爱情这玩意儿 到底是什么
怎么我始终还是不了解
它能给人幸福的感觉
却也给人带来不少烦恼

明知道一切是不可能的
却不自觉地陷入这个无底洞

爱情是否让一个人变得愚笨
明知道不会有任何结果
却无法自拔
始终执著着这份情感

爱 真是令人感到疲倦
完美的邂逅 会在现实中出现吗
还是一切都只是一个童话
五彩绚丽的一幅画
让人陶醉在其中


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Ended my post @ 10:33:00 PM

I am tired..my mind is in a twirl..Haven't been having enough rest..I don't want to think..I don't want to talk..I am lazy..my brain is on strike..they are cold..I am cold too..Cold and restless..Life is too complicated..I don't like complicated things..why do they have to make simple things so complicated..Where's my courage..suddenly it has gone..yeah..has it gone to hibernate although winter has not arrived? I used to like challenges..but now..at this moment..I am dead tired..tired from everything..

I am fine..Don't worry..just feel like blogging..yeah..just too tired to be logical..

-Lovers in Paris- Addicted...


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Ended my post @ 10:44:00 PM

Before I began my exchange journey, my dad kept on telling me what people describe Taiwanese, Hong Kongers and Singaporeans as...the 3 wus...(Sadly..cant type chinese..Dun understand y it can't show on the blog..is it my template problem? Maybe I should just learn to create a web design using fireworks..) I shan't elaborate much on what the former 2 are like..if you wana know..just ask me..or maybe I will blog in my nx entry..but most prob not la..arbor kana marked as country-sist..

Singaporeans are seen to be wu zhi..ignorant people..I didn't really agree before I made my trip out..As in the ignorance that I tot was totally a different story..but now..i kind of have to agree with it..although I won't say ignorant is the word to use..but being so well fed and taken care of by our beloved "fathers of the nation" the word that begins with a G..we always tot we have the best stuff around..second to the super powers..and kind of belittle the Great Dragon..Shan't list out the name in case there's some ISA spies ard..I will have no money to pay for fine and penalty..unless I declare bankrupt for the rest of my life..

Singapore is really too small..just a dot on the map..We really have too many things to learn from others..Being the best doesn't make you forever one..others are improving themselves..and they are even exceeding and performing better than us..We should not be amazed by what they are doing or what they can do..but more of learn from them..learn their kind of spirit..rather than.."Wow..really amazing how they can come up with that..!" or "All they do is memorise..and never really use their brains.." Hmm..I am guilty of being the latter..especially when I am so super fed up with the system and efficiency..But that is what happens when everything back home is like taken for granted..Yeah..I will be more appreciative when I get back..

As the chinese saying goes..Ge you Qian Qiu..each and everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses..We can't be so proud of how good we are..and just look down on the capabilities of others..Being a small country..what we see and experience is really nuts compared to the real world outside..Yes..I mean the real world..not that Sg is so fake or what..but it is just too small..and everything is like nicely done and one don't even have to worry about anything..other than the amount of money one can earn, or the quality of the grades that one can get..or even the competition between friends for good grades or whatsoever..this is like such a small issue! Perhaps that makes life so dull..Systematic routine everyday..One can't even stop a while for a stroll at the park without worrying that there is a project to be handed in or the more useful thing that one can do besides strolling..Ah..the opportunity cost..

I used to think that life back home is great..as in I still think it is la..especially the warmth u get when u dine with your family..and frens..but guess something have to be done to make it a more vibrant place to stay in..not much changes..year after year..tourists come..and they see the same thing..merlion..esplanade..and maybe a IR in the near future..but still..hustle and bustle..the city never stops..I just need a nice little quiet and peaceful area..with those classic little cottages..have some tea..enjoy the scenery..read some books..just a simple life..

Seems like my whole entry is like a pizza..no link between the paras..but ain't that what blog is for? just to pin out all your feelings and stuff..does it have to make sense? Hmm..Maybe that's y I dun write good essays..

It is good to see the world and to learn from the rest..Nothing and no one can ever be so perfect..and always be the cream of the crop..So be humble..and stop complaining..


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Ended my post @ 3:12:00 PM

Argh! If i weren't so onz then maybe I won't get so sian diao..Just went on to IVLE to check out the forum of one of my core mods back in sg..yeah..why should I do that..I should jolly well focus on my Tsinghua forum..which I should participate more to get my points..and yes..While I am pretty much enjoying myself exploring Beijing..My classmates in Sg get to go to Sentosa Cove!! My Dream Home!! Anyone Let me scream out loud!! Okie it's 2.15am..I shouldn't disturb my neighbours..given this poor sound proofing they have..and not to mention bad air filter..Some idiots in my "neighbourhood" are smoking..Pardon me for being so rude..I am really not in the very gd mood to be nice to ppl..grr..

