Yesh! I am back!
Back from the wonderful concert!
I shouldn't say wonderful, cos it sounds like a weird term to describe a rock concert..
But it was GreaaaT!

More Pix Coming up..
please pray that I have some time to upload the pix..
Hehe..

It was a great meet up with S4 and of cos my sec sch mates..
Since I am at work now with 100s of emails to clear..
Shall update next time ba..

Till then..


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Ended my post @ 8:49:00 AM

Horoscope says I should fill my day with lots of art and music to soothe my day..
I hope that's true..
Enjoyed the K Session totally!
Damn High..
Me & Pres too tired till we went cranky?
Haha..
Kip Laughing..
Which is good..
I need it..

On the way to meet them,
I was still having tears around my eyes..
It's prob cos I am leaving them..
and not forgetting people is leaving me..
It's really 十万个舍不得
Read the card..even worse..
Flashback of the happy times we had..
It doesn't make things better..
Just made my tear flow faster..
*SniFF*

Things will no longer be the same in May..
It will really be different..
Too many things will happen in the same month,
when u are not around..

I miss my kaki..
Cos she will always be there to share my happiness and unhappiness..
Our complains..
our craziness..
Although she is 4yrs older than me, and is already a mum of 2..
I feel some kind of bond even though we met for a short 8 months..
Sobx..

My mind seems to be in a swirl..
I need to take a break to break all the events down..
I need to erase them or keep them aside..
So that I have memory space for new things..
At the moment,
I just felt as if my memory is full..
"Please delete some files to store more things"
Aww...
Feel kind awful now..

Hmm..
It really makes me think that it's your attitude again..
especially looking at what your other peers are doing..
Cos what their life is happening is all I want..
It is just so simple,
But it feels like a chore for us..
I duno y..
I try to think of the good things..
I try to put myself in your shoes..
I try..
As much as I try..
I hope you can try too..
Time is running short..
I shall not complain..
Hope tonight will be a better one..
Since, there is not much weekends left..

Shall be gone now..
Don't want to be late for lessons..

S4, MayDay..It's all going to happen today!


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Ended my post @ 9:16:00 AM

Oh Man..
I guess I am really gonna take the AM License..
Totally not qualified to be on the roads at night when it rains..
I feel as if I am blind..
I can't see the cars behind..
I can't see the roads in front..
I am blind!!

And I wonder why some dumbos will Not on their headlights in the dull weather..
I totally can't see them at all!
Gawd..

It was a nice driving experience..
A horrendous one too..
Made too many faults..
And I was totally blurred..
I wonder if it's the effect of after-work driving..
OmG...

Anywayx..
Pray hard...
Lemme not hit or strike the Kerb..
Nor hit any cars or ppl..
N juz be a very careful driver so I can drive on the roads..
*Prayx*

17 Days more...



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Ended my post @ 8:59:00 AM

Even if it's true that I am leaving and whatever it is here in the future doesn't affect me anymore..
Please don't put words into my mouth..
What I hope is just to leave with everything nicely done..
U always say that not to take things to personally..
You may have said it..
But some how you gave me that feeling you are just saying out to protect yourself..
To Hide your true emotions..
I may be wrong..
But this is what I feel..

Seemingly, there is a major miscommunication..
Or perhaps I am too dumb to understand what you are trying to commute..
It may seem like the outright obvious to you..
Apparently, I am always confused by what you are trying to say..
Really feel so tired..
Made me feel like crying at this very instance..
Especially after hearing what you said..

To think previously you still said "Don't add salt to the wound"
Initially, there is a wound..
but the wound is caused by you..
So by adding more salt to the wound..
It's just what ever you said that was the salt..

...

In work life, I realized it's hard to find someone whom you can trust..
It's really like finding a needle in the sea..
You kind of have to be smart enough to filter out who is the good guy and who is the bad..
I am really very tired now..
I really need to be in a coma or something in order to regain my energy..
Can people stop wearing masks?
I will be really thankful for that..


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Ended my post @ 8:55:00 AM

WaH...*WaiLs*
I am really Sad..
Cos I am going to miss my kaki @ Work..
Dunno if I will get to meet nice people in future..
But yeah I really miss them!
*poutZ*

No choice..
Some sacrifices have to be done..
Well at least I am still in Sg..
Just that the next time to meet my kaki may be quite far from now..
And the K sessions will no longer be held at lunch at E1..
Sobz..

Anyway..
Suddenly have an impulse to plan for a trip in Dec 26 to 30..
Still hav to wait for approval from my dad though..
But no idea where I should go..
Always wanted to go HK, TW etc
But now suddenly I feel like going Korea (Jap will have to wait $$)

...

Oh yeah..
Thanks third for the All-time favourtie B&J!
Guess that small thought never fail to cheer me up..
Sobx..
Misses...

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I really hope things can start anew..
Or rather my life..
Have a fresh new start..
Especially I have quit the part time job..
My fave hangout...
Won't get this feeling anymore..
Suddenly feel like going to Sentosa/ECP next week..
Hahax..

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Gonna meet S4 finally!
Mayday is coming too!
So many things are happening..
But my mind is still tired to have any mood now...

