Announcement: Wing's convo on 11 Jul 10-1130
All are welcome!
There will be cameras waiting!

Fs-Gang..let's go out to take photoS!!


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Ended my post @ 5:30:00 PM

Happening week again..so many things happened that I have no time to blog..before any updates..just wana say..Pirate ship was great!!

So..

Wed was out shoppin in the city..and prayin at temple..need to go back there againz..hmm..found many treasures at MS..haha..okie la..not realli treasures..but found herbal soup..at least new food for me to try out..Millenia walk also..found the food court there..haha..as if go ard treasure hunting lydat..Went into shaw towers for the first time I think..and..maybe everything is really fateD..

Happy day..cos went home met kor on the train! (other than my toes kana squashed till bleed..tsk tsk..) So it's like the final day to see kor before he flies..sobz..miss kor kor!! Okie..enough of that..but it was satisfyin to be able to see him that day..nice talk as usual.. =D

Thu..Not feelin well day..woke up early go see nice view..come bac giddy..then still gotta work..dun understand y this few days I kip having giddy spells..hai..it's realli very bad..never felt this before in my life..but well..still have to work..other than moving things all over the place as usual..the rest..are okie la..

Fri..Collection of gown! My gawd..it was super confusin..pls dun ask me to fill some weird weird things! end up i forgot to collect my additional invi cardS! My gaWd..! Panic lo..!!! hai..make me confuse onli..but saw poh choo and jae..den i got my very own linuS! Aww..he's quite cute! gonna wear the same gown as me!! wahhahaha..and of cos we are NOT gonna wear the gown or robe to watch harry potteR! wahhahaha..it's great hangin out with ah ji oso..haha..still remember the confusion between lion and bear..sm influence me oso..hai..it's lion not bear!!

Anyway..lug everything..3 big bags..carry till shoulder red..out..it was still quite fun..haha..after that go meet daddy n mummy go bishan..see furniture..in the rain..HmM..got a feelin I am realli gonna fall sick..sneezin like siao..tired oso..hai..

Den today..whahaha..go YT Fiesta..my bro rite in front of me yet i din see him..haha...bought a ice ball..yummy! next time i wana set up a shop..sell ice ball..haha..to think of it..i hav quite a few ideas oso..ambitious me..it all came bac to me when i was talkin to beng the other time..wana set up tuition ctr..wana set up some sort of audio support company for events..set up online wardrobe..haha..sell clothes..and shoes..and now..ice ball..yeah...I wonder which of this will come true..easy talk onli..hai..if realli there is a way to earn big money..there wun be poor ppl ard..and the bank will all close down..

Banks onli earn money from poor ppl..like me..haha..nd to loan for sch fees..mayb the rich oso ba..credit cards..investment..blah blah blah..nvm..set track too much le..

Okie..so 3 girls stupidly go queue for pirate ship..wahahah..it's really times like this that we do stupid things..but..be it stupid..it's fun!! and i got addicted after the second round..hahaha..i think i can sleep inside oso..hahah..v nice..althou it's a mini one..anyway..then there was the dunkin of principal, dm and teachers..wahha..suddenly i miss sec sch..haha..played archery oso..i wana learn! haha..and the ice ball stall..

Student A: "eh..The next one is without ice.."
Student B:"hUh? Uncle..i wan ice ball without ice.."
CrowD: LaughS

haha..they wanted without red bean..but they too busy till say wrongly..ahha..but it was fun..din regret goin..den ah ji's cousin oso cute..hahaha..v talkative..like eugene..at first shy..den after that i think..more open up ba..haha...anyway..here i am..back after the fiesta..tireD..and hot..haha..cos the weather and the sun can just burn me..haha..

shall sign off now..look for more happenings this week..
I hope..

Time is running out!
And still scared to know wad the future has in store for me..


