouth do different things...send the command out but yet it choose not to execute...

Life...has to go on though...and i'm living it happily...though sometimes...thoughts will just pop out when i'm alone...on the bus...on the train...wadever...

eyes super dry now...dun get the wrong idea...i din cry or anything..just forgot to buy my eye drops la...wore contacts for too long then no eye drops to lubricate my eyes...shall go buy later...hopin for a great time later!


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Ended my post @ 9:21:00 AM

Just came back frm prayin...this yr seems a lot faster n earlier...my cousins all sleepin..okie la..jaz not really sleepin like he always does in the past...at least i see him in the living room...meh meh replaced him this time round...lao yu sheng after bai bai...yeah...tt is the fun part n the noodles n the other nice kueys that i can sink my teeth in...hee...

read jaz's blog juz now...yeah...quite a pessimistic guy...kan bu chu lai sia...when u see him in person...u'll juz think tt he is one cool guy...everything bo chup...but now i noe wad he is really like...maybe he is just venting his anger and worries on his skate...n jamming...if jaz, u r reading this...dun think u r la...but anyway...u r not as bad as u think u are...not any unpopular person...but a cool n great guy...a great lame cousin one can have...haha...

weird huh...dun have much to tok to him in reality...it's always the case...young...we play together...laughter n everything...now...suddenly like nothing to tok abt...same happens to us n my other cousin...wun even noe him if i met him on the streets...but at least sometimes jaz n i will tok online la...not to mention sharing the same bday...haha...mayb can juz wish each other happy birthday...haha...

k la...muz b not tokkin sense now...not enuff sleep...shal go Zzz liao...nitez to all!


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Ended my post @ 1:53:00 AM

Okie..not that the market is really crazy or wad...but it's juz the module and the tutorial group is quite screwed up..don't even understand simple English!!! Qi si ren...bright and early in the morning haven eat my breakfast then have to settle such things...that is precisely why i hated projects so much...so far i dun really remember any projects that bring me sweet memories...haha...okie...mayb some of the friendship established..luckily is gong si fen ming...arbor i will have super lots of enemy in the school...

Hmm..tmr may be going for the interview to be recruited as the campus open house marshall or tour guide or general helper/runner...aiyo...like muz bao ka liao...so jialat...but well...it's paid job...so y not join in the fun...hope i can pass in the interview...

Events to look forward to...
-Today: bai bai then got noodles to eat!
-This sat!!! =) have good company that day...
-Mid term break!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okie la..think that is all...shall blog later or wad if there is any more happening for me...if not i shall go enjoy my life...!

-Quote of the Day [Meh Meh's Quote]: Live Life everyday as if it is the last...-


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Ended my post @ 1:11:00 PM

I'm back finally...haha...say wana update later but that later turns up to be a month! anyway...the chalet was fun la...spent the time cycling twice and swimming at sea...and swimming pool of course...like bialathon lydat...haha...tt's y end up all tan and burnt...great workout i'd sae...

Hmm...wad's been up in my life these days? Spring Cleaning...doing tutorials...painting...going bai nian...eating steamboat...go he pan with frens...hmm...that's seem to be all...haha...shall tok about each event at a time...

