Tuesday, May 24, 2005
Are never to be found again...hmm...and I think that is quite true...once u are busy with ur studies...career...and when all are in different schools, companies...the times you used to spent together in jc or those uniform days...can only form part of your memory and no longer the reality...this is what I feel when I finally got the chance to talk to my long-"lost" best friend online...haha...yeah...13 good yrs of friendship...with no much contact once we got into JC...went different paths...walk different ways...unlike the past when we were like super glue...growing up together...same height...play the same games...and share funny happenings...yeah...everytime i got the chance to talk to her...all these feelings of reminiscing the past all bounce up into my head...still...i envy her quite a lot...capable...clever...pretty...she seemed to have come from a perfect world...no flaws no nothing...perfect!Anyhow...I shall learn to let go...and I trust that I am doing quite a good job at that...it's true...I seldom praise myself I guess...so when i really do...it will be the utmost truth...haha...wad the heck...Hmm...suddenly don't feel like wed to come...have to visit that place where every single conversation will be just the same...perhaps docs are trained to do that...dread that feeling sia...can't they just let me off? me ain't no guinea pig or some experimental species...perhaps i m just special...unique...or perhaps a freak? haha...oh well...got a real cool compliment from my fren...haha...and i think i will have the sweetest dream tonight.......Stupid Ma-Ge...faster online! hahaZ...
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Monday, May 23, 2005
YeaH..now my legs are so so stiff..seemed to have used up all my muscles or sth ytd..and I m walking like a robot! how pathetic! haha..suddenly remind me of the Ron Kaufman svc stds..pathetic basic expected desired surprising unbelieveable..that was one interesting std..Out to Orchard ytd with my parents and bro was quite a nice experience..well..that's because I met 2 friends on the train at yishun! yeah..long time never see de friends...hee..met huiyun..who called me but i was busy and engrossed listening to music and not paying any attention to my surroundings...and no wonder she din ring me up..cuz she lost her phone and my contacts..talk to her for a while and found out that she knew sirong! Wow..this world is really small can? but guess I m safe for a while la...since we both agreed not to let sirong know that we know each other...haha...stupid thing to do...and that's me...the moment we boarded the train...saw this familiar face who also called on me...haha..sanling!!!!! super long never see her! think she grew more pretty liaoZ...chic lookin..haha...know that she held a interesting job position...but forgot wad is it called...it was so pro! but well..she is quiting soon and preparing to get into uni...so power!! going into NTU Comp sci...hmm...so many friends of mine are doing that...had quite a good chat all the way till orchard...though there are moments of silence when suddenly we duno wad to say at all..but it was still alright...to think of it...we were like "table mates" haha...for 2 years! confirm will hav sth to say onez...reminiscing the old times..Hah...old liaoZ...Went orchard and kind of din get to do wad we wanted...cuz the event was over last week! anyhow...wanted to go down to suntec..but my dad called my aunt and she sae the event at suntec was over as well! so walked down to plaza Singapura...considering my stiff leg condition...hmm...that was quite a tough walk...haha...weirdly...ytd istana no guards leh...all went for hol or sth? hmm...bought applewerm at bread talk...just walk ard aimlessly...frm the top level to the basement...then went to shop at carrefour...and there goes the time...tick tock tick tock...9pm...so super fast...but actually tot it was already 10+...went home...go northpoint...look ard at the new food court...yeah...nice! okie la...at least it looks much better than the old one...and there's rotiboy! hahahaha...papa roti at b1...rotiboy at b2...wow wow wow...stiff competition..! but yeah...guess they have their own supporters...for me...prefer rotiboy to papa roti...while my bro prefer the latter...Had the indian rojak for dinner...super bloated...whole day have been eating nth else but flour!! OMG...how can i not get fat! Jialat...Will have one whole day of rest time today...before going back sch tmr...dumb...but anyway...still have to write up and squeeze my brain juice on this cheena essay for the ABF...tough luck sia...hope they don't be so stingy...just give us the needy students the help...if not...I duno how to survive liaoZ! and that is to include to be nominated for the SEP grant too...PLeasE~~~...Hmm...perhaps I have been too crazy abt getting results (as usual) and i dreamt of it ytd! haha...dreamt of an improvement...and i was so exhilarated in my dreams...haha...but well..this is the time when i wish that...May this dream come true........Counting Down to D-Day: 9 more days...to the vege farm ppl: hmm..where's my picnic ar??