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Ended my post @ 4:38:00 PM

Aiyo..ytd work must be work on the wrong day liao..all guys upstairs besides the manager..haha..christina stil come ask if they got bully me or not..wahah..so nice of her huh..haha..kip changin my shift till confuse me..lucky ytd not busy..we all suddenly dun get used to the slackness of the job some how..haha..especially after a mth of agony with the crowD..if it was tiring ytd..Think i would realli kill the one who take away my initial shift..haha..

As wad beng they all say..I somehow got my mind corrupted workin ytd..haha..but it's okie..I choose not to listen..wahahaha..Bao Hong still tryin hard to make me angry till I will spurt vulgarities lo..crazy ppl..haha..But overall it was still quite a nice day at work la..Dun feel tired..although a bit sleepy at the end of the day..but at least there's my B&J ice cream to cheer me up!! haha..shall aim ice cream every tues from now on..heh..

Din expect closin to be so fun oso..I do my work..while beng talkin to owen..and sometimes I oso chup a bit into the conversation..haha..it's times like this that make me feel like stayin..oh wellz..and now i noe wad happen to those ppl who changeD..

Enough of crap here..just felt like bloggin..And I guess I got my life back again =)

Cheerios to Sagi spirit..


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Ended my post @ 1:36:00 PM

Current weather: Downpour with cool Breeze..

Yeah..my love..it's those cool breeze that makes u feel peaceful..or I am juz a weird girl afterall..love to look at the rain fall..haha..raindrops..if it were snow drops..even better..haha..anywayz..It seems that my prediction failed..haha..juz told kor they all that it wun rain cos got star..but then..apparently the lightning came by and here the raindrops fall..and I am home..while the bbq is still on going..maybe they will end up don-in baz..haha..

It was a nice gatherin..not realli wad I have expected..well it's onli like 7 of us..plus one cat..kitty..shy cat..really cute..scared of it's own shadow and it's so kind that it wun chew up a ham ham..scared of water too so all the fishes and kois in the pond are safe..aww~! so lovely..too bad I din manage to catch a pic of it..cos it's dark and it's afraid of flash..

So..the type of life that I wish to have really exist in Sg afterall..but sadly the houses are going to demolish..suddenly I wonder wad J*C is doin..it's a realli nice place..other than maybe airplanes zoomin across the sky at nite..and mosquitoes flyin ard..and mayb the eerie feelin when u walk in at nite..all else are really nice..imagine u r living in a double storey black n white house..with koi pond..and a pavilion on ur own..if there were a tree house and a swing..it would be even better..it's all so peaceful at nite and u can juz gaze at the sky and the stars of cos..which are my faves..shooting stars mayb..u can conveniently catch them under ur rooF~..so carefree..at least that's wad it seems to me..

Nice place to hav a hideout..just to reflect or stay away from the bustling city life..and stress..How I wish..

Back to the gathering..kinda a 2/4 gatherin..haha..got kor, kh, louis, charles, kp, ah ji, me n miao..and of cos the cat..haha..think andersonians are trained to be lame..haha..cos apparently charles n kp..both v lame..hahaha..kp same pri sch as me..and the image he portrayed is alwayZ so cooL..haha..dun smile onez..but..ahem..it's all disguises..haha..listenin to them talk about Japan..and of cos speakin jap..totally no clue..but well..got ah ji n miao to lame with me..hahaha..say one sentence..and ah ji always got a song..yeah..so miss those days!! haha..

Sitting under the pavilion eatin the BBQ food..tt was the nicest of all..cos way b4 that I was tryin hard to fan the thing..hahaha..but the paper plate on hand was too nua..hahaha..with everyone under the pavilion crappin..realli not bad..haha..

Charles BBQ the satay stick instead of the satay..damn farnie..cos Kp scold him den he say got steak wana eat or not..haha..den there was the edward scissorshand..haha..and crab..charles used both tongs as hands..and not forgettin his fave scissors to cut and pick up sausages..hahaz..next was the spidey crawlin on the table in the pavilion..hahaha..freak out laz..and my dearest kor still tryin to figure out the situation..wahah..cmi..realli can laugh till peng..we all totally siao there..hahaz..crazy insane ppl..so tt's wad andss ppl are like..wahahha..