Okie la..perhaps what I have missed out is just the showflat..but still..they got free ride to sentosa..get to see what the heck the place is like..while I get to see how Hip Beijing is..hmm..maybe that is just the tradeoff..

Enough of my complains..time for bed..Have been very sleepy 2 hours back..but was so glued to the tv for "Lovers in Paris"..Does such love stories happen in real life? Too fairytale..Anyone to open a can of drink for me and drive me to my doorstep? haha..Doubt there'll be such perfect ppl ard..

Dream On..


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Ended my post @ 2:13:00 AM

Wing is so sad..type one whole page of blog in chinese..in the end..cannot see it on the blog page..sian diao! To think i still type till so nice..hai hai hai..why cant my blog read chinese! Nvm about that now..

Suddenly miss Sg fooD! All thanx to "shuang xiang pao"..yeah the drama in china..Starred by Chang Lu Feng, Michelle Chia (yeah the channel u one..that lux ger), Chen Hao, Bai Bing Bing and Hu Bing..Did i get his name right? That's not the point..anyway today's episode is taken in Singapore! Omg..looking at sg in China's tv..haha..so interesting..it looked so beautiful in there lor..got pasir ris coasta sands somemore..I wan my BBQ! and Shenton way..Singapore River, Little India..Chinatown..and that's when they start to focus on the food! To think I got hungry after watching that..haha..There's satay, Popiah, Char Kway Teow..Argh..all the nice nice warm food that I need in such a cold place..but heng today wasn't as bad as yesterday la..not as cold..

I wonder if I can find these food here..haha..Okie la..bo liao bo liao type a short entry 1st..I wana slp liao..head super heavy le..Nitez all..


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Ended my post @ 1:21:00 AM

Once again..I should be sleeping and not blogging..Just a short entry ba..

On the way back to hostel earlier just now, went past the fruit stall and there was this nice food smell..it was familiar..but I couldn't remember what that was..it brought warmth to me all of a sudden in the freezing nite..Stopped by the fruit stall..since I wanted to get some fruits for replenishing vitamins..and finally know what that was..The whole scene was so close to heart..It was the popper..! A small one though..You all may find me weird..haha..Yep..it's just plainly popcorn..but all the nice things that happened at work just came into my mind...flashback..Not that I miss standing beside the popper..especially the scars you can get with those flying popcorn..But at that very moment I don't mind standing there..at least it brings you warmth..haha..plus a bit of popcorn-scented perfume...Ahem...

Okie la..I shan't write more..since I am not in the right frame of mind again..need to get some sleep first..after doing such a bo liao thing of going onto giordano's website! Oops..They have nice clothes though! and now I know I can just shop for them online...provided I know the size...and hopefully...my campus card can be used...

Nitez all...

Current Song Playing: Wo Ai Ni -SHE


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Ended my post @ 12:31:00 AM

I know that I am supposed to be in bed right now...Time now is 2.15am...Shouldn't stay up late for so many nights...I aimed to sleep early...Should sleep when cinderella comes home...If not I will become a panda...which I already am...but anyway...This is yet another day that I feel like blogging after reading my fren's blog...

Seems like I am missing out alot...with my JC frens...or am I just a loner...anti-social...haha...That is just the wrong way to describe me...I don't like to be alone...as in...not when I am out or wad...unless I am in a really lousy mood...that is when I need some alone time...Saw the pictures that they took together...at a fren's birthday...will I be there if I weren't in Beijing? I am not sure...Somehow I have become non-existent le...why? All my own doing...Especially when I was workin during the hols...Kept rejecting their invi to go out...was too busy working...end up not having time to meet up with them...But then again...it is also precisely because of this...that I became a little out of the group...Don't really fit in anymore...Lost touch with the topics they talked about...It is a little sad isn't it...to be once in a big family...and now...

But well...It's great to see their photos...They have all changed...as in grown prettier and more shuai...haha...Yeah...it's definitely a compliment...But I am just unsure if the particular person still behaves the same way as in the past...Hmm...

Chat with my Colleague earlier...and it seems that the managers are still cutting staff...I wonder will they want me back in 3 months' time...haha...things seemed to be the same for them...always not given the shifts they requested for...I understand the managers point of view...managers nan zuo ren sia...but if their attitude towards staff were like slightly better...their job may be easier...wonder if Jason is still working there..since he was so stressed out by the responsibility that a CE need to hold...Maybe...I should return as a CE some time...when I grad...provided they give me Y10...But to deal with nonsense patrons...Think I just need a ear plug ba...since I have met all sorts of irritating patrons...who will curse and swear that the company will just close down...let them scream and shout...vent their anger on you...yeah...and ignore them...They really dun treat us as human beings...Paid their $7.50-9.50 to find a chu qi tong eh...Bth...but that is juz wad service line is like...That's good...train me to face idiotic customers...be a stronger ger...at least wai biao kan qi lai bi jiao jian qiang...nei xin shi jie jiu shi ning wai yi hui shi le......