Chinese New Yr...! Been lookin forward to that...din receive lotsa angbaos...but it's really a good time for family to get together...1st ady of cny went grandma's and aunt's hse...all nobody came yet...nite time go he pan walk walk...till my leg almost gave way...(cuz for the 1st time in my life i wore heels! voluntarily that is...haha..like little princess lydat..okie...dun puke hor...but the dress was really nice...pink somemore...been a long time since i wore such things...haha...if i m not wrong the last time was when im still in pr sch or kindergarden...haha...2nd day of cny...stayed home...din go bai nian..cuz mum working...then dad tired...juz went for lunch then go home ZzZ...all tired cuz of spring cleaning la...3rd day...no nd to say...mum work full day...then i still got school...but at least the lesson was interesting...haha...wad to expect...it's law with our fave Dr alice! hee...went bac be a couch potato...sat there and watch tv till dinner time...then my aunt came with little yan tat! haha...luckily when he came in he din cry...cuz my aunt saes he's afraid of strangers...haha...not that i'm a stranger..juz that i din see him for a v long itme...let's see...8 months? haha...that's when he was born wad...n he let me carry for a while before he struggled bac to look for his mummy...so cute! feed him some chinese new yr goodies...n finally that made him smile...! he went bac after an hr...cuz my aunt saes he wana sleep liao...startin to throw tantrum n everything...hmm...sat...most happening dae so far in the CNY period...haha...morning go sch...(long time never wake up so early liao) for make up law tut...wore new clothes there...then everyone who saw me was like..."going bai nian after this ar?" haha...the bai nian outfit...also another pink outfit...after sch went jurong west there have lunch...wanted to go bai nian...but my mum's uncle went overseas...so ended up going to my aunt's place...my aunt mentioned sth super farnie...but i shall not sae it out here...n i dun think she'll get the chance to giv the angbao any yr soon...went guang ming shan pray before going bac...it's always nice to be there...peaceful n quiet...went home straight after that...by then i was super tired...slept on my dad's car...but the dae was not over for me...my relatives came over so another re nao dae at my house...rare sight...eugene came and as usual la...hyper active boy...walk here n there...then i gotta follow him all the way...came n find his pooh bear...luckily it's still there...ate super lots of stuff...though he got toothache...meh meh n jaz came in then juz sat there watch tv till meh meh fell asleep...best sia...nth to sae...sat a while with them then i left to meet andy they all at suntec...met joel at city link! haha..tink he also went out straight after lessons...had marche at suntec...me n dini like mountain turtle lydat...never go there before...so now i know wad it is all abt...juz buffet...quite a lot of things to eat...but most stuff i dun eat...so dini was like sayin this shall b the last time we enter marche...alright la...giv them some credit for the orange juice perhaps..haha..but dun understand y cranberrry juice cheaper than orange juice...had rosti at last...eh..not tt nice afterall...n pizza...1st time ever i ate seafood pizza...haha..bo bian..ask the guys to serve so beggars cant b choosers...the fish on the pasta was delicious...n i tink i juz ate tt much...haha...oh ya...n apple strudel...not that nice also...too sweet...went he pan after that...saw chew chor meng!!! and his family...he is like so shuai and shy...ahah...but actual fact he quite short also la...but nvm...shuai enuff to b my idol can liao...haha...this was the 1st time i went he pan with my frens! n the experience is great! although i've been so quiet tt dae...duno y also...but well...the comapny is good...so that makes it a good dae...hee...it's always a happy outing with them ard! went to see those traditional stuff...n hokkien opera...haha...dun understand a word...that's y left so fast...walked bac to suntec initially cuz dini wanted cheng teng...but duno y suddenly we talked abt goin movies...so there we r...as always...end up watchin near midnite shows at yishun 10...sorry la...majority lives in yishun ma...nx time...nx time we'll go woodlands or sbw to watch...hee...went home to take jacket...then forgot to change shoe...cuz i was yellin pain at cityhall...jumpin ard like mad...haha..then dini ask me to zhu zhong xing xiang...but nvm la...no xing xiang liao wad...n cuz of this some ppl sae i ai mei...bish bish...it's a girl's privilege wad...haha...n dini agreed too...! watched seoul raiders! din noe it was a good movie...haha...tony leung super good also...all the fightin v cartoon la...childish behavior...haha...but anyway...it's a comedy la...had a good laugh in there...and all the chio gers inside...haha...muz watch...went bac already 1+ liao...luckily all slept din get scolded or wad..phew...yep that ends my sat...all day out...

ytd...also another fun day...sat at home to watch tv for the whole mornin...then went bai bai at guan yin miao (n had selegie dou hua..)...n grace lodge...then went home to meet kor...tot i was late...so in the end...kor late..qi si ren...shud hav gone bac to change 1st...arbor i look so out of place...haha...ended up late to go ah ji's hse...and worse of all..ended up at the wrong block! once the orientation change i m lost...jialat..but luckily still got to the rite place in the end...so paiseh...haha...had steamboat there! hehe...yummy...finally get to see or liao!!!!!!!! kor so nice ytd ar...duno wad went over him...haha...served me the soup n stuff...but the ill intention is there la...(see...kor will never b so good de...haha...) i din hav any food b4 i went there...tt's y super hungry...but ate liao a bit then full le...sorry ar stel..din help u eat the food...hee...but thanx for inviting...cuz i really had fun...! so mayb nx yr we hav steamboat again k! hee...had a few games of mahjong...dun really noe how to play so juz anyhow throw tiles...after kor won the last game...(cuz he din win any initially...haha...) he super enthu to play poker n stuff...but i duno how to play again lor! hai...so again..juz anyhow play...hhaha...at least won a bit bit in blackjack...change banker then my luck is there...haha...ah ji is my lucky star! haha...play dai dee oso...but no $$ involved...haha...that was when kor started winning...haha...no $$ de then he will win...got $$ he lose till siao...oops...went home at 10++ with kor n shaoming..since all living in the same area...hee...yep...tok on the bus n i almost fell asleep...so tired...yawn...but in all...the day was fun..!

hmm...think tt's abt all i have...today will b yet another boring day...it's valentine's day! haha...but still got sch till late...not pubbin till late...but sch till late...hai...will b juz another day for me...got quiz to study for somemore...hai...wish me luck...till then...see ya!

Happy V day to everyone!!


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Ended my post @ 9:56:00 AM