2 more days to Da paper..hai..never even tell us exam format..how do we prepare sia..duno how many questions oso..haiyo..nth to say..anyway..it's been raining these days..and i have been enjoying it..okie..other than being sick..frm sore throat to flu now to cough =.= It's quite a luxury to take medi and just slp thru without anything in mind..haha..haven been sleepin so well..so it's breakfast, medi, slp, lunch, medi, slp, dinner, study, tv, study, medi, slp..hahaha...okie..stupid routine..

I finally know how to play sudoku! hahaz..stupid rite..exams go play such thing..cant blame..my aunt bought this electronic version..by rite meant for my bro..but ended up in my hands..cos he too hooked up with his com liaoz..hahahz...or rather..my com..quite fun..like crossword puzzle lydat..but more challenging baz..managed to complete 7 pages! wahahah..dumbo wing..have also been reading my harry potter..haha..been on the shelf since like a yr ago when i received it as bday gift..supposed to bring it to china to read..but then some how din manage to read it..so i m reading it now..nice..all the cauldron, snape, the burrow..all images slowly floatin into my mind..mayb shall cheong my harry potter vcds one day..hahaz..and LOTR oso..haha..buy vcd never open to see..

Oh..just realised this so qiao thing..the date that dad wana celebrate my bday on with my family, is also my lunar bday! haha..so qiao..juz that it's not the actual lunar bday la..cos mine is er..leap yr..so think i m onli 3 or 4 years old based on the lunar calender..if u duno wad i m tokin about..den ignore me..haha..i m juz a bit over-feverish hence the not in the right frame of mind..

K la..waiting for my breakfast..hungry..

Till then..~~

kip raining...


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Ended my post @ 9:33:00 AM

First official Paper over! at least my first RE paper..dun count HR last fri la..I am going to be so dead..dead wing really cant think when sick..nose not cooperating..mind not cooperating either..slow reaction la..okie..usually is slow..but today lag till cannot lag..first question..by rite my forte..calculations maz..but also duno wad they asking..duno which method to use..anyhow do..pray hard can get correct..2nd question..started to crap..cos essay kind of qn..and I am not good in writing..so that's it..2.5 hour paper..got like total of 6 parts..crazy tcher..think we power ar..can finish writing so many essays in 2.5 hrs..2nd part of 2nd qn..oso anyhow do..3rd qn..almost blank..wrote in point form..cos no time..hai..5 min to do only..wad to do..hai..goner..

Exams results out after xmas..as usual..no mood to go see my result..next thu last paper..jia you..although totally sian diao liao..but as my dad say..results not impt..so dun care i get 2nd lower or 3rd class..still honours ma..hai..hopeless..

Oh..today i realised my dad not biased de..v gd to both of us..haha..cos talk about my bday today..say wana org chalet..but i duno who to ask then v exp oso..den bbq oso v mafan..then he suggested going kbox..ahahahha..nice..but he dun let me work on that week de sun! sobz..nvm..shall try to fit other days to work oso..

Den on the way to sch..got this idiot guy stop his car in the middle of the right lane -_- my dad emergency brake lor..if not his car jialat..a bit crazy..wana take things juz happily stop in the middle of nowhere..my bag and file all drop on the floor..scary sia..but at least reach sch half an hr earlier..no jam..okie la..mind not working liao..shant blog that much..

I wana Faster recover!!


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Ended my post @ 1:59:00 PM

Shall take a teenie weenie bit of break off the notes while my notes are being downloaded from the workbin..Still remembered telling my mum that I am a workaholic..once I stop workin..I will be sick..true enough..it happened again..haha..but of course this is not related to not workin as I mentioned in the previous entry..it had been nice..getting to stay home..but I am in bed most of the time..and with medication of course..making me so groggy..

Good news here..bro got his results! Good grades..but overall aggregate..duno what happened also..but congrats to him..can embark on his journey in Secondary school..but which sch? one more mth to know..either CCHS or YTSS baz..haha..so fun..to see him in his new uniform..another phase of his life..

As for me..exams tmr..and I am still not that well..can walk la..at least I went to popular finally to buy my pens..went NTUC with mum and bro to buy ingredients for dinner also..but the moment I reached home..down in bed..haha..good life huh..can slp then eat..and forget about exams for the moment..medicine and herbal tea wise..yucks! Had this luo han guo drink frm northpoint..feel like dying when I drank it..eeW!!

This few days get to have home cooked food..ytd was yu pian mee sua..tonite was a feast! got fried waffle potato (which evidently I cant eat..and mum juz cooked it to tempt me!) and assorted vege with prawns! (can't eat prawn also..sad..) and my fave soup..old cucumber soup..haha..nice nice cooling..just nice for me throat..This morn went chong pang hawker eat breakfast also..Had my dou hua again..heh..Got a feeling this is the only sem that I wun get fat over the exam period..

Back to my notes (Bed most likely..)...nice rainy day!


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Ended my post @ 5:18:00 PM

3rd Day into study break..and I kinda fell sick..tired..I m having fun while studying la..at least get to watch movie and tv..more than I do when I am only having lessons..but duno why throat weird weird..nose weird weird..think going to have fever soon..possible causes..