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Sunday, May 22, 2005
And it is really a long one...realised there's a lot of public hols that fall on a sunday...and in the end there is a lot of hols for mon! now I'm still in a bit of a groggy state...woke up at 4 am in morning with swollen eyes...yeah...should know what happen the nite before...anyway...went to bright hill monastery...in short...temple la...for the vesak day event...san bu yi bai...hmm..in eng shud be 3 steps one bow ba...was kind of not in the right mood still...but yeah...good thing about temple is after the whole thing is over...I feel super refreshed and peaceful...that is the wonders that temples can do...I like going to temples...well at least those where there are not much joss sticks around...if not the smoke will really get into my eyes...haha...that will leave me tearing sia...but those tranquil and serene temple...like tpy Shuang ling si & Bright hill de...all are very peaceful even the animals there are nice...they look friendly...sometime to think of it...it's really interesting...even animals are sensible enough to know that it is a temple and they will get soothed or sth...hMmZ...Went to my aunt's place and had breakfast...humjibang...hmm...duno how to spell and youzha kway...haha...nice...the tou hua not that nice...the nice stall not open...but that not nice stall they give a lot sia! for 50cents that is! cheap cheap! eat and slp at the same time...haha...tok to my aunt...they going on tour again...so good! but ya...go there pray cum sightseeing la...china...soon it will be my turn...duno if i m looking forward to that or not...and duno if i would really get my chance or not...reach home at 9+...saw this person forgot name la...so tried hard to look away...went bac bathe...and sleepZzZ...till 1+pm...went to punggol grace lodge...found out that imh change name liao...must keep myself updated...they have gotten a better name...buangkok green medical park...wow...nice name...looks nicer oso...pray liao makan beehoon..nice nice...then came out buy roadside $1 waffle biscuit ice cream...peppermint oneZ...nice nice...came bac watch tv...rotZ...now blog...and going out again...yeah vesak day is full of events for me...so dun get to go big walk...but nvm...meh meh went on my behalf...haha..as if can go on "my" behalf lydat...yeah...she's a changed girl now...much more obedient (i think) and more mature in thinking ba...hui xiang le...yeah...nx time must psycho her more...haha...not as if i m a v good influence to her...last time young she is even more obendient than me...more quiet...and yeah...she haven teach me how to roller blade...eh...she did la...juz that i too slow to catch...now how to walk on roller blade...but dun dare to blade...haha...and she too zai liaoZ...Hmm..will have a long hols...wonder if i will forget what i have learnt...better noT...somehow time seems to pass by rather quickly...esp u hav sth to do and stop lookin at the watch!! oh ya..wing duno how to read timing on swatch watch...haha...the numbers jump ard too much liaoZ! cannot blame me...wow...sports car promo on radio...will i get to drive one and own one? Don't think it's possible...haha..singapore..speed a bit...thank you...licence please? please pay your fine via the axs machine or sam machine... ... ... What a FINE city............Green and clean...yeah...pay bills and fines and tax till face green and pocket and wallets clean.............Counting Down to D-Day: 10 more days...Madagascar: 4 more days...
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Friday, May 20, 2005
Cool! Star Wars Episode 3 is finally on screening!! the whole movie is FantAstiC! haha...thou Hayden Christensen is super shuai...lest the fact that he became Darth Vader in the end...Think the most cool of all is still Yoda!!! haha...May The Force be with you! Still remembered 3 or 4 years back when they screen StarWars...I was quite crazy in learning how yoda speaks...hmm...considering he's back again...I may be going into the crazy state of speaking in reversal? haha...so you call it reversal or sth? nvm...AnywayZ...Revenge of the Sith is a MUST WATCH! but then the part when Anakin got burnt chao ta by the volcano magma or lava or wadsoever...that is super gross! hai...left only skeleton lydat...EeW!! But then again...still think all those bad guys look so stupid and clumsy hence funny...haha...Okie enough of the Star Wars Craze for now...Have been enjoying this whole hols so far la...come to think of it time passes quite slowly leh...duno why...if only time will slow down...Let me enjoy more of the hols..............Counting Down to D-Day: 12 days...and 6 hours...