Too bad the gatherin was a bit short..but was a bit tired at the end of it..lucky my 39 quite fast come..the stupid girl is always doin stupid things to make ppl laugh..haha..make the fork break while cuttin the sausage..and my bag kana gou1 by the bike =.= realli dumb dumb..haha..(i wan gum gum)

N my dearest pres couldn't make it cos of her sup..hai..if nt we will finally hav a clique piX~! haiyo..din even take pix with the whole grp oso..kor gonna fly soon!! but nvm..there are lots of kawaii jap mei mei to acc him oso..hahaha..

Hmm..takin bus at nite..quite nice oso..let ur mind juz wander everywhere..haha..k la..shall sign off..wait for ah ji send me pix!

as Or say..sagi born to b positive..so..wing wing muz be positive wor~!




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Ended my post @ 11:35:00 PM

As usual..many tots came across my mind when I wanted to slp..wanted to blog out..but somehow i tink i forgotten some stuffs...

Hmm..work was super happening..other than me runnin up and down..doin 3 stns in one day..haha..but for the first time ever i see my mgr blow her top..really scary..but somehow..i wanted to laugh..hahaha..tryin v hard to ren3..weird me..nvm..but now i noe it isn't easy to b a cin mgr oso..no wonder she tell me nd to b fierce..i sure cmi one..i stress onli i tink i will juz cry liao..hahah..but tt's how i get things done in sec sch..cry onli..den ppl sure listen to me..hahahah..my nice nice pa buddieS~ haha..

Den ytd she dismissed one guy frm work..kind of gd for all of us la..if nt he create trouble oso..

Anyway..just wondering if it's true that frens can talk more..because there are no restrictions..can juz talk freely..if not..u will hav to see wad u r talkin..cos one will fear that anything said wrongly..will end up losin the other..am i makin sense here? hmm..no idea..nobody gimme advice liao..sadz..hahaha..

mayb it's true that everything has both sides..double edged sword..hmm..k la..shall go buy my breakfast..promised not to think too much..but sometimes juz can't help my mind from runnin about..hahaha..too afraid of losing..and the feelin of inferior..no confidence etc etc..crapz..

Cheerful wing pls come back..all smiles all day..haha..

still remember someone once wishes me to be happy always..cos that's how I appear to him..smiley wing..shall train myself to kan kai..na de qi fang de xia..this is the challenge..in life..haha..

Oh ya..b4 i forget..wana thank dear for the potato salad~!! haha..delicious potato salad under his culinary skills..hehz..i tink i better buck up liao..his cookin skills like better than mine liao..haha..was nice stayin home on sat to watch drama..now i m hooked on it liao..the songs kip ringin in my mind..haha..anywayz..sign off le..


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Ended my post @ 12:05:00 PM

yeah..my mind start to open up a bit more..and I feel better..it's always good to be positive..makes one happier..I have come to realised that there is no point living a sad life..since you are given the chance to live..why not live to the max? make it more meaningful..and it isn't good to make comparisons..cos compare onli will make u feel more inferior..admit that since i m a kid..have been havin that lond of mentality..that's y I always envy ppl..but come to think of it..maybe..from certain angles..My life ain't that bad afterall..Maybe..Shall continue to psycho myself with such positive tots..

Brain washing Starts now..

Hope I can succeed in this..hahaha..

But then again..in order to stay positive..sometimes it's better not to care too much about other ppl..so may end up in your own world..which is also not good leh..haiyo..contradicting..

Anybody wana enlighten me on this again..haha..or wana help psycho me? haha..A bit insane here..but..owellz..

Quite thankful to jasmine..First tot she quite dao..but end up she is a lamer..haha..but thanks to her to cheer me up ytd..lighten my mood a whole lotz..

Did I mention that I wasted like one whole box of hotdogZ? and dearest auntie still broadcast the news to almost the whole world today..(which is like one day past since the incident..OMG) hai..aunties are aunties..tell them one thing..it's as if u already announced to the whole world le..faintz..but ytd really quite suay..or rather..time to admit I am indeed clumsy..

