Friday, September 30, 2005
Wing is glad that all this impulse and rash decision was not a wrong move...although it seems a bit yi qi yong shi in the very beginning...which I think I was rather dumb...alrighty...I have never been clever in any way...but well this is not the main point...Now then I realised it's always good to leave home (not escaping or running away from some reality)...even for a short while...A 4 days tour allowed me to relax and not worry about anything...and the cheerful and optimistic girl is back since then...Now...though I have just left the good old Sg for almost a month...out of my work place...to a totally foreign environment (which I have grown to have the slightest sense of belonging...) the knot that has been stuck with me for the past one month has finally been untangled...I am glad that it did...if not I will be forever blinded...walking further and further down the trap...with so many ppl telling me all the nicest thing as if the world is such a perfect one and I will be so safe n secured if I just go along with what they think...Maybe I am living in a different world...a world of my own...my one and only dreamland...-Li kai shi Jian Hao shi...Rang wo Kan tou le yi qie...-Although I already know the route that I wana take...the episode is not yet over...it will come to an end only when I am hard-hearted enough to break the news...which I duno how...It will just make things worse if I let it drag...I cannot just pull a sword out of someone's wound especially when the sword is going deeper and deeper into the flesh...Think the person will just die right there and then...Aye...Sometimes I just hate this whole issue...it's like a never-ending soap opera...or just a stupid drama that has gone on re-telecast over and over again...and yet I duno how to put an end to it...Yeah...I am at fault for letting this drag...for not being straight-forward enough...but I was really lost in the forest then...without a compass to guide me out...no sense of direction as always...and there were too many things in my head then too...until the plane rescued me out of the dark forest...into the clear blue skies...and finally I see a rainbow providing me with all the answers that I am looking for...Will time erase someone's memory? I guess not...unless there's a concussion or wadsoever...hee...but maybe the other candidate will fail this test...instead of me walking out of the examination hall...that will cause a major shock to the other candidate...The world is so full of maybes...there is like no certainty at all...unless I can predict the future...haha...which is totally impossible...and there will be like no challenges in life if I know what is going to happen next...Anyway...now it's time to call for SOS again...anyone have the best way to break the news...aye...think nobody will answer me la...since I doubt anyone will understand my nonsensical blog...which only makes sense to me...haha...unless they really know me well enough to know what I am thinking...shall not think about it now...time for bed...got bitten by a mosquito again...me low blood liao still must donate blood...grr...do a good deed by feedin the mosquitoes eh...qi si ren...just realised I have Da chang Jin's soundtrack! okie...but it's a different version...juz the same tune...by Zhang Shao Han...no wonder it sounded so familiar...BefoRe I leave for dreamland...(when did I ever step out of it before...hmm...) Must make a point to blog this...I had the best dinner tonight! Finally I am not wasting food or rice...haha...so proud of myself...haha...Curry Chicken (which is not hot enuff...), roasted chicken (which taste a bit like Jiang You Ji...) and rojak (which looks like Yu sheng...) are the most delicious food in Beijing! haha...at least to me...with a Sg tastebud...heH...One more week of playtime for me...Yeah...one whole week of break! okie...have always been in the holiday mood since day 1...but shall (try) get down to serious stuff after that...arbor my project will be due soon...with another to come in 2 weeks' time...arGh...tests and reports in 4 weeks' time...I dun wana draw stupid transport networks! see liao oso blur...duno where's the pavement and where's the expressway...why they dun have colour in tb de!! complain enuff...head abit heavy liao...till the next entry...Current Song Playing: Ru Guo De Shi - Angela Chang and Fan Wei Qi
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
Hmm..I m supposed to blog abt my life over here rite? but seems too boring to blog about..i can't say that it is entirely no life..but not very happening as well..or maybe I am bogged down by too many things..and yet I am not supposed to think about them..since it will juz add nothing but trouble..okie..I am contradicting myself again..I just don't understand why I am always facing the same problem over and over again..is it part of life? or am I just plain stupid..always found means of escpae route and not solve the problem..This is just me..Always running..(hmm..and how come I am still so not thin..CrapZ..hee..) Suddenly missing life at work..weird right? but If I am back to work..things may be slightly different..There will always be this pressure there..maybe I shall just announced and make things clear to them..but anyway..I think everything is just my fault..Yeah..why am I so soft hearted? But I did make clear what I want ma..aRghz..I should stop being a good ger..be a little evil..at least that will solve my problem..haha..but still..I can't do it..Anyway..went shopping today..and this mountain turtle here took the subway for the very first time..yeaH..goin to be 21 liao yet so childish..think that is just wing..like so super excited to take the train..haha..think that's how i can be irritating sometimes..even my dad was like complaining that I am too naive..but I think i m just happy to be able to go shopping finally..bought a jacket in the end..like i always do..wonder what's with me n jackets..like to buy jackets so mucH..at least bought sth similar to those I saw at flash n splash..and at half the price..Wonder if there will be another shopping trip soon..haven buy things for cousins, chauffeur and my Dad..aye..going broke liaoZ..
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Wow..think this place kinda grown some cobwebs or sth..anyone still reading this antique piece here? haha..sad to say that I won't be able to tag unless I pay some dumb subscription fee..I wonder wad's wrong with blogspot..why must they boycott blogspot!! let us blog but cannot read blog..aiyo..btH! I wana read blogS!!
Okie..enough of this screaming..Just pop by here again to tell everyone that things are going well for me here in Beijing..At least so far..now is much better than the very first week..when everything seems such a blur to me..And ya..I forgot to do something for super long..Thanx to all of you who came to send me off at the airport!! Hopefully my chauffeur will not be in NS when i return..haha..then can come fetch me back too..heh..dun think u r reading this la..but your driving skill is super steady! one meal treat for a ride to airport..hmm..good deal sia..and ya..Thanx for the little gifts to keep me company here..!! and keepin me warm..it seems that all of u bought winter stuff..in my fave colour..hee..once again..thX!
hmm..Things are really rather different than wad I have imagined earlier..Beijing has really changed quite a lot since the last time I came..or maybe I just suffered some memory loss that I dun remember..which is possible since I am well known for my blurness..haha..but at least I finally found the hotel that I stayed in! that was on my way to the zoo that I found the hotel..din noe that it was in the same district as my present school..but one thing for sure is that the place has changed a lot..more high rise devt n shopping ctrs ard the area..cos it was a open space in front of the hotel then..seems like many things can happen in 7 years..okie..i m tokin crapz..can't blame me la..esp now is like duno wad time liaoz..
Alrighty..I shall just blog briefly here..and it seems that my exchange life not that happening as compared to wei's one..! saded..I also wana learn driving here!! haha..but can convert? think she is just so lihai! pass her driving in shanghai! i only pass my biking skills..haha..nvm..since i luv to cycle..guess this will be a good chance for me..Got my bike repaired today..hope it is really easier to cycle le..after 2 whole weeks of hardship..hee..Shall update this blog with more details soon..! Till then..
And here's a blurry photo of me n my shuai di! haha..okie..he looks too small and blur in this pic..kinda did it on purpose though..cos he forever wun smile in pix one!! i wonder why..weird bro i have..Oh..and this pix is taken at Great Wall..Magnificent Ju Yong Guan..the steps are steep n u can climb till siao..managed to clear 3 towers only and I am out of oxygen..okie..lousy me..no stamina..
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