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Sunday, May 15, 2005
Finally met up with PC today...haha...celebrate her belated bday...and finally tried the main course at cafe galilee...not bad...but duno y their fish got bone one...grr...fillet somemore...aiyo...duno how they process it de...blur blur go order orange...tot is juice...then end up got soda...drink till v xin ku...put there wait till all gas evaporated then drink...haha...sat there for more than 3 hrS! din know time can pass by so fast de...but had quite a good chat there la...perhaps for this yr it will b the lsat time i go there...must go budget liao...spent 10+ on food unknowingly...this is quite bad...considerin still must buy laptop and stuff...hai...really sia...no money...but wish list got a lot of things...too many things...Anyway...now duno y...sneezin like mad...bth...either gettin sick liao or i m allergic to the com...hmm...better not be the former...must drink more water liaoz sia..this few days drink too little water...then think today go out talk too much liao...haha...jialat...Yeah...though go ard shop a bit xin tong...cuz if go shop confirm see a lot of nice nice things...then cannot buy...cuz must save up...today lydat spend on food I already quite guilty liaoz...kinda lookin forward to tues...haha...or rather weekend...think only weekend then i will have such nice company and guidance...hahahah...okie...crapZ...going crazy liao...think must be my nose...like tap opening cannot close cuz jam up...haha...Really enjoyed today's trip though...got to know a lot more "info" about RE ppl...hahahaha...shall go rest my nose n my hand liaoZ...to think some stupid wana borrow money and ask me treat...bish bish bish...bo lui la!!! wana lend money go bank!! I not money changer and I don't open a restaurant!!! Grr...Time to move on...Counting Down: approximately 16 dayS...to D-Day... =P
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Saturday, May 14, 2005
Seems like I have found myself some trouble and problem..haha..this time really a bit jialat..try living with a fake identity..hmm..like some kind of a undercover..time n time again..i tot mayb it is still in time to clarify a bit...but then again..more and more ppl get to know abt this..hmm..so mayb i shall just live with it? Argh...duno la...to tell the real identity oso abit paiseh..living with the fake one easier to mix...well mayb it's just my own discrimination..against myself...hmm..how nice...haha...Someone pull me out of this meSS!!! Anyway got to enjoy myself today...seeing ppl that I tot familiar...hee...n yeah..get to see shuai guys...haha..okie la...not that really good looking...but as dini said...those kind of abit beng beng...bad boy image...yet not that bad...haha...quite contradicting...beng yet bu beng (-.-)''' but at least they are nice ppl...hee...Somehow oso duno wat to blog..just know that me leg kana mosquito bite..now v itchy!! grr...suddenly remembered sth...wondering wad the heck NUS admin esp IRO is doing! call them to ask for extension of the deadline and they said they will give me answer by late afternoon...Excuse me! now second day liao leh...I still receive nothinG!!!! so wad does it mean? I can't apply for the fund liaoZ? Qi si ren...okie okie...not as if i will get the fund...but well..it's worth the try...considerin I dun even have sufficient money to buy a laptop let a lone a air ticket! and what is Registrar or Tsinghua doing? May liao going Jun liao still no response...!!! I need a confirmation at least give me the details and things I can apply for or things like that...!!!Wah...hot sia!! suddenly tok abt this me very qi!! going explode liao...volcano eruption...grr...Must tok abt sth more coolin...*pours a packet of ice over myself* aye...how lame can i get? haha...too many influence frm lamers...haha...bo bian...haha...got ppl noe how to drive liao!!!! so happie!!! haha...and he really did fulfil his promise to tell uS! haha...yeah...wing in a happy mood this 2 days...hee...may this happiness last for as long as I can live...hee...anywayZ...think better leave my comp liaoz...now lightning all over the sky...better run bac to my room to hide...read my storybook...GoodniteZ all!!Dreaming still in the bed of happiness...
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Guess the next time i go to any movies...i wun buy popcorn or any snacks...too exp liao! and now i noe...popcorn do really pop! scary...anyway...the snacks there really too exp plus the movie tix...can cry sia...Upcoming nice movies...star wars, Initial D, the hitchhiker guide to galaxy or sth lydat...anyway..now counting down to june 1st...results! wow...that is fast...haha...had a good day ytd...esp a good ending...hee...but yeah that is all a wishful thinkin...idealistic...haha...k k...goin for sonic liaoz...blog later...S4...fast fast meet hoR!!!