1. WRL..maybe the air not that good..
2. Air con too cold..
3. Sleeping too late since sat..thanx to my project..darnz..
4. My wisdom tooth giving probZ..
5. and..sick ppl sitting beside me in lib..hai..

Now i feel quite terrible..to think I was still scolding ppl for eating fast food when they are sick on sunday..today..my turn..feverish..3rd day onli then lydat liao..How can! Still need to tahan till sat then first paper..lydat how I go have fun in the hols and How can I cheong for FYP..sianz..

Wing so sianz...Moodless...wana slp liao..hai..shall be a good girl and stay at home tmr..worse come worse..go see doc liao..hai..I dun wana see dentist though..wisdom tooth better b guai guai oso..dun giv trouble liao..nitez all...

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Ended my post @ 11:14:00 PM

Think woodlands library will once again become my second home for the coming 2 weeks..been there to study cos my home here doing some repair works..and of course repainting..Lookin forward to have the whole flat be in another colour..cos the present colour looks..er..a bit ugly..so the new one looks better..at least brighter with my fave pastel colours..haha..but then..why do they have to repair and change the rubbish chute when I am having my exams?? Noisy leh!! The only time I can study at home will be nite liao baz..that's wad i did..haha..at least I finished my Death note book 4..haha..getting interesting..Oops..din meet to stray away frm my notes la..but then..comic more interesting than notes..at least I wun fall asleep reading that..haha..

Oh..I kinda got a shock today..and I m still in the shock..while i was happily enjoying the happiness of my dream land..and when miao, me n kor were still discussing about it at lib ytd..the truth came to light today when I read my dear fren's blog..supposed to b my jie la..but somehow due to our busy schedule..we kinda drifted..well..at least din meet up that often..hmm..as I said in ur blog..I really duno how to respond leh..reallie a shock to me..are u telling me that wad u r sayin is just a hypothetical outcome or is that wad is happening to the both of u? If it is..reallie v sudden..when we all tot things were well for both of u..But if somehow I mis-interpret your meaning..still the same thing la..I can't say this is the wrong time..but now is the exam period..dun let ur mood affect ur studies also..Dun think about it too much..Dun think about anything other than your exams k..must jia you k..you can de...if u feel like talking about it..den we shall meet up after exams k..if not..also never mind..cos i also duno wad is happening..

Hmm..at least today quite productive..finished 6 lects..3 more to go..! heh..although i m still worried that read do much exam come out oso duno how to do..cos ProF ysm de qn too abstract liaoz..his english too chim till I duno wad he wants..hai..pray hard hard..I wana play soon...!! although my dec will be packed till siao..I guess la..haha..ppl already got wishlist liao..my wishlist still quite empty..other than mayb happiness with me always..with no sad moments or worries..haha..other than that, should be nothin much le ba..haha..

May be off from blog for quite some time baz..need to revise..or maybe i dun even get to use the net cos of my dear bro..so hardworkin..everyday oso online..gaming -_- can quarrel with him over this sia..but also gd luck to him la..gettin his results on thu..haha..if he get gd results..then I will be broke..oops..

Till then..May everyone be happy..!! =)


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Ended my post @ 8:47:00 PM

特別獻禮 吳克群 將軍令- 殘廢 2(1)-4

Like this song too! But found the makin of the MV quite nice..hmm..wad he said quite true oso..and..most importantly..wu ke qun..zan!! haha..sacrifice quite a lot for this Mv..got another part la..but lazy to post liao..EnjoY!


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Ended my post @ 1:43:00 AM

fei lun hai n hebe -- zhi dui ni you gan jue

Dedicated to miao and suat..haha..go head over heels for this bunch of guys..for me..i like the song..hahaz..enjoy!


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Ended my post @ 1:30:00 AM

WinG feel like killing people today..first was project..then was work -_- I really wonder how I can tahan liao..now got 2 idiots in the office..one is temperamental..when you are her target u die a terrible death..if u r lucky..then u will be off her target boar..then here's a new girl on the "bloG" --> on mY blog at least..Sometimes she is good..sometimes..I juz feel like stabbing her..yeah i mean u r the mgr..aren't u at least supposed to help out when we are busy? I sign out liao cos my time is up le..then ppl not here my fault laz..i log out nobody in the queue ma..who knows suddenly so many people come..serve a while will die ar..ask us to take shift till the next person comes..are we going to get any OT pay?

Biangz..just sudden anger inside wana blow liaoz..almost felt my eyes become hot hot in the office..grr..idiot..anyway..hope work tmr will be better..IDIOT..

I wana be my own boss next time..at least no need to see ppl's face colour..grr..I noe the real world out there will be worse..haiz..sian diaoZz...


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Ended my post @ 8:01:00 PM

One Down 2 to go! Happie..although I wasn't quite confident in my second question..cos as usual no time to write..plan also anyhow plan..and the question is so chim unlike past year paper..and dun hav the topic that I tot will come out..I am a lousy question spotter..sadZ..haha..anyway..the thing here is I dun care liao..finish paper means finish liao..think about it also no use..