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Ended my post @ 2:14:00 AM

This entry will not be about my inner mongolia trip nor update on my life...Just wanted to blog all of a sudden...

It was supposed to be my free day today...but as the lecturer couldn't make it for the lecture nx week...He brought forward to today...so there goes my free day...nvm la...Doubt I will do anything much for the day also...Having lessons is quite sian...but at least I am doing something...(Yeah...sleeping in class...haha...) I was quite surprised that I managed to stay awake for the first half of the class...it was a 3 hour lecture...and I paid attention to the class! for 1.5 hour...Considering that I woke up rather early today...partly is cos of the usual routine...the dearest room service house keeping ppl...and at the same time...witnessed the Shen Zhou Liu Hao Shen Kong on TV...live...Yeah...quite cool...Sometimes I fear for the space ppl...it's like so uncertain what will happen to the space shuttle when it sets off...the pressure and everything...woah...Salute them...Taking such a risk...

Today's lecture made me want to travel all over the world...not to play...but to take a look at all the unique architecture, the designs of the floors, chairs, gardens and even the water fountains! It's really interesting how the creativity flows...Love the one in Japan...as in they have Logos on the floor tiles...to guide ppl the way...just like throwing bread crumbs in the forest...and the water fountains they have...wow...it's not those typical kind...it comes in many many designs which really blends well with the whole surroundings and the ambience...creates such a nice environment to live in...unlike erm...I shan't say...but I figure out those with me right now should know where I am talking about...so just fill in the blanks...if not later I say it out loud will kana sue for being country-cist..haha...New found word...

Think the concept of the urban planning and the design of the streets, buildings etc, reflects the whole culture of a place, the mindset and attitude of its people...It really shows...even through tiny details...Before setting on this trip...I am really a frog in the well...I don't dare say that I have already managed to jump out of my well...I am still far from it...But it really exposed me to many many things...I still have a very long way to go...many many things for me to learn...Do I have the perserverance to acquire all that knowledge? Hmm...Can't say for now...hee...But yeah...given a chance...I would really want to travel...When will I ever have such a chance?

So now I know...urban planning is not merely about where to place the buildings...to have complementary uses together and competing uses as far as possible...No...it's not as simple...It has to be done from an overview...and zoom in to those tiny tiny details...it is an very important area in the society...any mistake in the planning will cause the people in the society to live in misery...haha...okie...not that serious as to misery...but yeah...all the small little details have to be taken care of...Yeah...it's not as easy as it seems...Now I feel so honoured and proud to be in this area...heh...

--...Awaiting for my Guardian Angel...--
Current Song Playing: Ru Guo De Shi


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Ended my post @ 9:45:00 PM

Haven't been updating for more than a week...Neither have I been online for the whole of last week...But don't worry...I haven't gone missing...So sorry for making you all worry...especially over the last entry...Suat, I know that I am supposed to explain to you last week la...but end up didn't...sorry once again...Anyway it's not about me going to return to sg later than expected la...I still have lessons to go to back in Nus de lor...hee...It's just an entry for me to fa xie...to untie sth that I have brought with me to Beijing...it's nothing serious...hee...

Hmm..Wing went on tour without parents nor teachers for the very first time! Have been looking forward to the trip to inner mongolia...although the train tickets are booked rather last minute...the day before departure...really glad that we managed to get the tix...Yeah...and the fact that I am taking the railway for the very first time adds on to the excitement of the trip!

It was really an eye opener...encounter many weird weird things and witnessed how good the Chinese are in making money...or should I say conning...and their 'efficiency' level...oh my...And I have been more chin chai with stuff this time round...especially the water...I am too desperate for water out here in the grassland and desert...True that I kept buying mineral water...but when it comes to hot water...you will have no choice...dun care if it has a layer on top of the water or wad...since the inner mongolians don't have a problem drinking from there...I don't think we will either...

Okie...it's rather late now...i shall go into the details tmr...Cos i have a make up lesson tmr!! hai...arbor it will be my free day lo...although i always slp there...imagine 3 straight hours of lect! Argh...

Suddenly I miss home a lot...not exactly home cos I still get to see my parents and 'dearest' bro thru the web...oops...but more likely my workplace!! Yeah..that is what I get after reading my colleague's blog...those interesting happenings that can happen at work...nvm...around 3 months to go...yeah...and by then I will miss Beijing too...haha...I think...other than the ASPIC-->new word learnt today!

Signing off...
Current Song Playing: Zhi Zu - Mayday


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Ended my post @ 10:12:00 PM