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005
Just glimpse through a little bit of the ST today...it's really a bit scary to know somehow you are being watched every split second of what you are doing online by the invisible player of your life...perhaps not every single individual are being watched...but somehow I wonder how come those invisible player get to know...like what your blog is about, what your film is about...and nitty-gritty things like that...Alright...perhaps readers now are having this burning question...who is this invisible player...I don't know if I am safe to state this...but well...here goes nothing...the B U R E A U C R A C Y...or perhaps more straightforward...the G O V E R N M E N T...hmm...wonder if there are any ISA reading this blog entry at this moment...hope not...i;m just some peanuts who thought that this is a D E M O C R A T I C sovereign state and we should have participant culture, freedom of speech, political rights, criminal rights, civil rights...aren't we free to speak our mind? aren't we free to say out loud what we think what we feel? I thought teenagers or rather the youths are supposed to be encouraged to be concerned about the P O L I T I C S? or some state affairs? why is it that we are still restricted to blog what we want? blog are supposed to be some online diary for us to talk about how we feel isn't it? so it should be okay for users to complain what ever stuff here, or am I wrong?This is a really weird country...Illiberal democracy...once we have something or think different from what the dearest Legislature thinks...we are deemed to have challenged the G O V T...oh please...what is this?? Can't they just accept our views? let us have some say in OUR lives? what we wana read, what we wana see, what we wana do?? Even films that focuses on political figures are deemed to be going into the political end...although it is just as simple and innocent as a documentary...and let those "ignorant" citizens understand what is going on in the political world...to think that in a democratic (ideal one of course) is to have citizens who are enlightened and alert...yeah...I know theory is very very very different from the reality...and I wonder how those Idealist survived...where those ideologies went...it is really very true...no matter what you say, once the big boss set their mind on some major decision...no matter how or what others say will have no influence over it...just like the casino decision...what for they open the discussion to public and for a moment it had been the hot topic but it seems that the big boss already know what they want and seemingly are planning and debating not on whether to have but how many to have...contradicting...yeah...that is political science...without conflicts there will be no politics...And is there like any harm done such that one can be sued for defamation when one just blogs about what they feel? If there is like a major damage done...Think people can go around coffee shops to sue for slander or whatever or even go about reading and seizing personal diary? And yes, no doubt mass media is a effective medium for political socialisation, but I think that people are smart enough these days to decipher and see for themselves what is the truth and what is not isn't it? I am seriously curious about the future of the opposition in our country...do they even have a place to stand? why not give them a chance to rule? since there is always a chance to place a no-confidence vote if the ruling team is really that bad...sometimes a one party donimant system is really boring...there should be some kind of a change...can't deny the fact that the big boss are now doing real good job for the country...but somehow...there are really too much of a restriction that regulates our lives! we are not robots...we do not need like an instruction manual to operate or what so ever...media is always focusing on the ruling but I don't remember any documentary on those who are on the other side...perhaps just that teeny weeny bit of it...Guess it would be better to stop for a moment...if not I won't be surprised to see some anonymous people on my tagboard or leaving comments on my blog entry...or even someone who ring me out and invite me for a tea...I shall decline that invitation...Anyway, it has been quite a great day for me...in this pouring rain and cool weather with good company...crazy bunch of people...and they know who they are =) We shall try to go on budget...Jetstar Asia! hee...remember to bring bread on thursday! must scrimp and save...perhaps shall cancel off pink dolphins on my to-do list for now...go on budget enjoyment...picnic will do...and watch tv or play board games at each other's house...yeah that shall be it...all on budget...shall try not to spend any money on any trip out...Tv...here I come...Currently (ringing in my mind) playing: Rubbish Truck--MayDay*but suat, me not ur rubbish truck!! Don't want any more spaghetti chicken!! =P shall try to perfect my rap...as for dance...er...wait till I can dance? haha...
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Sunday, May 08, 2005
Well Well..I duno if i can say that this hols is too boring or is it too exciting..just that somehow when you wake up you have no aim at all..unlike exam period..wake up eat breakfast..1st thing to do..go back in to room to study..but now..the 1st thing I do is on the comp and check school mailand of course blog..
I have to admit that I did enjoy myself a lot..especially going out for like consecutively 2 days..though went to the stupid hosp for the scan with my right hand totally in pain..rest for a day..went out again on fri..and walk almost the same old street..haha..have to admit it was fun..had a lot of new discovery on the new shops..kitty stores,LOTR/STAR WARS theme/collectors' stores,IQ blocks shop or rather wooden shop..haha..but good thing is no nd spend a lot..hee..no money liao la..still spend..must eat budget,play budget although transport a little exp..so please..SMRT..stop hiking fees..I think I would rather go learn driving and buy a car if you are to continue increasing the stupid fees..Just like I'd rather go buy vcd rather than to spend like $9.50 on a movie..what is the government doing!!! everything price increase increase increase..they don't understand anything known as a subsidy? even school fees also increase! *FainTz* so wad's next?