Had research proj meeting rite after paper..tot the proj was more or less done..but duno why..they still wana meet tmr to do the compilation together..erm..and many questions raised were back to square 1 lor..i tot we had already solve those probz? Worse still..they wana stay over for proj..erm..now readin week liao leh..our first paper on sat..you all dun have paper so early..do think about other people can..? hai..sian diao...

But heng the day ended okie..met up with pres and miao..supposed to be 2+ meet until become 3pm..for once I window shop ard ntuc -_- haven been doin that since mayb sec sch? haha..but i wanted to sleep badly then..so darn lethargic..but okie la..fa xie a bit today..so happi liaoz..miao today also not v good mood..miao u dun care about that mr wong la..u do wad ever u wan baz..stay happy k..if not, instead of screaming at him..try to tok things and tok sense to him?

TireD wing..wana slp..but still gotta finish up last bit of the research..toopid group la..can any group be as fun as maybe my valuation or HR group? hai..ZzZ..oH..there's new drink @ kbox wor! but then....not that nice leh...lemon honey freeze too sweet, mango freeze too bland..other than the cherry..i like..haha..then longan blackcurrent = sparkling ribena with longan..

Oh..suddenly feel like going snow city this dec..haha..never go before..then..last yr get to see real snow..but this year i still wana see snow..hehe..okie..juz a day dream again..hee..keep on dreaming...~~


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Ended my post @ 10:19:00 PM

Woke up bright and early in the morn again..really built-in alarm clock liao..will wake up b4 9am..and sneezing non-stop..haiz..mornin sinus is bac to haunt me..anyway..great news for myself..haha..

First, finally done with research proj..at least my part la..hopefully they dun get me to go redo again this weekend..second, Finally tidy my room liao..looks so nice! haha..then got mood to study..Third, Finally started studying..heh..if dun start then reallie that's it..finished 5 topics of the lect notes ytd nite..lect notes onli leh..readings haven even touch..that's it liao..reallie must depend on luck tmr..wanted to cheong all the notes ytd nite then today can do readings..but seems impossible..i see the words..i wana slp..to see ants is much better lor..at least found out ants are v jiang yi qi de species..haha..reallie leh..that day doing my hw at the dining table..then this ant A was carryin his fren ant B..and his fren is dead..hai..still so gd..must take his body bac..

Anyway..ytd nite went 744 eat dinner..den saw 2 actors! haha..one is the ah pek la..liang tian..duno if anyone noes who i m talkin about..the ah pek who acted in zoe's tay that sitcom..watched his show since young onez..anyway..not tt impt =x most importantly is the younger one..shuai sia..looks gd in person..got tattoo oso..but duno why tattoo 2 swords..the guard of honour sword..haha..cool laz..eatin bee hoon n drinkin beer..hai..but i forgot his name..the guy who acted in holland V..jeff's brother..the one who likes vivan lai..yeah that's the most significant role i can remember..haha..and then my stupid dad ask me go take pix with him =.= and also ask me go take autograph..diaoz..nth for him to sign oso la..unless he is like maybe jay or wilber then I may consider doing that..haha..

Reallie so heng..eat dinner oso can see stars ard..haha..okie la..enuff of crap..shall get my breakfast..and back to study..

Ciao~


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Ended my post @ 8:58:00 AM

Finally...Valuation presentation over!!! hehz...it wasn't as bad as we tot it will turn out to be..so our worries had been unnecessary..and the weird bidding theory that me, pc and jae came up with worked! at least prof got no qn..the other ppl oso never ask..haha..we can go for the nobel prize liaoz!! wahahaha...JPW theory da best!!

Anywayz..We were supposed to be the first group to present..ended up being the last -_- duno wad YSM thinking..muz be forget that I and charmaine got lessons have to go off early..in the end oso bo bian dun get to go for lessons..Dun like to be the last grp to present..cos sat there see ppl present super nervous..keep questioning our own valuation..but heng..it's over..haha..sho relieved! Valuation is the only mod that I put 101% effort in lor! Think my interest is there..calculations ma..i shud reallie go into maths and not real estate..haha..but well..too late..final year..wad to do..

Hmm..think ours last presentation..reallie ya zou hao xi sia..heh..but think Huishan reallie did a great job for our ppt..v class sia! anyone interested i can show u..hahaha..show off a bit..the most satisfying project that I have ever done..v pro too..okie..other than my hair today tie till too act cute liao..oops..

Now left with Research de project..still left with this teenie wee bit..hope to finish by today..but at this rate ar..my brain empty ar..sure cmi one..wana tidy my room so that i can start to study for exams..oso forget it..later then see how..

Oooh..thu George Bush coming to NUS! cool..then terrorist come n bomb the sch no exams!!! wahahaha..heng i no nd go sch on thu..better bomb all our exam papers..then postpone..next year then take..hahaha..crapz..

But then think this sem reallie jialat..first time I so last min haven prepare for exams..at least in my uni life..duno how i die sia lydat...

