Oh Dear...Wing falling deep deep down liao...HeLp...

Haha..anyway..it was good..to play badminton again..to stand on the what used to be very stuffy and old court..although..yar as usual wing not skilled in badminton..but survived 2 hrs with peanut oil, say yong, miao and say yong's fren..haha..so interesting..got new gossip..or mayb it's not gossip afterall..mayb it's true liao..haha..

But now shag..totally tired..wana do assignment..no strength..wana do laundry..oso no strength..

GawD..tell me wad is happening to my phone...How come sho lag...Tough life leh lydat..now den I noe the importance of my phone..haha..pathetic..Hmm..tmr going tuas for excursion..hope it will be fun..shall look forward to tmr evening...hee..

AngeL&DeviL-->Eternity..


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Ended my post @ 9:01:00 PM

Wing so proud of herself..managed a nice nice meal of sliced fish mee sua..maybe the fish not sliced enough..but well..still a meal is finally settled my the blur and clumsy wing..haha..

At work..was all over the place..other than at where I am supposed to be workin at..haha..spend most of the time at office and box office..manual sales..so interesting..brought me back to 3 yrs old..haha..when watch movie is juz mayb a few cents..can't remember..then the auntie always use the tracing pen to strike off the ticket..haha..today our turn..so fun..but really messy when we are to tally the stuff..Back at bar..kana cut..on both hands..sun was popcorn oil..today..metal cut..diaoz..got so suay not..haha..accident prone forever sia..confirm scar for life..jia lat..haha..

Okie la..wing tired..hopefully nobody throw urban plannin report for me to compile..I will die..Now left one more individual report..jia you sia..after that..just hope to play and slp one whole month..haha..

Nitey~


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Ended my post @ 1:45:00 AM

Wing Just got home and settled down frm work and dinner..yeah dinner at 1 am..almost died there..tot I will faint any moment at work..cos this stupid girl here forgot there lemon tea will make things worse when u r hungry..so once again..kana gastric..so cannot dun eat..end up now too full..hai...stupid girl..

Thanks to Mr Bean Mostly..that there are so many patrons..my mind wasnt focused enuff..kip forgettin wad the patrons wanted..haha..saw one baby so cute! in the baby pram..think onli a few months old..n the parents wana watch some M18 show..haha..too bad for the baby..cannot watch..That's some of the fun things u get to see when u work there..though it's really tiring..and got one fren today v high..duno y..laugh till so loud..haha..hear her laugh oso feel like laughin..hee..but then..think dad oso dun wan me to work there le..but then..i m not a spolit kid leh..I dun mind all the washin and stuff..other than some popcorn kana hand kind of injury..haha..nvm..think he say say onli then will forget liao..haha...

Wanted to update on this..my eyes was slightly swollen..some lump or duno wad la..doc say is infection..while i was expecting him to giv me some cream to apply..he gave me anti-biotics to eat..a bit..er..question mark..but nvm..shall try to finish it and see if my eyes will recover..though it's not obvious..cos my panda eyes too black le..hahaz..jialat sia..i wonder when will my 11 pm slp de routine come bac..hahaz...shall go do laundry le..update soon..

tata..


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Ended my post @ 1:30:00 AM

Things get much better today..Sorry for letting all worry..with the depressing blog entry the day b4..maybe I was too stressed and tired..But now..all smiles le..hee..thx to the devil's presence today oso..glad that I went out today instead of stay at home after sch..hee..

Nice nice company + nice nice movie = nice nice day after school..especially after presentation is over..Finally i managed to slow things down a little..Slowly eating my breakfast..okie la..cos my grp mates all late..then I rush out take train din eat breakfast..by the time reach clementi a bit like wana faint..so went for mac breakfast at clementi instead of mac in sch..Yummy Hot Hotcakes..haha..with fresh milk..full till wana explode lo..survived another day without lunch..but got milo to tahan me thru the presentation..