But wasn't in the rite state of health..Now I noe why I felt so shaky and stuff..haha..stupid me go drink ice tea again after not realli havin a proper meal..end up felt sick at work for awhile juz now..lucky..it lasted a little while onli..

I still think I need a BreAk..from this place..hahaha..muz refresh and re-energize my minD b4 I start my next phase of life..especially since nobody wan me at the moment..

7 daYz b4 kor leaves for Jap!! think we will hav a big sec sch gatherin b4 he leaves liaoz..

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Wing Luv the baby penguinZ~!

男生刺青：为了力量、勇气
女生刺青：做为爱情的标记


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Ended my post @ 1:31:00 AM

for the first time ever..I shopped at topshop! haha..found a skirt v nice..but damn exp..73bucks..crazy sia..but realli nice..as for the tops..nth fits la..juz a miracle that i tried clothes there onli..haha...


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Ended my post @ 1:23:00 PM

Oh man!

Magicians of love has been taken down from crunchyroll! and I haven finish my last 2 episodes..*GeKZ* Hai..now gotta find some other ways to watch it le..

Niwaez..after so long..Me end up workin till midnite againZ..2am..but of cos waitin to finish up the popper..end up leave workplace at 2.30am..Was quite seh le after 12plus..but ironically I managed to guess the answer for jasmine's qian bian ti!! haha...so happy..rong and sharon and beng still haven figure out the answer..wahahhaha..Really fun to work with jasmine..haha..too lame a mgr..haha..

Think I got too high ytd..mopping the floor till it shines..haha..okie la..it's a matt finishing so it wun shine..but at least i managed to clear up the sticky popcorn bits..haha..den kip screamin and shouting..and of cos singing..in Cb..haha..till the extent that ah rong come le cannot tahan..haha..

I seriously wonder if I am so easy to be read..like a book..if not..then it's cally and sharon and jm super observant..haha..nvmZ..finally gave cal her pressie..so happy she liked it..but now it tempt me to buy one too! so cuteZ! and I wana buy many many jigsaw..now got sale some more..haiyo..wonder if i should buy..

Thx FS gang..for making me jealous over the choc fondue! haha..I also wana eat!! lucky i wasn't able to view any mms..so kor..wasted one mms! wahah..oops..hee..i wan choc fondue...next time go eat againz!! so heavenly!! AnywayZ..it's always nice to hang ard with the gang..chatting with u all really great..haha..think we'll hav to meet up soon~! 2 more times mayb..before my kor flies..haha..

Hmm..wanted to type the blog in chinese de..but well..rushin to go for tuition later..so all the chi stuff..shall be kept till nx time..but realised pictures realli tell a thousand words..mayb i just think too much or wad..but when i do blog surfing and the entries are all photos..it really reflects the author's mood at the point in time..Shall go ard sight-seein in Sg..since cant go overseas..hope parts of Sg will hav the same effect..

One last quote before I end..

面带笑容，心悲哀

haha..I think maybe many of us are lydat oso ba..this is quoted from my aunt's fren which I tot is quite true sometimes..Need to kan kai things..so you wil lead a happier life..but it's always easier said than done isn't it? Or mayb I got dou ji yan..haha..so cannot kan kai..haha..Oh wellz..still searchin for a rainbow..after the rain..


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Ended my post @ 12:08:00 PM

Oh yeah~!

Ah Ji say my blogskin nice~! Haha..sense of satisfaction..next time I wana design one..haha..but I dun hav creative juices..HmM..

Anyway..
Can anyone analyse my personality huh..
Y am i self-sacrificial..
It's always easy to cheer ppl up..
But I failed to cheer myself up..
fail to pick myself up from the crap..

Aye~

Anyway..More comments on my blogskin plS!
How to put songs inside huh btw..haha..


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Ended my post @ 11:53:00 AM

Crap..I am so torn apart rite now..
My Life seems like a Jigsaw puzzle..with millions and millions of puzzle pieces and no one piece fits together..