Hmm..ytd work..okie la..my so-called jialat partner not that jialat afterall..we managed to finish quite fast..but due to my act smart estimation..jasmine fainted..hahaha..too much popcorn left over..4kg wor!! sharks..i juz rmb i forgot to tell jas abt sausage bun wastage..forget it..oh..den cheryl and serene..okie la..at least finally i tok more to them liao..not as bad as i tot..haha..cannot stereotype ppl..esp based on first impression..cheryl did the wiping for salted popper n detailed cleaning for the coffee machine..but thanks to her..we gotta redo our detailed cleaning -_- den vicky..can la..nx time can do closing with him again..haha..juz tt he anyhow off the switch..den i oso too tired to care tt much..

Oh..i got this feeling my dearest aunty chia wana intro her son to me..hai..kip tellin me to go see his drawings..invite me go to her house..then ytd pass me one booklet of her son's drawin..haiyo..must find one day crap to bluff her i attached liao..but maybe i think too much oso la..duno la..but she dun seem to giv others the booklet and stuff leh..aiyo..scary..

Haiya..crap enuff for today liao..brain in a mess..hahaha..cannot write properly..signing off liaoz..

All da Best to Me..!


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Ended my post @ 10:22:00 PM

...Things to Do Within This 3 Weeks...

1. Smile and Forget any Worries...(As if I have any..Always in the insane mode..)
2. Try to get my MayDay Concert Tix...(Dun think I will ever get it..)
3. No Movies from Next week till 30 Nov...
4. No more working next weekend...
5. No Play No Kbox...(Ming Ku...)
6. Concentrate on Studies...
7. This week HR, next week Valuation, Final Week Comparative...
8. Must Cheong Cheong All the Way!!
9. Buy more Chicken Essence to Keep awake...
10. Bia Readings All Da Way!

Jia you to all having exams soon!!! All da best!! --> that includes me too...

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Ended my post @ 9:56:00 AM

Forgot to mention this yesterday night..too tired liaoz..ytd de trainee for box same name as my pres..hahaha..den more coincidence..she also from girl guides in andss..haha..suat..u got urself a sister! does all xueting-s join girl guides? haha..doubt pres will read this..but anyway..it was fun working with her..since we get to talk about our teachers back in sec sch though there was a 5 years gap..that brings me back to one question..why would people think that it's quite weird that I am close to my bro and have lotsa crap to talk about even though there's like a 10 years gap?

Will get to see my the other 2 andersonian jr at work later..although a bit sian is kacang..then 7.5 hours..happy is that got beng, nor, christine, wati and kor working..so got ppl help..heh..think I reallie gotta bring honey water for them later liao..haha..make sure I bring they drink..if not I kill them..whahaha..hmm..next week at first duno wad to request..cos muz prepare for exams..but this sem duno if it's cos I am only left with 3 papers or that I kind of gave up on my caps..I wana at least maintain it la..drop some more I die..then lydat my thesis also forget it liaoz..please give me an 0.1 increment..valn qn dun b too tough..if not the ang mog I dun understand..ppl hav high hopes on me for valn..but..i m not confident myself..sigh..anyway..kind of no mood to study...duno why..no motivation..plus my project haven do finish..sianz..

Oh..den end up next week de request I put night for sun..hope will get..although think christine and nor will also put that..look forward to working with beng for closing..ahhaha..then got ppl to argue with =P but I reallie like sun's working combi..all nice ppl..all our ppl..mon workin with cheryl and vicky..all da best to me sia..hope to start my HR soon..ciao for now..~

One more Month to go!! WheE!!


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Ended my post @ 9:35:00 AM

Did my module evaluation at last..I am poor in writing comments..so..just put n.a. for many questions..haha..dun care liaoz..I oso duno wad to write..Oh..Prof yu de pic look quite different!
Anyway..I wana go bac to learn hip hop again..but I dun wana learn at SSC..Andrew is a gd instructor la..but I feel as if I am not learning anything within the limited 12 weeks..then don't reallie get to practise oso..plus the fees are like increasing..Anyone has any place to recommend? I wana learn gu zheng too..hai..I am a ambitious girl..

Just blogging for the sake of blogging..still a bit flower eat..haha..don't understand why got one person black face at work leh..I de zhui her? dun think so leh..hai..look forward to more fun after exams..!


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Ended my post @ 12:20:00 AM

"..Jingle Bells Jingle Bells Jingle all the way..."

It's nearing the time of the year again..Xmas! The difference with last year is that there is no snow and there is no cooling weather..hahaha..that aside..it's quite exciting..I mean Look at the news today..orchard is beautifully decorated once again! Finally I get to see it cos I was in China the year b4..not much of a Xmas mood I would say..but we spent it at a fellow Sgporean's apt and it was quite a heartwarming celebration..haha..I wonder how would this year's Xmas be like..probably back to the usual..since as always..nobody to celebrate this day together..haha..

That aside..as I always told my frens..Dec is my favourite month of the year..reason..? you guys should noe..if not..prepare to receive a knife from me for xmas..hahhaha..but this year will not be the same..cos..like last yr..which was the first time that I am still having lessons..this year..I have to cheong for my thesis..need to rush sth out before my prof flies to China most prob..den I wun get to see him..and my thesis would be gone..it really is going to take me a lot of self-discipline for that..still planning how I can work, Play and do my thesis at the same time within a month..it seems long..but a month?? it's just too short laz..yeah..my fault..go play play play never do work still dare complain..haha..