The presentation was alrite ba..at least wad i memorise did come out smoothly..whether can get gd grades..hard to say..since my whole proposal kana shot down..Shall throw projects aside now..

So the nice movie..Hearty Paws..Yeah I oso wana kip a doggy..so cute..a toy one oso can mayb..onli that it wun react and respond and save ur life..haha..

Korean movies are always so nice..very touching..hee..

K la..back to the project report..


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Ended my post @ 11:47:00 PM

Wing Wing kindly cheer up..no point remaining unhappy..that's not wad life is supposed to be..U r supposed to enjoy life..Please give me back the wing she is in JC..Must be happy go lucky..even if the sky falls..just heck..Think too much oso no use..Just live life as it is..Live it to the fullest..and enjoy every moment..


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Ended my post @ 1:29:00 AM

The tap is finally working these days..half functioning only..haha..think the water tank dried up due to the hot weather..haha..

1 am now..project in progress..one presentation down tmr..and 2 more reports to go..still don't understand how the world works..

Hand n leg duno is kana rashes or kana mosquito bite..as always..same fate since i m a baby..when some stuff start to go wrong some how..the whole world seems to be turning against you le..Nd to go see doc le ba..cos eyes duno got wad thing..pain pain..Am I pessimistic or wad..But saggittarius are supposed to be optimistic..I am..on certain stuff..maybe the type of carefree life a sagi is after cannot be realised and accepted in this world afterall..maybe sagi dun belong here..

Uni = dark days of my sch journey..why did I chose a path where the competition is stiff like hell? Too late to regret..final sem..2 more months..hopefully can grad..outta the idiotic place..and lost I am..Nd a map..but I duno how to read..orientation is totally wrong..no sense of direction for that matter..People know what they wan..Me? No idea..too fickle..Maybe..JTC dun wan me..Iras close their doors..I dun wish to step into the society yet though..not prepared..Mayb that idiotic financial planner is right..get employed and lose control of ur life..not entirely..just that u mean idiotic ppl again..Tell me how to differentiate between a gd person and a evil person..haha..Till now..I stil duno..Mind too simple? Perhaps..or rather just too lazy to think about too complicated stuff..Everything just seems so difficult..Where has my courage went? Dun tell me I need another round of recluse again..Hermit crab..that was what happened when I was in yr 1..Hope history Dun repeat..

Wing..get out of depression..empty your brain maybe..go lose some memory..haha..kana hit by a guy on the train..should hav knocked me unconscious maybe..mayb tmr goin to hav a blue black on my head..

Anyway..on a happier note..I get to go to my musical fountain finally..Happy wing..drag some devil to go despite of how tired we were..appreciate it lotz..hee..the show was really Magical..really nice..Suddenly got transported to somewhere else..erm..except for the mosquito which bite me into reality againz..haha..Had some 'interesting' encounter with 2 guys frm India..I tink..haha..It's some of this unexpected events that make ur life fill with some memories I guess..That's why I like surprises ba..only then will life be a memorable one..unexpected..but not negative happenings of course..

K la..before I blabber any more nonsense..shall sign off..

Wing Wana Break Away from this world..Off the cliff I go..Mayb there is a better world down that cliff if I survive..

Labels: Emo..

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Ended my post @ 12:59:00 AM

How come things can't be simpler? Hate having to guess or wadever...I mean can't I just simply take it that the person is good or bad from the way I see them? Still need to think so much..Sadly the world seems like a you use me I use you kinda world..

Reason Why I blabber so much..Is cos I have frens come telling me how this person is and all crap..but when I get to know the person..they seem nice..of cos when they come to talking more serious and not suaning me or shooting me or wadz la...always the target..dun understand y..hai..

But ya lo..can't I just take it that the whole world is full of gd ppl...at least I dun have to think about wad they say or their actions...whether they are truthful or not..haiyo..the whole thing is so confusing..Am I really that naive afterall..Maybe I just want things to be simpler...Want life to be simpler..yeah..that's all I hope for..all the back stabbing and motives and stuff..please save me from all those crap..pure frenship...no competitiveness no making use of each other..Maybe I should go live in the past or sth..haha..