Really torn..

Suddenly everything is falling apart..
I am tired..
Yeah..
Once again..
Tired..
No idea How..
No idea Why..

Okie..I noe y..
I dun like this feeling..can someone take me away?
Crap..

I am just a useless piece of junk..
The world will go on just fine without me..
Have no where else for me to hide le..

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Ended my post @ 11:11:00 AM

FinallY!

Revamped my blog..Comments Please! the colours look weird leh..someting is wrong somewhere..but duno where..haha..

Pls help k!



Anyway..

The blockbuster finally here liao..war time at work again..
Suddenly felt so unprepared for the real working life..
Have I been hiding for too long?
Too afraid of the arrows and sharp tongues ppl have..

Searching for my courage..

Processing..

This may take a while..

Hahax..

Shall go slp..

Another day tmr..hope There will be rainbow after the rain!


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Ended my post @ 2:08:00 AM

Now I understand why I like the virtual world and I talk more online than offline..the virtual me always seems to be very happy..positive..cheerful..what I wish to be like in real life..as I mentioned b4..I have always been viewed as a cheerful girl and nothing can beat me down..

Truthfully..I wish to be what ppl perceive me to be..just that the reality is full of complications..be it human relationship or the tonnes of societal problems..the debts I have..the responsibilty and the qi wang of me from other people..I mean yar..I am proud to be the only graduate in the family..but why do ppl still think that graduates are very capable and whatsoever..crapz..dun have too high an expectation on me..I seriously can't handle stress..

I really think that I should be a full time listener..that's the best I can do..with my crappy lame mindset..At least it will cheer some ppl up..while others may find me a nuisance and a nonsense..but that is what I can do best..to lend a listening ear..call me kP..what my dad always say about me..but to help people solve their problems and cheer them up seems like doing the world a good deed..I mean..I am helpin the world to be filled with more smiles than sorrows right..?

Oh well..Just wish I can stay positive..even the sky falls also take it as a blanket..life and death a natural process..so is gettin together and separation..

Nothing is forever..so forver and eternity..is all but a scam..haha..that's what I have learnt I guess..

B4 I forget..lesson of the day..If you love your job, it won't matter how much salary you are earning or how many hours you spend in a job.

This is quite meaningful..but how can this be true when my school fees are like snowballing? hmm..

I am going all over the place again..Perhaps in my mind, I just wish to reset everything..and what had happened so far..is all but a dream..I will wake up from my dream very quickly..and be a happy and cheerful girl..looking for a rainbow every single day..with the stars as my companion..

Hmm..

I miss beijing..Take me back to china?


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Ended my post @ 12:21:00 AM

*Cool Down*

Continuously 2 times..wana blog but end up kana deleted..CrapZ~! Auto save oso no use..blogger save wadever has been deleted..*DotZ*

Lemme try againz..

So Miss wing here is still unwanted..having no place to go..so come here blog..Shall try to stay positive..cos my fren once told me that she never seen me sad b4..always so cheerful..is that the image that I portrayed to ppl who duno me that well? Or have I always been the happy go lucky kid on the block..only wil one person hide when unhappy..so that I wont spoil ppl's day? No idea..

Oh well..juz read my fren's blog..nostalgic..yar..felt it too..been thru 16 years of education..suddenly missed my Sec sch n JC..pri sch..still okie..all the catchin during recess..and the slurpee we have shared on our walk bac home from supplementary class on sat..haha..it was a long walk..ard 20 min..but we had fun..Guess I have learnt a lot..but not sure if I have grown up..cos there are still many many hundreds and thousands of things that I duno how to handle..Maybe that's life..leave you thousands of challenges..so that life gets exciting..Dun brood over it..dun escape the reality..must face it..bravely..Still tryin to find my courage somewhere la..I wonder wad the future has in store for me..It's realli filled of uncertainties..that I dun dare to imagine..dun dare to think further..live by the day..maybe I will be happier..but the future seems too dark..can't see any light..Hmm..