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Ended my post @ 9:49:00 AM

Can't help but think..
We are just too similar..
Haha..
Just that lives are quite different..

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Substitution, Elimination...
*DoTx*
Just trying to link some stuffs here..

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Anyway..
5 May is Coming..
There is perhaps some anxiety..
Hence, I am making a big fuss?
Or is it sth else?
Am I to accept wholesale?
or to daydream that Miracles will happen..
I am praying for the latter..

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Hitting the Gym Later..
Shall do more pull ups with the assist bar!
haha..
I am not tryin to build up muscles here..
It's purely for fun..

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Ended my post @ 2:51:00 PM

Boo..
I welcome the idea of the heart-break leave or what they called it..
Read the news but I kinda forget..
It takes time to nurse the heart..
Well, for girls mostly cos they (or rather we) are emotional creatures..

Cos I realized excessive tearing causes headaches and a depressed self..
It really takes a lot to cry..
And why is it nobody declare crying as an exercise?
I think it really exercises the tear gland..

*DotZ*

Anyway, that's beside the point..
Went for buffet finally!
Yeah it's nice..
Lots of delicious dessert and snacks..
and of course my beloved fondue..
Thanks for bring me there! =)

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Ended my post @ 6:13:00 PM

I am really breaking down again..
It's 2008 in April why am I breaking down?
Broke my resolutions yet I stood so firm to hope to stick to it..

I guess I will have 2 months..
And I will have to decide from there..
Really tired of this life that I just want to sleep throughout..
I think someone in coma may be the happiest person?
No offence..
But at least don't have to face the rest of the world until you are ready to..

I am beginning to wonder that friends and family are the only ones who really care for you and is patient with you..
The rest are just merely talk and no action..
It's truly easy to say things through the air..
Cos you do not have to honor it..
Only dummies will save the messages and hold it as evidence..
No Offence but I am just referring to this dumb dumb girl here..

Stop being so self-centered..
Stop being so irritating..
Stop being an idiot..

I am just truly tired..
Had enough..
I hope I will be able to have some light..
2 months' time..
That shall be the final grace period..

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I just want to be happy..Is it so difficult?



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Ended my post @ 7:13:00 PM

Cui-ED

I got myself into trouble againx..
Prob it's a good time to leave..
And prob my reason for leaving is to escape..

Cui-ED
Perhaps at the same time, I am Jaded..
Aye..
The moment you get into trouble..
You seem to get it once in a row..

OMG..
Super D.O.W.N. now..
Hope my weekends will be better..

Still..
I miss my friends..
Shall hit the gym again next time..
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Ended my post @ 6:21:00 PM

I think I said this before..
I always have lots to blog about when I am about to sleep..
Just that i will forget all about it when i wake up the next morning..

Anyway, I just want to say that I miss my friends a lot!
I am really missing out on their company and catching up with them..
Not forgetting neglecting to read their blogs to catch up with the updates in their lives!
I shouldn't be too caught up in my work..
But I can't help feeling lethargic after working!
Sobz..

Started working less than a year and I have this kind of feeling..
OMG..
I need a life!



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Ended my post @ 12:13:00 PM

Okie..I see Cobwebs growing around here..
*Sweeps Away the Web*

Hai..As usual, I had busy busy days that I don't even want to touch the com when I am at home..The thing is..My com @ Home kinda Lag and I don't have the time to fix it even..Sobz..I am not sure why But i seemed to fail reaching my resolution not to feel unhappy this year..Probably I am too tired to feel happy...Which is something I hate...Don't like to remain sad..cos it will only seem like the end of the world is here...zzz...

Anyway, shall summarize my life in short..Start of 2008 was a happy start since I just got a small break for myself..Jan busy with admissions, Feb with admissions too, March with enrolment and Graduation ceremony..Tada! It's April now..I can't believe it! Time seems to past so fast and I don't know what I have been doing these days..Nothing meaningful I would say..Oh my gosh..I truly miss myself and the days that I can play...Where has the days gone!

Just came back from chalet over the weekend..Okay..I sound as if I stayed over..haha..nope I didn't stay..But finally..I got to cycle!! I got lost somewhere in the park..but Sometimes it's nice to get lost..Cos I explored the place and found out many interesting things about the park..not forgetting the new playground..it's a pity I didn't get to play there..Shall make it a point to return to play there..haha..Did stupid things at the arcade too..but dun care..just want to play..hee..Oh ya...Do you know that there is a secret pathway in Pasir Ris Park to the MRT Station? It's like so near! and I wonder why do we take such a long walk to reach the chalets from the bus interchange..It's rather amazing how the path goes...and there are horses and ponies in the park too! It kinda brighten my day to find interesting stuff during my exploration...Ended up with a messy hair and a red hot cheek after the ride...took a few nice pix of the scenery..shall upload when i have the chance to...

I need to find my mood back too..Pls...faster come back..cos I don't want to be a nuisance to everybody including him..

ZzZ...

Feeling sick..

Wonder if my stomach is getting used to not having lunch...

ZzZ..

26 April coming in 19 days!



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Ended my post @ 10:08:00 AM