Hmm..ytd..din seem to have recovered from my withdrawal symptoms..didn't think much..cos I too tired..and the reality just slapped right on to my face thru a msn conversation..but the grey area came over sms..idiot..haha..anyway..shun qi zi ran..sorrie to have caused u all trouble..to miao, suat and kor..and perhaps charmaine too..hahaha..not payin attention during HR tut in the morn..heh..anyway..workin soon..so shall see any happening and juicy stuff to update..hai..the schedule is tight and I just agreed to work on mon nite..with some vases again..OMG..see how I die on mon..still need to study for HR exam which is on fri..val presentation on tues..and I duno how to present..never present b4..all lost in space..then 19 Nov gotta hand in my research proj..my gosh..deadlines deadlines and more deadlines..can prof please stop giving us deadlines for once..?

Okie..bac to my honey water..and I dun understand y mosquitoes like to bite me and this ant kip crawling on my arm..grr..


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Ended my post @ 9:17:00 AM

crapz..i hate this feeling..I haven had this feeling since like..one year back? or is it more than that? Why am I always going for the impossible..Maybe he's right..I do think too much..too imaginative..too creative..hahaha..

Seriously I have a feeling I am gone this time..I know this will end one day..which through my experience..it took me a few years..4 or 5 years..i cant rmb exactly to figure this thing out..although there is always a grey area..crapz..this is realli crap..exams are nearing and why has this gotta happen to me..ppl dun treat me the way I do leh..hai..can I just climb out of there..or have I fallen..whole mind was on this issue when I tried to sleep for the past 2 days..I am dead man..

This is really crapz...


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Ended my post @ 7:48:00 AM

Here's my little (too much) updates on my retreat on tues till wed afternoon..haha..I seriously had fun..when I tot it will be quite sianz..my closer pals at work ended up not going..then there's surprises too..haha..yong wen went! haha..when he said he's not going..but then again..he wear till so formal lor..cos rite after work..shall update rite frm the start..dun strain urself readin..juz wanted to blog about it cos it's reallie memorable for all of us at work..

Started my tues with proj..8am..meeting at 1pm..but cos I waited for the darn 183..for about 20 odd min..kana bitten by mosquitoes..I ended up reachin at 1.30pm..but heng..all of the rest were late too..not all..but at least i met Peijia on the way..den PC n J got HR so came late..anna n Ky n Alicia were there..but not discussing yet..lessons at 4..but i no heart to listen..haha..play mode liao lo..oh..and qiuyan called me in the midst of my lect..to help her buy some stuff..ahem..reallie diao there..

6pm came..dashed out of sch..bus came..heng..bought qy's stuff..went funland for the first time..i mean clementi de fun land..not as if i never go arcade de..haha..to meet xiao di..haha..juz nice..he lost..hahahaha..oops..so went off to pasir ris..hai..reallie long journey..if i one person go..reallie sianz..heng got company..the train was so crowded..hai..after like wad seemed a lifetime..we reached pasir ris..idiot xiao di kip postin the qn wad's the diff between gambling n investing..anyone have the answer? met christine, nor, yw, winnie and joyce while waiting for the bus..another lifetime gone..only beng and shawn and christina and her bf were there..think they stayed over..

Initially was talkin to winnie..n joyce..nice chat..talked about my future..haha..as in work la..what i wana work as..winnie shared her experience abt plannin for work n stuff..mayb i should reallie drop the idea of tour n go for work first..although it may b a lifeless life by then..hai..sianz..den tot we were anti social..went bac to bbq..(actually juz wanted to avoid the heat..haha..) selfish me..bbq onli for myself..ate sausages n crab stick n satay n nth else..cos i dun eat myself..haha..but another thing is dun wana eat too much..n risk my exams..

Our plan of sinking of Japan sunk..cos by then we were still bbq-ing..it's okie..we were lazy to go out oso..too far out..wati came at 9+..think she oso quite sian..asked me to go out eat..but cos there was a plan to meet my fren for supper..so ask her we go later..we juz laze ard in the bedroom b4 more ppl came to fight for the room space..haha..beng they all came up to play the game..the alcohol game..poured sprite plus vodkha..quite nice..yw onli poured a bit of alcohol..so it tasted like sprite..haha..they play i watch..n i took pix..heh..