Don't understand what I am talking about? For full story polease tune in to wing fm..wahahah..

Stupid girl signing off..

Labels: School

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Ended my post @ 2:37:00 AM

Happy Birthday to PjA..hahaz..long lost email pal maybe..haha..but it's always Birthdays that kip us in touch for a few min..haha..

Finally done with wad I am supposed to do for GEM..but there is still another round of editing for tmr..y must they limit to 10 miserable pages! crapz..I nd one more page lo..hai..Then urban planning project need another 1000+ words? wad the heck sia..can both lecturers compromise den at least I can fulfil the requirements..hahaz..

Let's see..2 more weeks down the road..and I will be left with an individual project..5000 words..again! hai..sadly i duno how to bai (Smoke in hokkien i think) not like some idiots in class..they can dun do any work..but their tutorial participation and all is like power lo..no wonder they can be agents..insurance and real estate agents for that matter..hahaz..when can I master such skill..cant smoke ppl one..so sad..must b my brain lack of knowledge..lazy to read the papers la..and no time for tv oso..sad life...

Anyway..bloggin for the sake of blogging againz..mind blank blank..friday again..dun like the class..but no choice..y din i take negotiation instead huh..okie la..but at least urban plannin no exams..but usually i conk out on non-exams modules..pray hard hardz..Now i have 12 mcs at stake lo..all project based..

Hai..blabberin nonsense again..Shall stop..

Tata~


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Ended my post @ 12:12:00 AM

There is really lots to learn in life..

When can I pick myself up to face all these challenges?

No idea..

Tired..

As always..

Dun understand the reason why..

Shut My mind..

Hate School..


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Ended my post @ 1:46:00 AM

Just read qiu's blog..okie..apart from the tagging game..I shall do it some other time k..haha..now is bright and early in the morning..and I am doin something illegal..oops..I really long for wireless net connection at my home..Somehow I grew to like working with my lappytop already..yeah..my da-da..hahaha...For your information on how my lappy got its name..it was from dolphin bay..the small boy the orphanage..if you guys remember..haha..anyway..that's not important..The thing is..I realised I can do work in my room with my laptop as compared to doin work using my desktop..I dun understand Y..maybe it's the speed of the desktop..maybe it's the computer table..maybe it's everything..cos a desktop in the living room means quite noisy..when ur parents are watching tv and ur bro is bugging you that he wants to use it for gaming..oops..

Back to the point..Qiu..I agree with you..we should just stop and take a look at the flowers and breath in the fresh air rather than rushing a hectic schedule..it always leave me out of breathe..haha..maybe I got influenced by my course..I have grown to love buildings..Well not literally those Monotonus HDB..but those shophouses..those heritage houses..the landscape and all..if you just stop and take a look in the town area..like what I did on sun..Walking from PS to City hall..it's been a long time since I did that..the previous times I walked there was with Py..but since she started working and we all got busy..we dun even get the chance to do it le..But it was cool..the morning breeze and sunshine..you can just look at what people are doin on a sunday morning...okie..I am not good with words..so I cant really describe the whole feeling of it..but still..it's good to stop and take a look at the surroundings..

Hmm..yesterday was quite a long day..Lessons at 12..Okie..I like the chinese lessons but found it a bit difficult to understand..too many sentence structure..now makes me wonder why i din opt for CL lessons right from the beginning..haha..maybe it's the teacher who is interesting that makes the whole lecture fun..went home after a 2hr lect..okie..a bit waste of time..since the traveling time is equivalent to the lecture time..hahaz..Project after that..Cant figure it out though..I mean for a property investment why would ppl wana invest when the rental income they receive dun even cover the interest payment? weird..yet I duno where did it went wrong..