Anywayz..all my frens whom we have crossed path in life..truly thank u all..all the ups and downs..it's ironic how one can stay so near each other..yet dun even meet at all..Missed the times we spent at each other's place..with all the cranky jokes..Now that all are busy with each other's life..leaving no time to meet..it's realli kind of sad..even with msn and internet..dun realli get to talk..I really wish to meet my frens..guess life cannot be without frens..no man is an island..how apt..frens can light up our lives some how..Hmm..

Shan't dwell on such emotional stuff..I just wish to stay happy..stay positive..stay free of worries..haha..shall juz take thing as it comes..no point worryin so much huh..

Okie..happenin weekend..besides working..to think bac..it's been one month since I have last stepped into NUS..haha..realli fast huh..

Let's see..

My weekend started on thu..vesak day..afternoon was temple visit..den bac again in the evening to watch a concert..starring Ah Du, J3 and JY! (P/S: The exclamation was for the latter..haha..) Still thinks one of my mgr looks like him..hahaha..even the voice..a bit la..hahaz..It's realli a wonder how buddhism evolved..it's taking on a different stage..to attract more youngsters into the religion..make things more interesting and modern..to linked the hearts through music..which I believe does work some how..The entire concert was quite fun..ended with an autograph session by the shifu..ahahha..imagine that..Really enjoyable experience..haha..

Left for my grandaunt's funeral wake after that..which always turn out to be a family gathering for us..wonder y is it such days that bring the family together..it's either the birth of a new born..or the passing on of a family member..haiz..think of it..it's quite sad..

Fri..was work as usual..absence make the heart fonder? But for me absence make me cherish and treasure things more..even a small action brightens my day..Was beng's and chanel's bday celeb at nite..but din stay..hit beng with my naruto..oops..din mean it..but dun wana use hand la..haha..hmm..to think of it..miss wing oso eats a lot of vinegar sometimes huh..haha..

Sat was my long awaited day..Mayday concert!! finally I am able to see them in my home ground..but the BJ's one was much better..Maybe it was the sitting arrangement..maybe it was the proposal..mayb cos it's winter..or maybe..cos there is the proposal..and perhaps..cos my dearest ah xin cried on the concert..~! haha..but still it was high la..no much special theme deco or wadz..but with mayday..they rock the house..wish it can b a longer concert..gawd..love them to the maX! hahaz..Muz thank dear dear for his dinner treat that day..and lendin me the memory stick to take down snap shots of the concert..hee..and I finally get to go airport oso..wish to stay a little longer oso..duno why I love such weird places..shopping malls..not my cup of tea..haha..beach..airport..and wad other weird places..are my fave..haha..not much ppl can appreciate this weirdness i guess..so it's up to me n myself to go there alone baz..haha..

Sun..was the wedding dinner..din really eat much..cos i can't eat..but so happy got my fave dish..the yam ring..haha..ate the most ba..had a bit of red wine oso..and champagne..okie..one glass dun make my face look like a tomato..but it made my gastric pain worse..haha..i wonder y..haha..red wine plus chinese tea..neutralise the effect..haha..anyway..not much ppl noe my existence then oso ba..I onli had fun takin pix with my bro..with his new hairstyle..ahha..he got some attitude..hahaz..look like my cousin more n more..jialat..haha..

Mon and Tue..workin as usual..Hmm..maybe I shud realli kip my mind occupied..then wun go anyhow think..get busy..get tired..then can rest rite on the dot..no time to let my mind wander ard..haha..

Gonna miss kor le la..He flyin off end of the month..sobz sobz..will onli b back like next yr? haiz..so sad..O wellz..signing off first..I am still at the startin point of the maze..no courage to step in..I wonder where I will be heading to..and if..I will be able to reach the finishin point..and not gettin lost in midway..


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Ended my post @ 2:29:00 PM

Damn..

Blog one whole chunk..wana post..

Wind blow onli..Gone!

WTH!!


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Ended my post @ 2:19:00 PM