Ended up playin PSP after tt..okie..i cant play..haha..need to train more to play..less studies..erm..after exams..but still got my thesis..aye..I noe wad I can get myself for bday this yr..hahahaha...muz save up for tt..think i will b spendin a bomb this yr..die..no chalet celebrations liao..

ray they all came..another round of alcohol..din wana go down de..bo bian..idiot ray dragged us all down..it's like u cant escape without drinkin ytd nite..beng n winnie bought like 2 more bottles of vodhka n wadever else..i hav the pix..it looks nice on the outside..but it was deadly on the inside..haha..and..it's the first time ever..wing drank..Crapz..it'll b the first n the last time i drink..40% alcohol..OMG..thanks to the good guys there..they helped me drink..cos i too suay kip losing..idiot ray..but he's gd..cos i told him i BTH smoking..then he say change place..sorry ar..i too direct..but i reallie cannot tahan..not like someone else..kip smoking..so thanks to beng, xiao di and ironically ray..helped me drink one whole cup..haha..beng n di drank a bit each..n beng gave me chocolate..haha..cos tt's me..drink sth awful..need chocolate to sweeten it up..ppl one gulp down..i many sips still haven finish..pengz..one cup lasted many rounds..so i accumulated a lot..finally one bottle down..face red, ears red..heart beatin like nobody's business..if dad noes..that's it..told my mum thou..but it's reallie a bit..cos after the first bottle..I excused myself..when actually they wana force me down..i m able to zao cos other's took over..

Wasn't able to stand up de..cos i can feel my legs are so weak..with my heart beatin so fast I told beng I am dying..hahahahaha...ray tot I reallie seh..I am..but after a walk to the pool..washed my face..hang out there alone..and leaving all the others frenzy as to where the drunk wing went..I felt more awake..it's reallie the self perserverance that works i think..cos i kip tellin myself I nd to wake up..there i did..di n kor came to find me..n we juz sat by the pool..with the idiot patrollin guy chasing us off..idiot..kor quite sianz...cos da sao also drinkin till high..still think she's cute..hahaa..

Went bac..all peng liao..ray down..slept upstairs..winnie drunk..wadever she's eaten was out..worse still she's at TB's chalet..(oh..i won the lucky draw prize..but consol onli..hair dye..i can change hair colour liao! thx mcleen!) so TB ppl all gotta slp downstairs..nx was shawn..at first he already fako drunk..den he realli high..play with fire..i realli mean PLAYING WITH FIRE..he duno why go put butter on the aluminium foil n use the tongs to fling it ard..seh..this is the first time i see how bad ppl can get being drunk..funny too..ahha..he juz collapse to the flr n slept there lo..took 2 guys to carry him up..slp still smile till so happie..haha..i got the pix..haha..

duno y ended up down to the floor oso..then i wanted to eat sth..so went to 7-11..far sia..at first onli nor going..den duno why everyone wana go..christine, beng, di, kor, da sao...by then 3 person seh..christine cant walk straight..she down one on the rock..n tt's it..biangz...felt so bad that i wana go 7-11..kor bought medicated oil..so not that bad..yi jie high..duno wad she talkin..she is awake..juz too crappy n high..beng n nor gotta carry christine..hai..shant elaborate more on this..

by 4+ most of them down..nor, beng, kor n me..gotta clean up the mess..heng we brought gloves n kitchen roll..so flr job..haha..5am..me n nor cannot take it..wanted to slp..but cannot leh..think close eyes half an hr..den wake up go wash face..my milo n alcohol mixing inside..my head felt heavy..bth..mahjong nx..duno how to play..they pro on lo..jas oso..silent killer..took over beng..n i lost his winnings..hahaha..see..no luck..no wonder i m single..hahaa..okie..no link..finally won at the last round..craving for mac by then..giving kor n beng nitemare..hahaha..

finally 8am..clean up..heng everyone cooperative..so the cleanin is done fast..xin ku jasmine le..after tt debrief..hahah..fill everyone up on wad's gg on the nite b4..n finally mac breakfast!!! heh..

took ray's car bac to yishun..christine still felt terrible..so sent her home first..help ray take the things bac to office..den sign in movie! flushed away..duno if it's i too high or wad..cos i kip laughin..haha..think beng also bth me..haha..duno wad's so farnie..I M an EA person (easily amused...) ahha..

Nx up DOA..best rite..20 odd hrs nv slp still cheong marathon..but not bad..i like their stance..gv power trip..pengz..halfway thru then no show to watch..but heng not major trip...arbor die..had a great time sia..thx..but i m bac to the same qn that i posted to miao..hai...

Now I knoe..everything is juz on a thin line..


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Ended my post @ 10:32:00 AM

At least I self-declared that..tried to read some notes on sat and sun after work, but I realised that my mind is juz frozen..went to my aunt's house again den watched tv..realised too..that It's been a long time since I sat in front of it..Tv was great..at least it was all lame shows..haha..Sat really kinda suffering at work..with the dear witch from hell..asking me not to wear a blue rubber band to work as if I am some pri sch kid..only can wear black..wad the heck..i dun hav black rubber band at home lo..wad u wan me to do..den she n auntie will juz kip discussing about 4D..sian diao..while i top up stuff..reallie no break can..the fortunate thing is the vase that I am supposed to work with is not here..but taken over by my "twin"..a bit weird workin with her and a bit vomit blood also..ask her to clean sausage machine..den like never clean b4 lo..i went to pack nachos end up she cleaning the fridge..I duno if it's auntie chia asked her to do de or she mistook sausage machine as fridge..Helloo..the sausage machine is so evidently dirty..can't u just take the initiative to clean it? ppl they employ now..reallie weird sia..can hav tonnes of things never do yet can juz stand there and day dream..if it's like U have already worked the whole day i still can understand..BUT..you just started work lor!!! just look ard see wadever need to top then top..wadever dirty den clean..so simple oso duno meh..Qi Si Wo..it's reallie the thought of having to work with more mew ppl like them that I wonder if I should stay on further when all of us are in the final years and leaving this place where we became friends in a yr's time..