Met fish (another fish frm my fac and also frm PJ) and mel at dohby ghaut..not forgetting that I saw my kor again at yishun mrt and we are going the same destination..haha..but just a bit weird to interupt them la..haha..so moved to another seat so at least I can do my project stuff also..hee..weird me..a bit anti-social..haha..Anywayz..went istana park with the whole intention of interviewing ppl..but ended up interviewing no one..

Prep for today's presentation..and ended up discussing individual project..Maybe it's just me or wad..but I really found that people tend to perform..or wish to perform better when they are dealing with individual stuff..when it is group project..they just do it with a heck care attitude..but they rather concentrate on the individual work..someone tell me why...totally dun understand...It's all projects that contribute to the course assessment..yet they wana perform better individually..hai..

Somehow at a total lost now..ppl's first qn when they meet..is "have you found a job?" Hai..can they change some question? In a way..I think I m not in a hurry to find a job..Send in applications without any replies..but dun feel like working yet..cos previously mentioned..the society is not somewhere that I would like to work in..I dun wana work for money leh..But no choice..cos I have debts to clear..ha ha ha..haiz..den there are irritating ppl who throw arrows at each other..(think Just follow law..hahaz..) Yar..i found a job..I am holding like 3 jobs? haha..but all part timing la..So please kindly dun ask this question next time..

Shall go to school..stop my random thoughts..

Labels: Stop and Take a look..

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Ended my post @ 10:08:00 AM

Suddenly got some breathing difficulty againZ..just received an email from my thesis sup..hai..I hav clicked open his email in total fear somehow..that's how escapism works i tink..crapz..so i m supposed to send him a soft copy..which is okie..and erm..references of the works? gawd..tot everything is in there? or mayb i missed out some stuff..at this time..1am..y the heck did i check my sch mail..crapz..

Anyway..shall tok abt some happier stuff..not exactly happier..but at least more fun la..sat..workin..played with my 2 kiddy frens..haha..cutez..proj was after work..totally drained..sorry suat n miao..tink my mind totally not there..cant really absorb..hee..but the onli thing that makes me laugh till peng is u all la..when i picked up the weird call frm some alien..oops..no la..but some fren..weird conversation..nvm..shan't elaborate..

Went to my aunt's place..nobody there..i mean my parents weren't there..got the wrong venue..was supposed to go to my uncle's place..crap..nobody tell me earlier..i reach le den tell me..heng i reach earlier..if not i totally got no door to enter..hai..imagine this..i can even mistook my 4th uncle as my dad..hahaz..they realli look alike frm far..haha..hop on to my 4th uncle's car to my 5th uncle's place..okie..a lot of uncle..a bit luan..hahaha..but supposed to b a jovial occassion go lao yusheng..and for no reason i kena nagged by my 3rd aunt..juz cos i din tell her muz call bac to inform us that she reach le..erm..to tink she was the one who tell me her phone no batt..and how i noe their plans...tot goin to fetch her straight de..end up it wasn't the case..hai..victimised..hahahz..but nvm..at least everyone noe i m innocent..hahaz..

Today went career fair..okie..totally nth much relevant..other than IR mayb..stupid financial planner and insurance agents..(no offence pls) but dun bug us when we are not interested and giv me such attitude that i feel like killin u..oops..but happy la..i mean i managed to annoy one of the aia agents..oops..but tt is the onli fun part..eh miaoz..sorrie ar..ended up gg home later than planned..but jia you ba..i noe u r not in a gd mood this few days oso..

Oh ya..saw the half completed Singapore flyer! sho cool..hahaz..looks like some satellite dish though..haha..

Hmm..finally get my nap..but..stil many things undone..die..projs..got 3 to clear..hai..if onli i can play for all i wan le then find job =P if only la..or mayb i can join my cousin go study again..ahhaz..K la..going to tok insanity stuff again..shall go off first..tataz..


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Ended my post @ 1:08:00 AM