Wednesday, December 19, 2007
Tis the season to be jolly..Yeah..so I should get my mood right for the right season..! Tears please go away! Sadness please stop haunting me! I miss the smile, the laughter!Thanks Fei-Shu (& Fei-Long) team for the watch! Nice nice! I love Alvin & the chipmunks..i think there is a hot craze here over chipmunks..First there was the enchanted talking and acting chipmunk..now there is alvin, simon and theodore! Will their cartoon please come back on Kids Central? and after working hours please..cos I wana watch! Is there chipmunks in the zoo? Haha..Can I go again?Hmm..The year is really full of ups and downs for me..I think I shed quite a few hundred litres of tears this year..Since the year is coming to an end soon..I decided to have a summary of the events that happened in the year for the next few entries..(I hope i have time to do that..) And hopefully, I can learn from my lessons and be the bubbly, cheerful wing that everyone knows in the past...That is definitely one of the resolutions for the coming year..Anyone interested to write on the big ball for countdown?***Finally went to East Coast last month..but wasn't really what I had planned for..Well spending time with my family there was great...kind of forgot all about work and other problems in life..but seems like a temporary avenue for escapism..once you are back home...issues flood your mind again..Always hope that someone could accompany me there..but..I think I can just dream on..cos that someone will not do it..too tired to do it..and I am too tired to think about it..Dun even know where this is leading to..The path remains too misty ahead..Had a good tan while I was surviving at ECP..cycling followed by swimming..and my skin was peeling only like 3 weeks after the whole event? Super Lag response..but it was itching during the 3 weeks..make me think that I have gotten HFMD or some sort (cos my colleague kana HFMD..) Oh well..it was fun relaxing at ECP although there are cockroaches in the bathroom..well perhaps they are just trying to wash the bathroom (Enchanted)..haha..too much enchanted makes me a bit high..Then there was the seafood feast..which..I can only feast on veges most of the time..but it was enough..filling..to the max..Stopped by to see the Std Chartered Marathon..Kinda cool..I wana join in next year! Anyone interested? Let's walk the 42km! hahaha..Saw a few familiar faces there and I was kinda surprised..there is calvin char whom I always see around and some of my Andss seniors..really wow me..Nx stop..SITEX 07..it was madness..The crowd..the queue! I dun even know how I am goin to escape from there should there be a fire..haha..But well..I survived..and I was entertained by talks of NS Life @ BMT from some strangers behind me..kept complaining..sounds like fun to be in their discussion..haha..It was a lot of walking and standing during that period of time..but well..it was worth it..Cos I totally enjoyed myself!***The next event of the month...My bday?Haha..Anyway..I was having training for 5 days! plus weekends that makes 7 days without work! It was so enjoyable back then! I am still in the holiday mood now..Enjoyed the course..Since I have made new friends there..and went around shopping in Bugis too..V relaxing indeed..although at the back of my mind I was still thinking about website design..haha..I also learnt a lot during the courses..Shall look forward to my next training!***Anyway..This year's Birthday wasn't anything fabulous..Not much of a celebration..At least till now..Spend my Bday on course and taking tests..& Suffered a headache after that..Tried to survive my way to dinner with my parents..and had my favourite cake and cough syrup as dessert..Haha..It was his POP on that day too..Quite a number of disappointing things happened I guessed..I did not manage to go for the parade..and we only spend a short while after my dinner together..But the cake was a nice surprise..Thanks a million for that..But to my dismay..Things did not go well as I planned (in my head)..Didn't get to celebrate or had dinner for the first big day I have been waiting..and weekends did not go as great either..I am not sure where the problem lies..Read CLEO ytd and I wonder if it's the same problem..I expect too much and yearns for too much attention and wish for things to be done my way..When things are not done and not what I have expected..Which I don't think he knows..All I get is a major disappointment..Hence get too upset over it..There is more like an escapism over this..or maybe i just think too much..Sometimes I am really tired all these things have to happen..It was a great year last year..But maybe it was too perfect last year..That's y i have to get some neutralization or some sort..Somehow things start to seem so negative and future seems rather bleak..I know I should focus more on work and family..or rather more on family cos I don't wish to be a slave for work..Perhaps that will be another resolution for me..Shall try to work towards that..***Spent sat night with Dini & gang to celebrate Andy's 21st and mine! (forever 21 =P)So coincidental that we got the similar colour scheme for our present..shall upload photos soon..He really looks kinda different..as in the way he dresses..Smarter..and what I hope he will wear since like JC..Hahah..Or rather what I hope most guys will wear..The dinner was kinda fun la..All the crap and laughter..The usual Bday gift to hit him for 21 times..haha..Lucky they all forgotten about me..haha..Shall look forward to the next meet up in 2008..***For now..I shall stop updating..Back to work le..Tata..
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Monday, December 17, 2007
Haven been updating for a long time..Kept wanting to update but i can't find a time to sit in front of my com, except while I am at work.Hence, here I am..Blogging for the first time in office..Hope nobody logs the network or something..It has been a busy month for Dec..as always..Things seem kinda worse since I started working..There isn't much time left for frens..for family and not to mention for celebration..Ask me if this is the type of life that I like..and my answer would definitely be a no..But I won't be able to live without having to work since there will not be enough money to maintain a living if I just hang around doing part-time..no matter how much bread I eat for meals or how I save..money will never be enough..So i guess I am left with not much of a choice..but to work..I like my workplace..but well..in all situations there are ups and downs..Now I am trying to stay alive and afloat on this river..a bumpy journey indeed..and I haven't learn how to swim..Besides work, there are still my friends and family..I would say I am enjoying their company..of cos there may be some disputes at times..but still it's comforting to have their company for play and I am thankful to have their support when times are down for me..So cheers to my friends and family for that..As for the other aspect of my life..I am also unsure how to comment..maybe I haven't found the right one..or I have found the right one..but he or rather we are not doing things right..I just wish to solve the problem that is in front of us..I am tired of avoiding..and letting it pile up..I am really getting tired..I don't wish to suffer some sort of depression or what that my whole world is coming to an end..Got all worn out by this and work (a major factor towards this imbalance, I would say)..Where has the cheery me go? Where are all the smiles..? Did someone find a smile vacuum and just zap it all up? Okay..that's just an update of what I am feeling now..shall continue the next entry on the happenings this month with the new frens made and all...Back to work..ZoMG -> (Py think you are goin to kill me..hahaha..)
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