Hmm..it's mummy's day today! Actually it's just a normal day for my family la..we don't celebrate mummy's day/daddy's day..cuz my parents believe that everyday is parents' day..hehe..anyway my mum is out working for the whole day..perhaps the ebst thing I can do is just to clean the house and cook?!? haha..And confirm my bro will skip dinner..
Guess that is all for the boring sunday morning..blog again soon..
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Ended my post @ 10:20:00 AM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
Your brain: 100% interpersonal, 100% visual, 80% verbal, and 120% mathematical!
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Congratulations on being 400% smart! Actually, on my test, everyone is. The above score breaks down what kind of thinking you most enjoy doing. A score above 100% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 100% means you use it less. It says nothing about how good you are at any one, just how interested you are in each, relatively. A substantial difference in scores between two people means, conclusively, that they are different kinds of thinkers.
Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice, which I think is obvious:
- Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 80%.
- Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 100%.
- Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 200%.
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 83% on interpersonal |
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You scored higher than 71% on visual |
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You scored higher than 74% on verbal |
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Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Super sorry...got complained about not having my blog updated for so long..I haven't gone missing or got abducted by aliens...martians yes...kidnapped me and asked me to do project study study study and do exams...brain cell level? Think the whole capacity = 0ml right now...or do they count brain cells by mg? what ever...I have so many blog entries that I wanted to update but sometimes when I see the nice computer at home...I just don't feel like touching them...doing tutorials or sleep might be a better choice for me...Hmm...guess from today onwards this blog will be full of historical and retrospective events...Just had my last paper yesterday...can't say it is good...cuz obviously it is not...can't even finish the paper...okie not as if I ever finish my exams before except for space market...but don't even know what I am writing for that one...How can anyone finish law paper within 2Hr? Think I need like 4Hrs to finish or maybe one whole day even! so many issues to list and elaborate on the conditions and characteristics...remedies...blah blah blah...but can't deny that it isn't a fun module to take...Super interesting espcially if the lecturer is good...Shan't drag on too much on exams...shall wait for the results to be out on 1 June...But seriously...so many things seemed to happen this exam period...hmm...never mind...shall just blog about the good stuff...Went out (finally) to cineleisure right after exams with Suat and Miao...is it like a celebration? Hmm...doubt so...it is more like a fa xie session...haha...but it feels good la...so worth the money spent at KBox...stupid waiter...attitude problem sia! Maybe next time don't go there liao...paradiz, tampines and AMK de KBox is much much better...at least they don't have attitude problems...or maybe should try CCK de since charmaine say the food is nice there...haha...Though what I had for lunch and dessert were budget...Most of my $$ are spent on K...! too broke yesterday...hee...but budget food good enough...I like the peppermint Ice cream! Yum Yum...hee...So many things that I want to do in the hols...Read up some reference books maybe? haha...read story books, cycle, picnic, go beach, do jigsaw, cross stitch, learn new stuff, bake stuff...think the list goes forever...sadly it's either no money or no kaki...Time? Plentiful...to think we were like so short of time when the term starts...is there a time bank where I can accumulate my time? I think that will be super helpful to me...yeah...wishful thinking...Idealism...John Locke...Immanuel Kant...Hugo Grotius...father of international law...okie okie...enough of politics...Wonder what is the use of all these mechanisms when the leader of the country (not Spore) is so so so so stubborn and don't even know what he is doing...Oh...forgot to list the most impt thing...find job! No job=Broke= cannot go anywhere or buy anything...everyday eat air...drink rainwater...argH...does anyone have any recommendation on what to do???Looking forward to recruitment of personnel for commencement...then maybe will see those group of people who worked at the Open House this year...especially the bunch of marshalls at MPSH6! fun-loving people and the job is so enjoyable with them arounD! hee...all lamers. crappers...no wonder we are all able to get along so well...hehe...kinda missed them la...met Kok Yong only once at Uni Hall...don't know if I still will be able to recognise them next sem...I have short term memory...plus now although got their contacts...but we didn't keep in touch since then...all the balloon story and stuff...gone liaoz...and it so happens that got this senior in engine was my old neighbour (Okie...not really counted...we duno each other then but we lived like just the nx block to each other...) and also my pri sch senior...haha...the world is such a small place huh...If there is a chance I think I would wana go for the NUS open house as marshall again...As I said...Life without activities in Uni for wing = dead wing...haha...really la...without CCA life seems so boring in school!!
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