Anyway..Yesterday was equally bad..the good part is I am working with ppl I know..those older stf..not as in age but experience..the bad part is I dun understand Y my mgr still ask me to cook corn when I am left with sufficient time to clean my stuff..but anyway I managed to finish selling the corn la..so no complains..just one idiot who kept askin me to "make it fast"..Hellooo..u think so easy to mix then u come mix it urself lo! heng Kor was there to help me..then he kept tellin me if he wan u to make it fast u mix 30 times and purposely spill the cup when mixing..haha..evil kor..then wati n christine also helped me with my warmer and keep my stuff...kor helped with the steamer..sorrie to beng that I gave him $5 extra..haha..lucky he returned me le..thx!! n also that I occupied his sink when he is supposed to do cleaning also for the popper..don't ask y i kip sayin sorrie..those who knew me since stone age should noe that I am too used to saying that everytime..Dun ask y..but ytd was the first time I do kacang till my hand wana break..even worse than playin badminton..play badminton hand wun ache..mix kaang..hand will ache..weird..my wrist is still aching at this moment in time as I type my blog..reallie weird..

Oh..One funny thing to mention..ytd the witch helped me to set up my KC stall and did a lot of things for me..first..I told her I wana melt the margarine so easier to scoop into the can..then she happily put on top of the steamer..ended up..the margarine became oil..hahaha..we juz stared at each other and laugh..next..i top up salt but forgot to close the cover..oops..then suay suay she servin customer n wana pour the salt..ta-dah..the salt all spill n the cover drop into the corn container..haha..then she say I saboh her..haha..sorrie la..din mean it de..haha..but ytd was still okie..she din get on my nerves lo..other than when the stupid patron juz went in by himself even when the barrier is closed..dun understand these ppl..I mean she expect me to see the floor when I am serving ppl at KC meh..I saw them but also cant expect me to scream at the KC stall or run away leaving my patron stranded while waiting for their corn rite =.= ask me to ask other ppl to help look after but pls..all busy wad u expect us to do..we not so li hai leh..hai..other than that..the day was fine..and heard some juicy gossips over dinner too..haha..

Looking forward to the retreat tmr! At the same time..wondering how I am going to settle my classes...hai..


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Ended my post @ 10:18:00 AM

Yup..so the report is finally submitted..fri was the usual..but for the first time ever I get to go home before the sun sets..reached home nicely at 5+..had a real work out sia..training session I would say..with Kor, miao, suat and alvin (Miao's fren)..1.5 hrs..luckily I am not feeling any aches liaoz..instead of our usual routine of munchie monkey..miao and suat gotta leave first..so kor and I ended up going YIH to OCK and Cheers..Bought my fave daisy milk..haha..it's nice la..drinking fresh milk..think they must have put in some essence or wad..if not it juz taste so good..different from my nespray at home..call me a baby..but who says grown-ups cant drink milk or eat hello panda biscuits? =P

Accompanied kor to E4..well at least up the slope..then to central lib for 96..okie la..the bus came quite fast..and I m thankful for that..at clementi..met Ee peng on the platform! didn't realised was her till we entered the cabin..haha..she's cute and funny la..I mean it's the first time in 4 yrs that we talked to each other..I only know that she is in au yeong's clique..and she's called ee peng..cos I was in my P.E attire ma..then she couldn't recognise me..plus my hair was tied up..she said she tot I was some secondary sch student till I waved at her..haha..and she still asked if we were in the same HR class =.= so i am reallie that low profile in school..hahaha..but it was nice talking to her..only the first time and first day that we talk..and we already have endless things to chat about..this is what I call fate ba..hee..so heng got ppl acc me to kranji where she dropped off for work..din know she was older than us..and that she works at STC..interesting finding..hee..so I continued my journey with L! haha..reading Death Note..read till cannot stop liaoz..

Had my early dinner when I got home..didn't even have the time to rest..did my laundry..with my finger duno why..rather painful..then..off to meet miao n suat..it's reallie long since we fulfilled this plan..haha..heng dad din scold..arbor i die..and thanks to mum who always cover up for me..hee..oKie..I am a bad girl here..it was fun la..did a lot of stupid things..stood too close to the svc bell that I pressed it with my back..maluated..haha..then this guy reaction damn fast that shocked us all..haha..had a good laugh and had a good time..thanks girls =) Went bac took 853..wait till I wana die..haha..as usual la..the bus takes a long time to come..read my death note and finished reading it on the bus ride home..11+..went to bed straight away..tired sia..cannot stand it liaoz..had a gd sleep..I guess I'd better start with my RE4180 Project..cannot delay liaoz..tonite..working till 8..hopefully I dun see that witch later..if not is reallie sian 100X cos workin with the vase too..aye...

Exams nearing..yet I haven't started revising..room is in a mess..all filled with notes..jialat..duno how liao..although I have yet to feel the stress for exams..but for valuatioin..I wonder how am I going to understand wad he ask..


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Ended my post @ 10:36:00 AM

Well..not entirely over..but at least I have cleared 3 projects..and handing one up tmr..guilty I am for not helping much in comparative..so made up through tutorials preparations..which I almost died..valuation..my favourite..so got the most interest..and HR..fun group..but only got 3.75 ppl doing work..overall..we survived..

When you think finally can get wing to go play liao..you all quite wrong..I have plans to play 2 more weeks..before the exams..cos that will be when my the other deadly project will be due..Research..and I totally have no clue what is going on there..probably cos I havent been attending the lecture..but still..I will fall asleep when Dearest Santa just tell me about all the models and researches that He has done..I know nuts about models..so that explains why I am a bit turn off during the project discussion..I tried my best to be motivated..went to school all perked up..and chirpy..and ended up with a frozen brain after 3 hours of discussion and 2 hours of lecture..pardon me for eating and nibbling carelessly in class while enjoying my hot milo and the presentation by our fellow classmates..but I can't help it..Project discussion was like a merry-go-round ride..Somehow people have this "Chinese walls" (Quoted from prof Yu) can't understand what we are trying to say..Sorry la..But I am a chop chop person when it comes to meeting..and a slow coach when it comes to thinking and writing..I know different people have different ways of doing things..But somehow I don't see the point of going one big round and back to square one..isn't that a waste of time? Okie..I admit that Like others, I also have this "Chinese Walls" within me..I have been constantly reminding myself to be open to feedback and I am not living in my own world, so must accept other's way of doing things..but still..guess it takes time..Can't we have a chop chop meeting? or perhaps cos I am not with the ppl I am familiar with..if not I don't get that sick of my HR meeting..Hai..I don't understand myself..

Anyway..Finally the report is done..Thanks maine da mgr!! Your hardwork has been recognised..you can take a rest for valuation ppt..and concentrate on your International Real Estate..you can de..jia you!

Tmr shall be a brand new day..Still trying to plan how to study for exams..think I am going to die terribly in valuation..even though it's my fave subject..but..the question prof asked..and how we interpret it..is totally..off track..cannot read his mind sia..got crash course to mind reading in a day? I seriously need that..

Tired..

Hence the crap..Oh i forgot..I have been a crappy person all the while..

Heck..back to my dreams with L! heh..kenichi Matsuyama..haha..


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Ended my post @ 1:28:00 AM

Finally..I've made my way to have a hair cut..felt that my hair is like weighing tonnes lor..and when it isn't tied up..it looked like some crazy girl..the only good thing is I an tie it side ways..and I can plait it..but the thing is cos i duno how to do a french braid..it's onli a act cute 2 sided plait..=.= I always dread going to the saloon..first..duno which saloon is the cheapest..secondly..duno how nice is the hair stylist..last..how terrible I will look when i walk out of the saloon..although I always tell myself, your hair will always grow back..you just have to tahan that few months of ugliness..okie..not as if I am so pretty or wad..but still..you know wad i mean.. So..after touring like 4 saloons..I finally entered this that I havent gone for a loong time since JC days..okie la..it's a guy who cut for me..the outcome..is about the same as I always had la..Think I shall go perm it end of the yr or next yr..hahaha..duno if I have the courage to do it..so finally after an hour of sit in the saloon..my hair is a bit lighter and thinner..the only problem now is how do I tie it to go to work.. Hmm..This few days is quite relaxing for me..I mean there's still the usual project report to worry about..but at least those major ones I have already handed in..and my comparative tut also ended..but it wasn't a good end ytd..cos of some idiot who is supposed to do compiling and ended up doing the work of others..and still have the cheek to ask me why did I do the compiling in the end..Oh please..by the time I wait for you to compile I think it's the end liaoz..still wana find fault with others..can you just look at the mirror and see what you have done before u start complaining about others? I sincerely appreciate that..Luckily I won't see u much for the remaining of this sem liao..arbor I will really murder you..

Hmm..finally bought my working shoes and a new water bottle..going to use the same one as my bro also..just different colour..but both colour also nice la..so I don't mind..I have also realised that it isn't reallie a blessing if ppl give you a $1000 worth of shopping voucher..I mean it's like $50 only then already duno wad to buy liao..it's just shopping for the sake of shopping..wad i call shopping agony..hai..but at least I get to see wad's in and wad's out..and wad's selling inside that big complex..Haven been going for a shopping spree for long..hai..think I will do it again in a mth's and a half time..my annual ritual..hahaha..if you know wad I mean..

Oh..The Guardian is a nice movie..very touching and meaninful..They reallie look cool outside but wad we din see is that they sacrifice a lot to save others..It's like sacrificing your life for others..I wonder if there really exists such nice ppl..hai..and now I finally understand the movie title le..He's the guadian of the sea..to give moral support to save those shipwrecked victims..hai..nice nice..

Anyway..shall end here..to do my proj report..I wana go watch movie and play games..3 more weeks to go..exams..then hols = thesis time..hai..so honours is reallie not easy to get..


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Ended my post @ 1:42:00 PM